Love the sinner,Hate the sin 31.
Feelings 1
I knew I had something for Seth but I haven't realized it yet but know it was crystal clear to me,I was in love with him but the problem now is was he in love with me.
" I was really upset when you went out with Adrian,I assumed it was a date... Seth smiled.
" Why do you think so ???? Adrian and I are just more close than the rest band members,I smiled.
" Well I should be jealous,I am your patient right…. Seth smiled wryly.
" I will make amends,I smiled.
" Doctor Sandra I know that I was so rude about my dad and I wanna make it work, Seth said.
" Seth….If you are not ready to see him, You don't have to push it okay..Am sure you will do what's right at right time,I tapped his shoulders.
" All my life I thought I could handle all my emotions by myself maybe that's why I have disorder well until I met you, You came like a rolling stone... You know anyone would kill to have my life... Rich,Leader of one of the world's most famous band...I have looks and influence but I wouldn't kill to have my life….Do you want to know how the heartstrings was formed????
" Yes sure……
" When I ran away from my dad's house,I was living at Daniel's family Villa..His parents had no idea until I got into the college of my choice but I didn't want to study music but I met with my mom….
" Your mom !!!!
" Yeah my mom,She had heard that I got into college because of Daniel's mom and she flew down to the country,She Uhmmm said that she believed in me and she knew I had power in my voice,She said I should make music my voice...She wanted me to climb the ladder of Fame and make my dad want me back and then I push him away like he did to us,It was the last words I ever heard from my mom but It was worth it. I started studying music with the aim of getting back at my dad but then I met Adrian...He was so proud of his Talented and he was so good!!!! Aside from Daniel he was the second person I really considered a friend...We played different song together in Daniel's Villa and that was when we met Jimmy...Jimmy was a runaway from school and he wanted to stay at our hotel...That night we were playing and he decided to join us...We played a gig together and uploaded it on social media...It went viral...So viral and we started getting calls from sponsors, Record labels and even celebrities for features...It was the beginning of our fame...At the peak of Fame we met Eddy…. Eddy..Seth laughed. " He came to our shows everyday and got the chance to meet us back stage..He was such a cute teenage boy… We were all older but he had this charms we adored …..Jimmy was recording him live has he sang for us and that was it…. Everybody thought he was our new member and since he was so good and cute...He became our fifth heartstring….These guys were everything I had...I was always neglected as a child but fame made me everybody's heartstring... That's why I did everything to protect it and even was harsh on them because I wanted to protect it at all cost just as I couldn't protect my mother...Seth sobbed.
" Heyyy... You are a good leader okay,I hugged him.
Seth phone beeped and it was a text from Daniel,It was practice time.
" Do I have to go ?????
" You have an upcoming concerts and an ongoing Album... You have to,I arranged his collar.
" See you later...Seth smiled at me and left…
I made sure he had left before I squealed….I jumped on my bed in excitement.
" I gotta call Miley...I gotta call Miley…
Immediately Seth shut the door,He screamed in his lowest tone he was so excited.
" Yes !!!!!!! Whoaaaaa….. Seth giggled.
" You look okay…. Daniel wondered why he was coming from Tessa's room with such excitement.
" Uhmmmm , You wanted to practice right… Let's get to it….Seth smiled .
" Okay this is odd, Daniel said look confused.
I quickly grabbed my phone to call Miley…She ain't going to believe that we kissed.
" Miley....Hey..I squealed.
" Okay you sound hyper... What's the news ???? Did Seth apologize???? Miley asked.
" Even better....I smiled.
" okay.... Uhmmm.. Ohh !!! ohhh!!! He reconciled with his father,It just has to be it because his dad was really sincere about the apology, Miley said.
" No try better...We uhmmmm...We...
" Wait!!! Wait !!! it's not what I am thinking right, Miley squealed.
" if it's what am thinking!!!!!! Yesssssssss
" You guys had sex...I knew it was awkward to stay opposite a hot guy like Seth and not having sex, So tell me how did it happen because I remember you crying because of how mean he was,The switch up was mad....Tell me everything... Miley squealed.
" I can't believe I didn't cut you off but uhmmmm we didn't have sex,We just kissed...I blushed..
" Okay not close but fire!!!!!!! Dude what is with you..Why are you just telling me right now, Miley squealed.
" We just kissed some minutes ago,It was so hot...I bit my lips.
" Oh my Goodness!!!! Are you drooling right now !!!! You like that guy...I knew that but I just wasn't sure...
" What !!!! I just realized I have feelings for him tonight, Like it so crazy....I don't even know what to do,I smiled.
" Okay first of congratulations...I knew you could fall in love again but you have to make it right this time,Tessa ....Who kissed first???? Miley asked.
" Seth....He hummmm twirled my hair and we kissed...I blushed.
" This is what we are going to do ????? Okay... You have to know if he wants to date you... Do you want to date him???? Miley asked.
" Are you crazy ??? I wouldn't kiss someone I don't want to date...I already healed from Leo and I wouldn't want anything to break me soon enough but I let him kiss me....Of course I want to date him dummy....I laughed.
" Okay then,If he wants to go out with you,He is usually going to make moves today but if he doesn't ask you for even a dinner in at least two weeks from know... Then I don't know if he's ready then, Miley said.
" Yeah you are right, It was a really deep kiss and I felt emotions....
" Did you guys made move to sex ????? I mean...
" Shut up .....We just made out,I smiled and I heard a knock on my door.
" Do you want to watch us perform our new song???? Eddy asked.
" Uhmmmm one minute,I said.
" You are okay right????? I mean what happened earlier with Seth...Eddy said.
" Uhmmmm we are cool,I smiled
" Thank Goodness, See you soon then Eddy left.
" okay sure......
" You get to watch them perform, Like watch watch them... Miley smiled.
" Yeah.... Let's talk next time okay....
" Next time is when !!!!! You have to tell me all of it or you are dead, Miley hung up.