Love The sinner, Hate the sin 45.

Dear Diary.

Mrs Tae mo finally tracked Paul's location and even though it was too late to talk to him, She finally connected with him..She took a deep breath before taking the call.
" I didn't think you would ever pick up my calls,Mrs Tae mo said.
" Neither did I thought you would try calling me...What do you want???? Paul asked.
" Remember the first day you arrived at the agency seeking for a job , You told me you was an orphan left to raise two kids.. There were better applicants but I felt pity for you and I gave you the job... But it was all scripted..Mrs Tae mo sighed.
" You see I didn't lie about being an orphan,I am an orphan left with two kids and an elder brother who was a reporter..We had to work hard to take him to the top and it was the only way..The entertainment industry is a chess game...Only the smarts one's reason..Next time be on guard.. Paul said.
" Trust isn't something easily earned but it's easy to be lost,Mrs Tae mo hung up.
" Mom are you okay???? Linda walked in.
" How are you doing hun ????? Mrs Tae mo sighed.
" I should be asking how you are doing??? Mom Since the multiple scandals you have been so cold...Are you sure you are okay???? She asked.
" I am worried for the boys……
Seth stood at the garden and stared at the stars,He flashed back to when he first met Tessa at the building top,He thought she was such a psycho and not fit to be a doctor but she was the best.
" Did she tell you the story about stars too ???? Jimmy walked in.
" Sandra sure said alot of stories and I am wondering which was the star story...Seth laughed.
" I can imagine…. Jimmy smiled.
" Am sorry for not noticing you had feelings for Amanda.. It must have been rough keeping it all to yourself, Seth apologized.
" It sure is a miracle.. Seth apologizing.. Jimmy laughed.
" Even I couldn't believe it just came from my mouth... Seth laughed.
" Ohhhh did I tell you.. Adrian just came in with Doctor Sandra, Jimmy smiled.
" She's here... Seth ran out.
I was back at the MG mansion because I wanted to be here for Seth,He was going through a hard time and I was supposed to be here for him. I had ho idea what was going to happen next but i still wanted to push through.
" Doctor Sandra!!!! Eddy hugged me.
" Whoaaaaa!!! Whoaaaaa...I laughed.
" Where have you been???? I could have really used a good home made meal,Eddy whined.
" I have been trying, Daniel smiled.
" I promise to cook an apology dinner next time...I smiled.
" Do you swear ???? Eddy teased.
" I do...I laughed.
" Sandra!!!!! Seth walked in.
" I should practice my rap... Eddy made an excuse to leave.
" I haven't called Lisa today... Adrian left.
" Yeahhh I also promised to call Amanda... Jimmy left.
" I guess I also have something doing in my room.. Daniel left.
" Sandra am so sorry for taking such action without letting you know about it...I really am sorry…
" It must have been so hard for you these days….I hugged Seth.
" It has been one of the toughest week in my life,I found out my mom has been a total jerk to me because she wanted to satisfy her husband..She even threatened to sue my dad….I am all over the internet and everyone has something to say about my life, Seth sighed.
" Seth...Am here with you.. It's okay...I pat his shoulders.
" Please stay by my side Sandra.. Seth said.
" I will...I sighed.
I felt guilty because the man I love doesn't even know who I truly am,He sees me as a popular, Skilled and well trained Doctor but I am just an orphan who simply lost direction of her life.
" Sandra!!!!! What are you thinking about???? Seth waved.
" I miss the mints in your room..I lied.
" Hmmmm coincidentally I have new ones..Come on,Seth held me by my hands.
Daniel held the photo card,He was very much aware that Doctor Sandra was a twin and one of them is named Tessa but he had no idea on how to contact her,He looked closer and found number digits, He dialed it and it connected
" Hello.. Sandra said.
" Hi uhmmmm am I speaking to miss Tessa please???? Daniel asked.
Sandra was surprised, This was the first time someone called looking for Tessa,How on earth did the person gained her contact??? Is Tessa okay…
" No Uhmmm she's my sister is everything okay ???? Sandra asked worried.
" No uhmmmm I was hoping we can talk... It's about Tessa.. Daniel stuttered.
" Uhmmmm I don't know who you are but is my sister okay ???? Sandra asked.
" Yeahhhh …
" Am sorry we can't meet, Your number isn't a Japanese number so am guessing you are not from the country... Sandra said.
" Are you in Japanese???? Daniel asked.
" Sorry I have to go... Sandra hung up.
He was shocked to his bones and literally shivering, If the real Doctor Sandra is in Japan then does it mean Tessa is the one here…. Daniel thought to himself.
Tessa's pov.
