I didn't ask why did I always wake up in the morning. I did it back then and it just worsen my situation. Now— I only feel so tired, but I force myself to get up. I am not feeling the pain but I can feel my smile and laugh is fake. Am I numb or still not?
I woke up and think of taking myself first and I had this strong feeling that I am happy. The feeling was so strong. It feels like I never had gone through a lot of pain back then. I do my morning routine and went downstairs to meet everyone with my big smile.
"Good morning!" I shout. Jennifer with her sister jumped a little. I giggle at them. "Sorry, I didn't mean to scare you both." I shrug my shoulder as I made my way to one of the stalls on the island and sit there. They both smile at me and chuckled.
"I like that you came back," Jennifer said.
"I never left home, ate."
"You starts to act cold these past days but today, you just acted like yourself." I pouted at them while they just chuckled.
"I am still not getting the answers I want but I don't know why I m having this feeling?" I giggle in my chair.
"Did Lia already woke up? Tell her to eat some fruits, don't tell her I am the one who gives these fruits," he tells. He put the paper bag on the island where I am sitting. Jennifer and her sister shut their mouth while they look at me to Hunter and vice versa. It was so awkward.
He still didn't notice me here and I tell them to not mention that I was here— hopefully, they catch what I mean and continue what they were doing. "She woke up but in the backyard, maybe checking the bodyguards or chatting with Carl." I was a bit anxious when she said I woke up. At first, I thought she didn't get what I mean when she said the first word but I guess, she knew what to do.
I watch Hunter's movement and he went to the cabinet and get something. "Who is Carl now? Is she talking to some guy behind me? Our wedding was just in a month now! Why is she talking to someone?" I bite I lower my lips to stop myself from bursting into a laugh as soon as I heard what he just said.
"Calm down, Mr., Carl is her assigned bodyguard. They get well since yesterday," she said. She must be watching me from afar. I and Carl get along together in just a short time, maybe the comfort side of me was still here, I can break the ice.
"Hmm." He continue what he was doing, he put the paper back beside the stove and stand beside Jennifer as he put the fruits on the plate. "She is stubborn, not in a bad way. She has her own belief in herself and she will only follow it and I respect it."
"You must love her,"
"A lot," he responds. My heart leaped after hearing his answer— it sounds so sincere! I had the time to check with him as he was busy doing what he was doing. He stays still fitted, he maintains his body but I can say that he gain muscles and his waist get a little smaller than before. He was wearing all blank from top to bottom. He was wearing a black cup but take it off as he went inside the kitchen.
I giggles at how handsome his back was. I stands up and went to his back, silently as he was still busy doing what he was currently doing. He seemed still not acknowledging my presence behind him and I let him. Jennifer feels my presence and looks at me with a confused look but it soon turned into a grin and go back to what she was doing.
"If ever she went here, give her this—"
"Miss me?" I ask. He turns around with the plate full of the vegetable in his hand. I gave him a big smile like what I am giving him back then. He is still in the stage of shock and confusion. "Yah! Are you having the thought of keeping looking at nowhere or do you want to see my beautiful face?" I look at the siblings when I heard them giggling.
"Oh-oh-yeah," he stutters. He shook his head, awakening himself. "You're here?" He asks as if he doesn't believe that I was here.
"Yeah, do you want me to slap you?" I inquire. "You might be dreaming so yeah, I can slap you." I look at my side at the siblings who were continuing to giggle. "I am savage, aren't I?"
"Indeed, you are." I give Jennifer my cheekily smiles. I look at Hunter who was still looking at me with his slightly widened eyes.
"C'mon, don't tell me you want to be slap?" I waited for his expression to change but nothing changes. "I am Alexandria Morley!" My voice rose a bit.
"You-you are," he stutters. The head of the maids call the siblings and we were left alone. "Lia," he called.
"So, you believe this is not a dream anymore?" He parted his lips, trying to say something but nothing came. I smirk and lean to him. "Or you still believe you were still dreaming?" I ask him in his face. Our lips are only inches apart and I can't help but look at his lips. It's been a while since I taste those.
My smirk widened when his eyes widened, already having the hint that he wasn't dreaming. I move more closer to him, closing our inches gap. My eyes automatically shut close as soon as I felt his lips were on mine. Those lips I miss. The only lips making me feel so warm and making me go crazy. It wasn't long when he responses.
The kiss lasted long. At first, it was so soft, and you can feel the care for each other— second after, it became rough, passionate and the kiss was giving me the vibe that he was long for me— for my touch. His rough kiss surprisingly giving me comfort feeling.
It took me off guard when he turn us around and my butt was touching the island. He put the fruits to the counter still not breaking the kiss. "Hmm," I breathed in between in the middle of our session. The impact of us, turning around making me too.
"We should stop this now," he whispers. He pulled away while we were catching breath. I look at him, still catching my breath.
"Don't you like it?" I ask.
"I like it—" he said. I hold his cheeks and pulled them towards me and kiss him again.
