According to previous estimates. When everyone thought that this would only be fine but actually it was the opposite. In contrast to most people who consider this challenge part of the stage to reach the top. After so many other things that had happened so long ago, there were several other reasons why I just stood there watching the others. It's been a long time since I've felt the same sensation and actually quite a few are really sickening. I felt the same way and to this day it's still the same. When I saw myself almost forgetting all of this, I felt that maybe actually this would only be a quite confusing ending. There are also some people who are not much different from most people who are really similar to me. When I opened my eyes and saw this kind of world for the first time, it was terrifying. This time it was just myself walking through it. The hope that I previously expressed is now not even the same anymore. I feel that actually only a small portion of humans really see with open eyes and refuse to be in that horrible dark circle. After several times I witnessed the same thing, now only I can comment with relief. It didn't feel like the sun had started to rise and now I was walking towards somewhere and didn't feel that there were a number of other things that were enough to make me feel that in reality it was not the same. After everything that happened I felt that at the present opportunity I should give it a try. One thing that I've seen and found to be the same, I feel that maybe all of that is only on one side and you don't need to worry about all of that. I myself was speechless knowing what I should take now. Like the night before. Behind the glitter of the world that I haven't touched in a long time and at that moment I witnessed it with my own eyes that all of that was really terrible. I only saw them enjoying wine in a noisy atmosphere while singing and not the least of them playing with a man. As long as you see all that, I really wanted to leave and not want to have anything to do with all those shadows anymore. I became convinced that I was the only useless one. Drowning in the same thoughts over and over and can't get out of it all. Just imagining it is very difficult.
"You're thinking about something?" Lizzy asked me.
"Yes. I have so much to think about. I'm fed up with all this. Do you know anything that can forget all these terrible memories?”
"What kind of terrible memory?"
“Shadows of dreary times and the like. Do you know? It's all really disturbing.”
“Ah, I can already guess. Actually there is one powerful way to eliminate it. You want to know how?"
"How?"
"Hypnotic. That way you can get rid of it.”
“You ever try it? Did it work?”
"Succeed. But I didn't do it."
"Who is it, then?"
“Those who have experienced the same thing as you. But now I don't know about them anymore. Everything just disappeared.”
Hearing what he had just said, he was even more certain that there were actually many strange people who were even dangerous. After several times I tried to understand each word's meaning, all there was was pure nonsense and it was useless. At that time, I felt something that was no different from what I used to feel, and there was even something unusual. I see a lot of people start to worry about all of that and only sweat the small stuff. So far I have only realized from a different side than it should be and that is what until now nothing has changed. After several times I witnessed something exciting, I also witnessed something else that was even really inhumane. I felt that in reality all of that was just empty talk and shouldn't exist in this world. I see a lot of reasons that are not ordinary and that even invites other problems. I can't stop thinking about all that and it really doesn't make any difference to me. This time I bet even more with all of it. For a moment I also doubted something that was very uncertain. I can't stop thinking about all that and to this day I still imagine the same thing over and over again until I'm almost crazy. For a moment I also doubted something that was very uncertain. I can't stop thinking about all that and to this day I still imagine the same thing over and over again until I'm almost crazy. For a moment I also doubted something that was very uncertain. I can't stop thinking about all that and to this day I still imagine the same thing over and over again until I'm almost crazy.
“By the way, have you filled out the previous contract?”
"Not yet. I'm still considering it.”
“You still have to consider it? I guess there are tons of reasons why you should just accept it," Lizzy said as she took a sip of beer.
"No. Still have to see first. I don't want to take a bad step in my actions this time. Do you know why? I'm already fed up with all of it. bad luck and seeing other people suffer a lot the more I don't want to be in that kind of situation."
"Who are you talking about?"
"Hah? Of course, there are other people out there.”
"You shouldn't think about them."
"Why?"
"Because they don't necessarily think about you. Believe in all good things. Don't get distracted too much."
“Huh, what's this? Why does it suddenly feel like I'm in a terrible stream.”
“Because you think too much unnecessarily. Look at all those people! they looked happy and as if there was no burden in him. You know why humans are so hypocritical?”
"No. So what?"
"Because that's nature."
"What are you saying? Why can say like that? To be honest, I can't stop thinking about all of your words. are you drunk?"
“How can I get drunk with just two beers? That's ridiculous.”
“Jesus, my head is throbbing.”
"You are, okay?"
"I do not think so."
The messier thoughts, the longer I'm in this kind of horror. I feel like something is pulling me into it and it really sucks. I can't stop thinking about all this and sometimes I miss my old self. The figure shows that in reality all this will just pass and there is no need to feel sad about all that. I just stay inside this horrible circle even forgot how to get out. I don't see any settings button or anything like that there is just an empty and dark room. After almost an hour of talking with Lizzy I decided to go back home.