Although I was by Seth's side I couldn't sleep properly,My heart was racing and I wasn't at peace it wasn't going to be a good situation when Seth's finds about the truth, He was surely going to hate me for ever and I couldn't tell him how I was feeling. I couldn't tell him the truth and I felt sober..
" Am I that handsome???? Seth opened his eyes.
" You weren't asleep...I sniffed.
" No….Is everything okay???? Seth said looking at my eyes.
" Ohhhh Uhmmm I wasn't crying..I lied.
" Is everything okay ??? You know you can tell me anything right!!!! Is everything alright??? Seth asked.
" I just don't feel too well,I lied.
" Do you want to go to a hospital???? Where did I drop my car key????? Seth jumped from the bed.
" Am okay,Am okay...I just need to rest..I stood up to leave.
" Are you sure you don't want to spend the night here??? Do you need any kind of drugs??? Any medications at all... Seth asked.
" Am fine, You shouldn't worry about me...I smiled.
" Are you sure you are fine ???? You don't want to see a doctor, Seth said.
" It's already late and aspirin will do the trick.,... Just don't worry about me...I smiled.
" Have a good night rest... Seth kissed my cheeks and I left for my room,I stood at the door entrance ,My room looked different it was as though somebody was here,My shoe rack was in idea..The bed had squeezed sheets like someone slept here.
" It probably would have been Seth!!! I smiled. I couldn't rant to anyone so I tried calling Miley but it wasn't connecting.
" Where could it be ….I picked up my diary and I started to read it.
Dear Diary.. It's august 14 and Leo asked me out today...I didn't know how to react because he has been my long time crush….I still am in shock.i smiled and flipped to the next page.
I got accepted into college but it's still struggling to keep up with work and school...I forgot to mention I got my family's house..I live there with Leo now and we are making our relationship work.
I smiled remembering the day I wrote the journal with tears because I got admitted into college but yet I couldn't afford it.
Dear Diary.. Work has been hectic and exhausting but college made it worse,I have to balance my time with school and work meanwhile Leo and I have a big date coming up.
I flipped through pages where I wrote about my first night with Leo,My fights with him...The promise bracelet he gave to me and I stumbled on the night it went down.
Dear Diary I am writing this because it maybe our last time together because I feel my next agenda is going to be self harm. I imagined a beautiful future and family with Leo because he has always been the only one I was in love with and all these years I thought he felt the same way but he threw me under the bus…. It's true when they say love hurts.
" I need a pen...I picked up a Bic pen and my old Diary.
Dear Diary it has been a long time since I stopped by and I am sorry, But my life has become so controversial because I was desperate.. I was desperate because grandma was the only family I had,I have been posing to be Doctor Sandra.I just wanted to be Doctor Sandra and leave but it was impossible I was no expert in therapy but yet he's alright...I have a place in my heart for every member of the heartstring and I pray when the truth eventually unfolds,U wish they hear me out and let he explain.. Just like I did…..My heart is no longer at peace because I feel guilty for whatsoever I am doing but it was more difficult because I was now in a relationship with the leader of the band.
I dropped my pen and locked the journal..
" Where is it??? I asked ransacking the stuffs on the table,I could no longer find the only existing I picture I had with. I couldn't find it anywhere around the house and I knew Seth was here in my room.
Meanwhile Daniel was now very well aware of whatsoever was going on..He knew Tessa wasn't the real Doctor Sandra..He wasn't going to say it to anybody because he had no idea how they were going to react so he decided to keep it a secret. He had nothing to say about it he was in total shock because he had no idea what she was doing.
Tessa's pov.
I couldn't sleep because I had alot on my mind,I stood up to prepare a midnight snacks.. Daniel was already there when I walked in and it has been uncomfortable towards us since the beach vacation incidy so I decided to turn to leave but Daniel stopped me .
" The kitchen is enough two… so we can prepare whatsoever we want, Daniel Said.
" Okay sure….I stuttered.
" Is Seth doing alright???? Daniel asked.
" Yeahhhh I am very sure he's asleep, I said. As I was speaking my eyes caught with him more than once.
" That's a relief…. Daniel said.
" Yeahhhh….
" It was really hard when you weren't here... For a minute I thought you left because of what happened between us at the beach vacation.. Daniel said.
" Uhmmmm about that,I really am sorry..I said.
" You don't have to be sorry,I fell in love with you and I feel sorry for myself because I got rejected but you don't have to be... Daniel said.
" Daniel confessed his feelings to you...Seth said from behind.
" Seth ….. You haven't slept off...I stuttered.
" I asked a question...Did Daniel told you he had feelings for you???? Seth asked.
