"Allison, listen to me, Things may changed and I stop chasing you because im tired"
"Arkin p-please, don't leave me!"I sobbed
"Allison, I have already a girlfriend" my heart skipped for what he said
"Am i not worth it? Why is it, its easy for you to replace me? you choose the weeks over the 3 years?! God Arkin!"I don't care if Aviery hear me crying in my room because of my long distance boyfriend
"Please moved on" that's the last word he said and hang up
I lean my head on my arms while hugging my knees and my tears cannot stop from falling from my eyes. I wish i could delete my feelings for him that easy but i cannot. Memories keep flashing back
Why did he choose that woman over me? Is she smart as me or pretty than me? I can't help from thinking
What if i die? Will he come back to me? I wish i have amnesia!
I blink twice and realize i was in the bathroom holding a blade. I saw blood on the sink, I cried again for what i was look like
Im suck!
"Geez Allison! What the heck did you do?!" I turned to her and saw her frightened face and few minutes after she realized what i did, she pulled me in the sofa. She went to her room and came back holding a kit
"What's wrong with you Allison?!"She scolded me like a mother
"A-Avi..Arkin has a girlfriend"I Told her and she embrace me
"If Arkin can replace you then he is an idiot but harming yourself is not a good idea. Do you think he will come back to you if you did that?" I didn't respond to her
I watched her wrapping my wrist by the bandage. I don't know what will happened to me without Arkin. Aviery left our unit because she has a shift. I decided to go to my Instagram and as usual there are none. I put my phone aside and stared the ceiling
Do you think he will come back to you if you did that?
Aviery's words keep replaying in my mind. I reached my phone and stalked him on his social media. He posted his new girlfriend and I went to the comment section. There are negatives about them and also a positive one
Trisha Smith: New girlfriend? Hmm I like Allison than her
Zhoe Brown: A week over 3 years, you're different Arkin lol
I was shocked when Aviery commented on his post
Aviery Zeah Deñuche: If I see you both, you gonna pay for what you did to her
Within 15 minutes, many of our friends replied to her comment. Aviery why are you doing?!
Ashton Garcia: Chill Avi
My eyes widened as i read my brother's post. Please don't make things complicated for me guys. My tears started to fall again when i finished reading it
Arkin, I told you to never broke my sister's heart but you did. Let see each other in hell cause I have no patience for you now! It's not easy to get away for what you broke!
I shut my phone and went to sleep, I woke up the next day emptiness. I went to the University to submit some requirements and attended my classes.
"Allison, i saw your brother's post. Did Arkin and you-"
"We broke up"I cut her off by saying this words
"What? Why?"she was shocked and
"It's long story"I plainly said and went inside the gymnasium
"Allison, the ball is" I was been pulled by the guy and ending up hugging each other
He has a nice scent like flowers, I could feel his fit body. I looked at him and I met his Hazel eyes. His eyelashes were long and his lips pursed while staring at me. I realized we were still in that position
"Thanks"I awkwardly smile and distance myself
"My pleasure"He said and run towards the boys in the corner
"Allison, I could feel the sparks for you both"Elyse smiled
"Stop it Elyse, He was just saving me from the ball"I reasoned
"He's the captain ball in the basketball"
"I didn't asked!"I said as I grab my bag and went out of the gymnasium
I opened my social media and saw Arkin's message. What does he want now?! I don't bother to open his message
I stop scrolling when i saw the page of the school posted a photo of me with that basketball player with a caption of "Collin Teo Alcantara (The CEO's son of Architecture company) is now dating the woman from Medical department"
Fake news!! I would never fall inlove again with anyone!
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Why is it my life is so hard? I shut my phone down and went to my room. Everyone was staring at me and some were glaring.
"What's the relationship between you and Collin?"I looked at her with a cold eyes
"Nothing"
"You're famous now!"She said while twirling her hair "Collin is belong to me"
"Whatever Sophia!"I told her as i stood up and went out of the room
Who is he? I never seen him in the University before or maybe I don't care about anyone. I waited in the bench when someone grab me by my wrist
"Ouch!"I distance myself and glared at him
"Don't dragged me like that!"I shouted
I felt a sudden pain, i closed my eyes as it gets more painful.
"Hey! Why is your wrist bleeding?"
"You caused it!"I shouted at him and he panicked. He doesn't know what to do.
He lift me up like a bride, this man is now in my nerves!!
"Do you want more issue about us? Don't carry me like this"I said
"It's not about issues Allison"
"Now, you know my name. Are you a stalker?"
"Im not" he said and brought me to the clinic, the nurse did assist me. She was hesitate to asked me and ending up shutting her mouth.
"What happened to your wrist?"
"Nothing, just mind your own business"
"You're my business remember?"i rolled my eyes at him
"It's okay, you can leave now"I pushed him away but he doesn't even move
"My dad wants to talk to you"he calmly said
"And why?"I raised my eyebrow at him
"Because he said so" He stood up and stared at me "Do you tried to kill yourself Allison?"My eyes widened for what he said
"It's none of your business! Stay away from me from now on Collin" I closed the door rudely
"Allison! guess what?"Ashton smiled at me widely
"What's with that smile Ashton?" I rolled my eyes
"I just missed you!"he hugged me tightly
"Ashton, geez! Don't be so clingy to me"I pushed him lightly
"Arkin did let go of an angel"He said and stared at me
"I don't want your pity Ashton"I said and saw my brother on the other side
"Allison, let's go?" He said calmly and nodded at him
"Bye Ashton, i need to go" I followed my brother from behind
"Im going to U.S."I stared at him for a minute and smiled
Since we were little, kuya Andrew always there for me and now I have to let go of him because i know U.S. is his goal.
"It's okay kuya, I can be alone. You've already done your part as my brother
"Allison I don't want to but-"i cut him off
"Kuya Andrew, I know you have been searching for her everywhere and now you found her. Go to her kuya and don't mind me. I will be alright"I smiled and hugged him
"Allison"
"I will be okay, I promise"
After our conversation, I went to the condo and saw Aviery there sleeping on the living room. She must be tired in her work.
I step closer to my room and changed my clothes, I decided to cook for our dinner.
"What are you cooking?"Aviery asked while yawning
"Filipino dish"
"What kind of Filipino dish? You've been in London and still craving for Filipino dish"
"Avi.. Filipino dish is still the best"
"Okay then"she smiled and hugged me
"Why are you so clingy?"I laughed
"If I didn't meet you, I think i would be bullied until now"
"Aviery, could you wash, I could smell the liquor"I pinched my nose
"Geezzz Allison!"she shouted and walked inside the bathroom
After we ate our dinner, Avi went out for her shift again. She is working in the club as a singer. I slowly drowning in my thoughts again.
Arkin's girlfriend is pretty...
Arkin's face brightened as she kissed him on his cheek
"Stop stalking him Allison!"I told myself and hugged my pillow as my tears start to escape from my eyes
He is happy with someone new!
Im pretending to be okay in the morning and the night is my chaos....
I wish i could delete my feelings for you that easily Arkin
Tell me how can i if im still inlove with you?