Love The Sinner, Hate the sin 51.
So This is Goodbye.
The stadium was packed full..A total shutdown, Thousands of fans were here to see the boys preform and I was one of them.
" How do you intend on seeing them??? Sandra asked.
" Uhmmm Daniel and I already took care of it...I will be meeting him when the concert is over.. At least to say goodbye,I sighed.
" Tessa you can stay if you want to.. Sandra said.
" I don't want to...True Love always finds it's way you told me that so I will hold on to it..I sighed.
The boys were getting ready backstage when Daniel walked inside Seth's dressing room.
" You need to see the people outside.. Daniel said.
" It's a result of our hardwork.. Seth said.
" She's here too... Daniel said.
" Who is ???? Seth stuttered.
" Tessa!!!! She's here too, Daniel said.
" Who is??? Seth asked.
" Tessa…
" That's none of my business...Seth frowned.
" Can you excuse us please??? Daniel told the makeup artist and she left.
" Seth you can quit pretending that everything's is going to be fine when you know damn well that everything is not going to be fine... You pretend like you don't care about her anymore but yet you had s lyrics in your song that literally hits that part.. I hear you sobbing and whimpering every night because you miss her and yet you try to act like everything is okay... Daniel Said.
" She lied to me Dan,I came as a clean slate to her but she spat lies in my face..How do you think that makes me feel??? Seth Frowned.
" Seth she did it for a reason she had no other choice,Her grandma was the only person she had and if she didn't undergo the transplant,It was going to take her life she had no money and she just had to impersonate her sister to help her grandma live..She was never okay for once with us calling her by her sister's name..She has always wanted you to whisper her name in her ears where she's with you but you couldn't...She was pissed too and out of place... You should try to forgive her and forget, Daniel said.
" The show will start in twenty minutes... Someone announced.
" Thanks!!! We should get ready, Seth said.
Tessa's pov.
I was staring at the photo card I bought from the stadium,I was always there when they practiced and rehearsed for their album but I wasn't there when it was release.
" Can we talk??? Mrs Tae mo tapped me and we excused ourself to her car.
" I know I am not supposed to be here and I am sorry for showing up here...I can leave if you want me too...I said.
" How have you been ?? Mrs Tae mo asked.
" Huh!!!!! I stuttered.
" Daniel told me everything, You don't have to worry about explaining... You did treat Seth somehow and you guys managed to fall in love but I Know your ship is sinking... Mrs Tae mo sighed.
" He wouldn't take my calls...The last time I sneaked to take my stuffs..We met at the garden and he just walked out,I sobbed.
" Am sorry about that!!!!! Seth is an emotional fragile person and you know that too...Give him some time, Mrs Tae mo said.
" I love Seth but the guilty I am living with whenever he looks at him kills me so I am living the country for some time ..I said.
" Are you running away???? I never for once thought of you as someone to run away during hard times...Mrs Tae mo frowned.
" Even I didn't think I would leave with my sister but we also need to create that sister's bond we never had ….I really am sorry..I said.
" This is a pass to meet the boys at their dressing room... Explain everything to them and also tell them you are leaving the country tomorrow...Am going to miss you..Mrs Tae mo hugged me.
" Thanks me too….. I smiled.
It was nightfall and all the lights were turned off because the show was about to start.
" Good evening everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! Daniel screamed.
" Whoaaaaa they look good... Miley smiled.
" Yes..I smiled.
I enjoyed every song they performed,I was nowhere near the front roll because I didn't want Seth to see me and get distracted,The concrete was amazing..The boys performed all five of their new songs... When the concert was over I went immediately to the backstage.. Their dressing room,I took a deep breath before knocking on the door.
" Who is it ????? Eddy asked.
" It's me….I said.
" Doctor Sandra!!!!!!! Jimmy gasped.
" Tessa...I whispered.
" Ohhhh yeah...Tessa..He opened the door and I saw Seth walked out.
" Heyyyy….I waved nervous.
" What are you doing here ???? Adrian asked.
" How did you get pass the guards.. Jimmy asked.
" Mrs Tae mo gave me a backstage pass...I said.
" She did !!!! Eddy scoffed.
" Yes ….. First of you guys did well out there..I said.
" Thanks.. Only Daniel respond.
" I have few minutes here so I will say what I have to say...I did what I did because of the fear of losing my grandma and I know what I did was shameful and I am sorry about that...I genuinely am sorry,I sighed.
" I thought we were best friends... You should have told me instead of Daniel... Adrian said.
" Am sorry..Do you forgive me??? I asked.
" I do... Adrian smiled.
" If you hadn't given me the courage to come clean about what I really wanted to do... You are the one who gave me the courage to talk about my rap and thousands of people appreciated me today...So I do forgive you,Eddy smiled.
" Thanks... Jimmy...I looked at him.
" Amanda is going to have my head if I don't, Jimmy smiled.
" You guys... Thank you so much,I smiled.
" Seth is hiding over there... Daniel whispered.
" Do you think he would listen to me???? I sighed.
