I did get back late that day. It was already 2 am and it seemed like Lucas' friends had already gone home. I thought that Ezekiel would still be here since he said all that to me earlier, so it was slightly disappointing. I was about to go back to my room when I heard what sounded like people arguing. What the heck are they doing? Did they not know what time it was now?
"You're drunk. Go home."
Lucas's voice echoed through the living room as I froze in my feet. Oh shit, is he arguing with someone? Wait, it's not Ezekiel, right? I was worried that they might get into a fight, but then again, why would they even fight in the first place? I sigh in relief since that situation is so absurd.
"But I want to stay with you tonight. Please."
A girl's voice replied as I finally recognised that voice. It was Alex. Wait, are they having relationship issues now? Shit, I can't get caught in this. Since the last time I remember, eavesdropping on others' private conversations didn't do me any good. You'd better stay away from it as far as possible. I reminded myself that again.
"No. How many times do I have to tell you that I don't want to? Why is it so hard for you to understand such a simple thing? You're not that dense, are you?"
Lucas replied, as he groaned. I could totally imagine what he looks like right now. But still, he was harsh. Not just to me, but it seems he's like that to everyone. His personality just sucks. I finally understand why he's so fucking irritating now. I just told myself I wasn't going to eavesdrop, but here I am again. I didn't really see them since I was hiding, but I could tell that Alex was crying since I could hear her sniffling. Oh my god, this is really bad. What if she started to scream at him and woke the neighbors? Shit, shit, shit.
"But you said you like me? Why are you doing this to me?"
Alex cried as she whined, probably angry at the same time that Lucas was such a jerk.
"The fuck? I could say that to anyone without meaning it and could still live on with my life just fine. Why are you being so fucking annoying?"
Lucas sighs as I mentally curse him for saying that to a girl who likes him. If it really did exist, he really won the best jerk award. I can't believe that I was caught up in his little games. Oh my goodness. I was surprised when Alex slapped him. Hard. I was amused and I found it funny at the same time. Woah, that was really something. If only I had witnessed the slap. That would have been so epic. I bet he would look so shocked. I can't imagine it.
"It seems like your hobby is eavesdropping on people's conversations."
I was surprised when Lucas stood next to me, staring down at me with a bored look on his face. I was embarrassed that he caught me again. Why is it always him? Ugh.
"It was awkward to come out in that kind of situation."
I replied truthfully as he sighed. I wonder what the fuck is wrong with him? When I finally noticed him, I could see his cheek was red. Now that is a sight I would want to see.
"Is it amusing for you to see me like this?"
He raised his eyebrows as I gave him a thumbs up, saying that he really did deserve it. I was glad that he didn't strangle me to death for saying that. Curse this big mouth of mine. I decided to go to my room since I don't think being with him here any longer is something that I want to do at this hour. He's the last person that I want to be with right now.
"You exhaust your emotions even just trying something, yet you don't get anything out of it."
I can't help but feel curious about what he meant by that. What the heck is he even referring to?
"It was exhausting."
He added as he went into his room, shutting the dorm behind him with a thud. Okay, I seriously don't know what is wrong with him. Still, I can't help but think about what he was saying earlier... Did he mean that it was exhausting to be in a relationship? Maybe... since he just broke up? With Alex, considering he said all those harsh things to her I have no idea and I don't plan to be involved with him any longer. Let's just forget it and move on with my life. Yes, I should.
"Good morning."
I almost screamed when I saw Lucas sleeping on my bed. Like, what the hell is wrong with him?
"What the heck are you doing here?"
I sigh in annoyance since I almost peed myself because of him.
"Sleeping."
He replied as if that was not obvious. I seriously can't understand him.
"Why here? This is still my room. My personal space."
I said as he pulled the blanket over his face, saying that it was too bright. For goodness' sake, it's morning! Of course it would be so fucking bright.
"This is my house."
He said, as I seriously wanted to punch him so badly. He was lucky that this was his house. Oh my god. I can't wait to get out of his house. I really did think of suffocating him with my pillow, but then again, I don't want to waste my time with a brat like him.
"It's still so early. Where are you going?"
Lucas, said as he pulled the hem of my shirt, causing me to look at him in disbelief.
"I have class."
I sigh as he just chuckles at me. saying how it was stupid since someone literally just died yesterday. He did have a point, but still, it's not up to me if I want to go or not. I can't bring myself to lose another merit.
"What the heck are you doing?"
It was frustrating. so embarrassed that he decided to hug me. He literally had his hands around my waist as my back was facing him. He was hugging me from behind as he had his head resting on my shoulder like WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK 
"Payment."
He simply said and I can't really understand him. But still, my stomach feels full. It was weird that I felt this way when I fully knew what kind of a person he was.
"I'm going to move out next month. Just to let you know... And I'm going to pay the rent at the end of the month, so please be a little patient."
I said as I could feel his arms tense around me. He didn't say anything, which is weird because I thought that he was going to mock me or anything. But he just stayed silent. Still, it was weird to be in this situation when we were not in a relationship... It's even weirder since we are not even friends.
"Why do you always irritate me?"
I didn't understand what he meant by that at first, but when he pushed me down, pinning me on the bed with his hand on my neck, I understood. Still, I was lost for words. What surprised me the most is that I'm terrifyingly calm. In this situation, I should've panicked. But for some reason, I just stare at him. I wonder what the hell he is doing. When he noticed I didn't show any reaction, he tightened the grip on his fingers as I started to feel it was hard to breathe. It was suffocating. And yet, I didn't understand why I just lay there. not doing anything when I know that I could kick his little buddy and maybe scratch his face. But I didn't do anything other than lie there with my eyes closed. It was weird since I don't know what kind of face he is making right now. But I just don't want to see him right now. I don't know what I might feel if I saw his face. The feelings inside my chest are making me do something that my usual self would never think of.
"Stuck out your tongue."
When Lucas said that, I was deeply confused, since what did he mean by that? I opened my eyes to see him with an expression I had never seen before. It was weird. I really don't understand what kind of face he is making right now. He looks sad, hurt. But I don't understand why. I was about to ask him why, but the moment I opened my mouth to speak, his tongue found its way into my mouth.
"Wait. I can't. Breathe."
I manage to say in between the kisses he's been giving me. It was troubling. This is making me lose my mind. He keeps kissing me... Likes he wants me. It makes me tremendously scared and excited at the same time.
"Stop talking."
He's insensitive, inconsiderate, and rude. He's really perverted, and he scares me sometimes. Lucas is a total mystery. But he's honest with his feelings. He said what was on his mind. He didn't think twice about saying it. So I wonder what happened to him to make that kind of expression...
"Don't go."
I don't know why he said that. I don't understand what is happening to him. Or to myself, why am I feeling like this? Why did I let myself be swept away by him? Why didn't I say no?
Why can't I just push him away?