Classes have been cancelled throughout the day, and since I have a lot of time before my part-time job, I decided to go home and get changed. For some reason, I could still smell Hayley's blood on me even though I did not get any on my clothes. It just feels weird to be wearing these clothes after witnessing all that.
"What do you want to eat? Should we order it in?"
Lucas asked as he sat on the couch playing with his phone. Although it was awkward being with him now after all that, I just don't want to think about it. And it was weird to see him going back with me. I mean, of all places. He could go to his club room and meet his friends, so I wonder why he is here.
"Sure."
I replied as I went into my room to find a change of clothes. Well, a shower won't be so bad. So I decided that I should at least get rid of this smell and my anxiety by showering. If only it was that easy. I don't want to think about it anymore. Although it has been bothering me. I just wish that Hayley wouldn't come back to haunt me since we don't have a good relationship to begin with. Fuck. Thinking about it terrifies me.
"Hi."
I almost dropped my towel when I saw Ezekiel standing at the door. He was smiling at me with that cute smile of his. Oh my goodness. Am I dreaming or what? But wait. This is Lucas's house? How come he's here?
"What the fuck are you doing?"
I heard Lucas's voice across the room as he was glaring daggers at Ezekiel, who only gave him a smirk before whispering something weird to me. But for some reason, I don't know why I felt embarrassed after hearing him say I looked cute. Oh my goodness, I seriously am going crazy for this guy. Lucas stood there, raising his eyebrows at me as his eyes told me to go to my room and wear something. I mean, how am I supposed to know that he's having someone around? Or wait... Is it only Ezekiel? I mentally cursed myself when I heard voices coming from the living room. As I ran to my room and got changed, I just wished that today would end so badly.
"Are you seducing him or something?"
I swear to God that I have already locked my door, so how the fuck is Lucas inside? I can't believe that he's coming in and out as he pleases. But what the heck? I find it absurd how he said that to me. As I tied my hair and looked in his direction, he was crossing his arms as he waited for my answer. Okay, he is acting so weird that it is making me uncomfortable.
"And what's that got to do with you if I did?"
I challenge him, because why would he think of such a stupid idea?I mean, even if I wanted to. I don't have enough to try and seduce someone as cute and pretty as Ezekiel. Oh god. It was weird when he didn't say anything after that, but I couldn't help but feel troubled when he didn't move an inch from the door, staring at me like I was his prey or something.
"Time to pay rent."
He glared as I couldn't help but feel somewhat nervous. What the heck is he thinking when there are people outside? He might've noticed my reaction since he just smirked as he made his way towards me. Why the fuck am I nervous right now?
"No."
I said sternly as he chuckled back, pushing me to the bed as I groan in pain, because that hurts for goodness sake.
"It's not you to decide."
He replied as he started to lean in closer to my face. No. Don't feel anything. Don't give in. I tried telling myself that over and over again, but somehow, it felt like I was bewitched by him. His hot breaths against my skin were making me shudder in excitement, which is really weird since what the fuck is happening now?
"Just let out your voice. I want to hear you call my name."
When Lucas said that, I couldn't help but feel embarrassed even more since, honestly, I don't know why, but weird sounds keep wanting to come out of my mouth. This is really troubling me. His cold stares are making me squirm in excitement. I no longer have any idea what the fuck is going on.
"Get off—"
I tried pushing him off, but his hands were strangling me as I was trying hard to catch my breath. At the same time, he kept on sucking my tongue, and I could feel my tears slipping out. I was scared. He doesn't want to stop.
"It hurt—"
I kept saying that to him when he bit my lips, my neck. But he wouldn't budge from his position. And what scared me the most was when he started rocking his hips against mine. I mean, of course I would go crazy and I really am losing my mind right now, but he was acting so strangely, it was as if he was jealous.
"Touch me here."
His hot breath made my skin tremble, and I was shivering with excitement. I could feel that he was excited. I mean, I don't understand why he would be, but this is getting out of hand. When he pushed my hand towards his lower body, I could feel something hard.
I could die.
"Don't be shy. You want to touch it directly?"
Lucas added as he chuckled. Oh my goodness, I swore that I wouldn't be entangled with him anymore, so why am I not hesitating when he told me to touch his groin, towards his little buddy. I had never seen it before. This is my first time. Touching it. Feeling it. Lucas looked pleased when I did what he told me to. I mean, I don't really understand why I did that despite being so fucking nervous. But still, it was exciting. I can't believe how excited I am at the way he was looking at me.
This is definitely trouble.