Tomorrow is his birthday, I have already prepared a surprise for him, after all our families won't be able to attend, only the two of us will be able to celebrate.
I decided to give the surprise on my birthday because he has a hot head for me.
"Hon, come here" I said
"What about?"
I showed her the pregnancy test, she just stared at me and didn't say a word
"Hon? Is there a problem?"
"You said you weren't pregnant; how did that happen?" he asked
"Sorry I lied"
"You lied to me?! Why?!"
"I wanted to surprise you"
"Well for me, I'm not surprised and even if it's like that, I wish you hadn't hidden it, you should have known before you did that, you should have thought about how I would feel, because it's easy to lie like that,"
"I just want to surprise you this time because it's my birthday and I thought you would be happy but I delivered a sermon, sorry again"
"When was that?! Last month? Answer me!"
"Yes, just last month"
"And you said it now? Why would people say that I'm careless? Is that so? Just make me look like that to people? Luna, you're not what you used to be, you're selfish! You've denied it and you haven't admitted it act! It's up to you!"
I closed my eyes to what he said, yes it was my fault and I will admit it but I didn't expect it to turn out like that, I celebrated my birthday without him, I didn't even see him congratulate me or at least on the sidelines.
I just want to blame myself for what I did, especially when I realized that he was right, when I went back to the room, I saw him packing
"Where are you going?"
"don't find out"
"Why are you carrying the suitcase, where are you going?"
"Where I want"
"Bryle, don't do it this way, you're just going to leave us as your son? Bryle?"
"I wish you had said it before, you made me even more ashamed of everyone, do you know that, you don't notice the dignity that you stepped on, I hope this will serve as a lesson to you"
I just shook my head as I watched him leave, it was draining me, I wish I hadn't done that, I wish I had admitted it early, before I cried here I took care of my things and headed to the hospital to during my monthly check up with baby, we were monitored so I know he is healthy.
This baby of mine is 2 months old and I will take care of him that even if his father is not by my side, I will still be able to handle it.
After going to the hospital, I went straight to buy food for the baby and I, I was full of cravings again, and I really thought about whether I can handle being a single mom, while I know to myself that I am also struggling in this situation.
Bryle POV
The child was denied to me that I didn't even know and now he will admit it, did he really mean it? To hope? I waited a long time but she has a habit of hiding or maybe her child is with another man now?
If he hadn't kept it a secret, it wouldn't have ended up like this, I don't have any plans to be happy right now, so I'm going to Japan first to cool off.
He likes to lie, he knows that it is important that I should know so that I know what I am doing, what if something happens to them? It seems that I will be the one to blame in the end because I didn't even take good care of him or pay attention to him
I didn't regret anything I said to him, it's only natural that he should hear it, he almost didn't even admit the truth, I don't know if there were a lot of scenes being played out.
I'm at the airport now and just waiting for the flight. I called mom and dad to take care of Luna at home first, it's up to her if she tells our parents or not.
I fell asleep and woke up at the right boarding time, so it's straight ahead, there's no hanging around, just straight ahead.
Luna's POV
He hates me so much that he hardly even texts or calls, I call him but he cannot be reached, I am really sad because Bryle is not there, it's different when you are used to seeing your husband who is already by your side -besides, I miss our old bonding, now he left because I lied so he left, he didn't even admit to me where he was really going
I don't know about my husband, I hope he at least thinks about me and his mother, it's so hard to be alone
I was just surprised when someone knocked, well suddenly, when I opened the door, mom and dad, Bryle's mom and dad came.
"Man, what?"
"God bless you"
"Sit down first, ma'am"
"Thank you and go home"
"Mom, what are you doing here?"
"We were ordered by your husband to watch over you, you haven't even admitted that you have a child? That's what you did, mother, I hope you didn't hide it from the crowd, I hope you understand your husband now."
"I'm sorry ma'am, I didn't mean it, it was just a surprise for him"
"Is that so? Or he's fine, you're not alone with us"
"Thank you, bye"