" You should try…
I knew Seth was in his dressing room and I knocked on his door.
" What do you want???? Seth asked.
" Seth can you let me in ???? I asked.
" You can't come in and you shouldn't be here... Leave, Seth ordered.
" Seth...I want you to know that I am so sorry and everything I said to you, Did with you, Every memories we had was real to me and though I lied about who I was...I didn't lie about how I felt...I love you and I want you to know that….I said and left through the back door.
" How did it go ???? Sandra asked.
" Hmmmmm the boys and I are good...I sighed.
" So what about Seth???? Did he also forgive you??? Miley asked.
" He asked me to leave and he didn't even listen to me,I said..
" Did you tell him you are leaving tomorrow???? Sandra asked.
" Does it really matter???? He wouldn't talk to me anyways..I was wrong and I accept everything I did but don't you think I have suffered enough..I miss him,I sobbed.
" I know you do... Tessa if you really miss him then why don't you talk to him.. Sandra said.
" He wouldn't listen to me...I need to sleep we have a big day tomorrow,I hugged he and turned to the other side of the bed..I wasn't sleepy at all..My heart was aching and my head was pounding with pains,I had never thought Seth would shut me out just like he did today at the dressing room.
" Can True Love still fight it's way through??? I asked myself and cried myself to sleep.
Seth's pov.
I didn't want to think about it but it kept running through my head...Her smile,Her voice,Her laugh, Everything about her and I wanted to hate her but I couldn't...The reason she did whatsoever she did was still sinking in my head.
" Do you want coffee???? Mrs Tae mo walked in.
" You are still here ???? I asked.
" Yeahhh I still have some few words to speak to Adrian about concerning his wedding..Mrs Tae mo said.
" Adrian sure is excited for his wedding... Seth smiled.
" You know I thought I was going to be planning more than one wedding.. Mrs Tae mo smiled.
" Did Amanda and Jimmy say anything about getting married??? I asked.
" No!!! I was talking about you and Tessa...Mrs Tae mo said.
" I see you are okay with it too…. I said.
" Her name really is Tessa so I don't see anything wrong with calling her Tessa.. Mrs Tae mo said.
" It's late….I should go to bed, I turned to leave just to avoid any more discussion.
" You can't ignore it forever.. Though she wasn't a professional but she helped you with your issues,She made you a better person.. You should remember that..Mrs Tae mo left to talk to the boys who were eating at the dining table.
" You guys did so well today and I am so proud of you guys...The song performance was amazing… it's trending all over the internet...Mrs Tae mo said.
" That's good news.. Jimmy said.
" Isn't Seth supposed to be here with us ??? Daniel asked.
" He hasn't come out of his room since we came home... Eddy said.
" He's doing all of these to avoid further discussion about Tessa.. Adrian said
" I just hope he doesn't regret what she's doing when she's gone...Mrs Tae mo said.
" Gone !!!! Where is she going???? Daniel asked.
" She is going to leave with her sister for some time just to clear her head at Japan... Alot has happened and barely looking at her you will surely be aware that she's a mess.. Mrs Tae mo sighed.
" So she's leaving??? Adrian asked.
" For somtime....Yes, Mrs Tae mo said.
" She didn't even tell us about it ... Eddy sighed.
" She must have had her reasons..Mrs Tae mo said.
Morning came faster than I expected,Our flight was set to move by 10am, Miley woke me up,I had swollen eyes so Sandra had to take care of it ..I wore a baggy jeans and a sweater,I had sunglasses on because my eyes were still swollen.
" Are you ready Tessa???? Sandra asked from the living room.
" Am coming downstairs...I said
" Hurry..We have to have breakfast maybe at the nearest macdonald before leaving...We still have few hours left, Sandra said.
The MG mansion.
" Hurry... Mrs Tae mo said she leaves by 10am.. Daniel said.
" Where are you guys going??? Seth asked leaning on a wall.
" Unlike you we decided to tell her Goodbye before she leaves... Jimmy started the car engine.
" Who is leaving????
" Seth you don't have to be slow witted all the time.. You were not the only one lied to her so get over it…. Adrian said.
" This is the address Incase you have a change of mind.. Adrian gave him a piece of paper and they drove off just immediately Ariel was walking in..
" I Heard she's leaving today... Ariel said.
" How come you know about that???? Seth asked..
" She sent me a text asking me to take care of you last night.. Ariel said.
" She did !!!!
" Seth I know how you feel and I can't say you shouldn't feel that way but you both have suffered enough.. You can't keep up with it.. You can't try to hate her forever... It's messing with you and you are aware of that...This might your last chance you should let it go and embrace who you truly love.. Ariel advised.
" You are right... Seth said.
We were done checking in and the flight was about to take off in less than a hour time from now.
" I guess they do like you???? Sandra pointed at the boys,They were running to my direction.
" Stop the plane...Eddy screamed.
" We haven't even taken off yet !!!! I smiled.
" Ohhhh there you are…. Jimmy smiled.