" Daniel let me explain…. Daniel knew he had no explanation for Seth because he was obviously in love with her first but he didn't want any sort of misunderstanding between themselves.
" Yes at the beach vacation...I replied.
" Wow !!!!!! Am your boyfriend right...Why didn't you tell me about it, Didn't you think I had the right to know my best friend is in love with you...Yet you went off on how I told the boys about us... Seth said.
" What's going on???? Adrian walked in alongside Jimmy and Eddy.
This time Daniel felt like the world was about to swallow him and he was at the middle.
" I left after he told me how he felt,We didn't even had time to talk about it...And I think it was best because it was Daniel and my privacy..I said.
" What's going on???? Eddy asked.
" We should leave them alone, Adrian said because he already knew what was going on.
" I still want to know what happened... Eddy said as he was dragged out by Jimmy and Adrian.
" Why are you overreacting???? Daniel sighed.
" I am not…. You are my best friend and she's my girlfriend….What part of that don't you understand... Seth said running his hands through his hair. Was he really annoyed or he was just jealous.
" I have no plan or whatsoever to be in a love triangle with you Seth... Daniel walked out.
" Daniel...I turned to go after him.
" Are you serious right now ??? Seth held my hand.
" If there is one thing I want you to achieve, It's how to react to situations and control your emotions...I let go of his grip and went after Daniel.
Daniel stood at the garden looking at twh stars,All his life he has always avoided any situation that seems like a competition with Seth because he knew he was weak,He had this low self esteem but he had no idea it even existed although he was thought Seth was better.
" Daniel…..Am so sorry, Seth overreacted and I am sorry..I apologized.
" I think I need some time alone,I hold nothing against you.. Daniel smiled and left.
I watched Daniel leave and I felt pity,It reminded me of how I left the hotel the day my sister rejected me , For some reason I fitted in his shoes.
" Sandra am sorry I overreacted... Seth said.
" Say that to Daniel..He may be the one with the silence but alot is going through his head and I get why you don't see it because he hides it every time but it's okay to have feelings for someone even though they have a boyfriend..I rejected Daniel because I was in love with you,So why do you feel insecure???? I shut the door.
Seth sighed he was too afraid to loose her,He let his emotions get the best of him and now she wouldn't talk to him or even try to look at him in the eye.
" Daniel can I come in???? Seth knocked.
" That wouldn't be a problem but I am really sleepy right now... Daniel lied.
" Dan I know you don't sleep so early,Seth sighed.
" Fine…. Daniel unlocked the door with the smart lock.
" When was the last time I entered your room??? Seth smiled.
" When was the last time you entered any of our rooms.. Daniel chuckled.
" Daniel...Do you know why you are my best friend???? Seth asked.
" Because I helped you fought off those bullies... Daniel teased.
" That and because you understood more than even my mom could, Whenever you found out my dad was acting weird and I got beaten.. You would sneak in my room and play action figures play room with me..I was always envious of you.. You had everything I ever wanted..A peaceful life full of no worries, You had a happy family, You had a dad who supported you and played soccer with you.. You also had a lot of toys... Seth chuckled.
" Whenever I felt sad I would always look outside the window and I saw you next door with your dad playing soccer..I would forget how painful my dad smack was and imagine what it would have been like to be in your shoes…. Seth sighed.
" I remember the first day I snuck in your room.. Daniel smiled.
" You brought me cake because my dad ruined my birthday cake...I still don't know how you got that cake….Seth laughed.
" It's a long story you don't want to hear.. Daniel laughed.
" You are my best friend and I know I let my emotions take control earlier but I am really sorry...Seth apologized.
" Heyyy...We are bros,I won't do anything to hurt you.. It's Bro code, Daniel smiled.
" The Bro code…. Seth said.
" Yeahhhhh..Seth I have something to tell you.. Daniel said.
" Yeah sure you can tell me…
" My mom wants me to visit her in London..I am not going to leave now...I was thinking few months after our album release,I promise to rush back if we have any concert or anything relating to work... Daniel said.
" Say hello to her for me when you get to London... Seth hugged him.
Tessa's pov.
I sat in my room thinking maybe I was too harsh on Seth,He was fragile emotionally and I shouldn't have been so harsh...I stood up to apologize in his room when I noticed something was out of place..I squat to pick a shoe box when I realize it wasn't there.
" I could swear I put it here...I stuttered looking for the only photo I had with my sister, When I was moving to the MG mansion I had no idea it was in that shoe box and it always skipped my mind to take it back to Miley's place but now it was no longer here..
" Only Seth had been in my room...I gasped