" How can you just leave like that???? You actually promised to help plan my wedding and few weeks to my wedding you are trying to ditch...Are you even my best friend??? Adrian whined.
" What are you guys doing here??? I chuckled.
" Mrs Tae mo told us you are leaving so we came to say goodbye... Daniel sighed.
" This isn't goodbye right??? Jimmy asked.
" I promise to come back a week to your wedding.. Adrian,I promise..I smiled.
" Fingers crossed... Adrian smiled.
" Hug ????? We had a group hug and when it was time for me to go,I saw watery eyes.
" Are you really leaving without saying goodbye??? Seth asked from behind.
" Seth!!!!!! ...I stuttered, Seth walked to where I was standing and he grabbed my waist... It was a deep intensive kiss..A kiss that sent a message of I forgive you and I am going to miss you.
" Am sorry...I said.
" You don't have to be...Am sorry for not listening to you...Seth said holding me in his arms..
" Promise to call me when you land and everyday you owe me a call.. That's how I want you to pay.. Seth smiled.
" I will...I smiled.
" I mean you don't have to go.. Everything is clear now... Seth said.
I looked at my sister and smiled.
" I still owe a bond fix to my sister,I smiled.
" Be safe... Seth smiled.
" I will be…
" Tessa we have to go... Sandra said.
" I love you...Seth hugged me.
" I love you too...I smiled.
" Bye guys….I waved the boys until I entered the plane.
" You made the right decision…. Daniel smiled.
" Thanks man !!!!
" Hi…. Ariel waved.
" Seth's sister right???? Adrian smiled.
" Yeahhh whoaaaaa Seth you had a sister,Eddy gasped.
" I thought you knew everything... Even I know Seth has a sister.. Jimmy laughed.
" It's not funny….Eddy frowned.
" I should also get ready...I haven't packed my stuffs.. Daniel said.
" Pack your stuff!!!! Are you going somewhere???? Adrian asked.
" Whoops!!!! See you guys at home…. Seth chuckled.
" I didn't tell you guys earlier because we have been busy with the album and the concert.. You know with everything going on It just slipped out of my mind…. Daniel said.
" What slipped???? Eddy asked.
" Am traveling to London to spend Christmas with my mom, Daniel said.
" Christmas!!!!! That's three months from now...Eddy said.
" Yeahhhhh so why are you packing your stuffs now ???? Jimmy asked.
" Yeahhh you have three months left... Adrian said.
" Are you guys pretending not to miss me because it's not working, Daniel laughed.
" Okay who are we kidding..We will miss you bro...Eddy sobbed.
" Yah me too man….
" Oh my goodness!!!!!! That's popular boy band heartstring...A lady pointed and tons of people were running to their direction.
" We love you guys but we have to go now !!!!! They rushed in their car and dozed off.
Tessa's pov.
Throughout the flight I slept like I have never done these past weeks,My heart was at peace and so was my head.
" We have landed safely... Welcome to Japan!!!!! The hostess announced.
" Thanks for the information..Tessa we are here.. Sandra woke me up.
" Really!!!! How long did I sleep??? I yawned.
" Throughout the whole flight... Sandra said.
" I had the sweetest dreams...I smiled.
" I told you if it was meant to be it will be... Sandra smiled.
" You sure did...I smiled.
" Welcome honey…. Greg hugged Sandra.
" You must be Tessa... Welcome dear, Sandra's mom hugged me, Though it has been years but I still remember when we first met at the orphanage home.
" You have grown up very well...She smiled at me.
" Hi am Greg….I am shocked at the resemblance..I can only tell who my fiance is because of the hair color...Greg smiled.
" We are identical twins after all... Sandra said.
" Let's go home...I prepared something delicious for the both of you... Sandra's mom smiled.
The Kim family was amazing,I understood why Sandra's life was so perfect it was because of the people she grew up around.
" Tessa are you asleep???? Sandra knocked on my door.
" No am still awake….Hold on,I said and opened the door for her.
" You are already on your pyjamas...Am jealous I still haven't had the chance to change.. Sandra smiled.
" Why ????
" I own a real estate company you also know that right...So uhmm have been working on something so it has been really up tight.. Sandra said.
" And here I was planning to call Seth and sleep afterwards...I said.
" Tessa what do you think about a early birthday gift ???? Sandra asked.
" Early Birthday Gift !!! What do you mean???? Our birthday is more the five months from now...I said.
" Yeahhh that's why I said an early birthday gift, Sandra smiled.
" Okay what is it???? I smiled.
" Miley told me about your love for clothing and apparel.. So I have decided to leave my fashion brand in Los Angeles in your management..The documents and statement of ownership is ready...So all you have to do is sign it…. Sandra smiled.
" Are you Santa Claus???? Because this is more than a birthday gift, Thank you so much,I have no idea what to say to you right now.. hugged her.
" Remember what I said when I said we are sisters and we should always stick together..This is part of it, You don't have to thank me though by just few minutes am the oldest and I should be taking care of you... Sandra smiled.
" I love you sis…
" I love you too always and forever...