"You like it then why are you whining?" I manage to say on his lips. I nibble on his lips and I giggle after. My hands went up to his shoulder and wrap my hand there. He wastes no minute to kiss me back with the same passion and roughness. I whimper when he pulled me away from the island and hold my butt, pulling it up. I jumped to his hand and he starts to walk.
In just a second, I feel a cold surface— he put me on the island. I keep on pulling him near me, using my hands in his nape. His hand roaming all over my body giving me a shiver but I like the feeling.
"I might stop myself," he whispers. I smirk, knowing what's my effect on him.
"I don't care." I kiss him again. This is making me feel so warm inside. I miss him, we both miss each other. I feel his lips parted at mine, I thought he will say we can't do this and we should stop this but I feel his lips on my neck— giving me goosebumps. It's a new feeling for me. Since when did the last time he kisses my neck? I don't know.
I can feel myself down there, dripping. I couldn't control myself also. He was giving me so much love and pleasure. He cares for me and it is enough for me to keep on falling for him. He kisses my neck and soon, he gives me wet kisses.
"Ah," I whimper. My head arched back as he bite my skin. This is giving me a new experience and I love to experience it.
"You are making me crazy for you, Lia." Before I could answer him, he attack my lips and while his hand was roaming around my body. His hand slid on my t-shirt, making me feel his cold hands and I flinch. His cold hand with my warm body.
I parted our lips and stare at him. "Let's continue it to my room," I suggest. I was about to jump to the ground when I felt myself floating in the air. Hunter lift me. "Woah! You're strong, huh?" I giggle at him. My hands wrapped in his shoulder for my support. Instead of answering me, he kisses me.
This man is so impatient. His lips were distracting me that I can't even notice we're already in the room. He put me in the bed and hover over me. I gave him a peck, him on top of me feels weird but it's giving me somewhat warmth. "Not so fast." I turn us around, now, it was me who was on top of him.
I sat on his lap while he lift himself to be closer to my face. I kiss his lips again. How I wish we could do this every day. This is giving me so many emotions and his lips were just saying I am beautiful and that he loves and cares for me. I sound crazy now.
He holds my butt and pulls me close to him. My kiss gets sloppy after I feel him in my private area. I move up and down to it. I get distracted by it as I pulled away from the kiss and continue my new obsession. I heard a groan from him which made me wetter down there.
I want to feel him now.
I look at him and he was throwing his head backward. I was about to say something but stopped when he pulled p my t-shirt and see me only in my inner clothing. I continue doing my work while his hand was roaming in my mountains. He kisses my cleavage while massaging them. I throw my head back feeling the pleasure he was giving me. He played with my mountains as I lick my lips and watch him sucking them like a little kid. I bite my lips, I wanted his lips.
He may be heard what I thought and his lips went up from my mountains to my lips. His tongue was roaming around my mouth as I do the same. This was my first time but this feeling was getting me so wild that I can't believe I can do these such things. He turns us around and pushes me to the bed.
He stood in front of me and it was last when I noticed that he pulled away from my pants and inner clothes. He made me sit down and took off my bra. Now, I am fully naked in front of him. The weird part is, I am here, lying in the bed.
As I feel shy, his dark eyes never leave me and examine my whole body with yearning. I cover my mountain and my lower part using my hands. I feel confident a while ago and now my confidence has sunk.
He holds my hand and puts them away from my body He slowly hovers me. "You look so beautiful, Lia," he said using his husky, seductive voice. He stands up and took his clothes off. I continue to gulp as I watch him. He has abs, he had a well-built body. He only took his shirt but why am I feeling this way?
My anxiety went up as I see him pulling his pants down. I might see Ayden and Noah shirtless, it is very out of the topic when I see Hunter without a shirt. It is giving me some sensation and made me have some fantasies about him.
He was fully undressing. I gulp as I see how big he is. I never imagine he can get that big and long friend. Gosh, this is my first time, why can't I have a small first? He hovers me and kisses me on the lips before going to my neck and lick, sucks them while his hand was roaming all over my body.
His kisses went down to my mountains as I arched my back. His hand that was on my boobs went down to my navel to make a circular motion there as I feel so much needy! I am having a real bad time stopping my dripping down there but nothing can stop them.
I gasp for air and my body arched as his hand was in my womanhood. He parted my legs and hold them. That's it, I lost my mind. I let him touch me and I let him do it. I never feel satisfied like this before.
I whimper when he plays with the lip of my womanhood. I close my eyes, feeling the sensation going all over my body. My system block out as my body had its mind. He seem to know what he was doing.
Soon, I feel him go down and before I knew it, I feel his wet lips on my womanhood. "Ah," I continue letting out a whimper. I purse my lips into a thin line to stop myself from whimpering. This is making me crazy, I want him more. I feel a little satisfied when he fills me up inside me with his fingers. I moan and arched my back. This was seriously my first time doing this.
He keeps on doing it until I feel something in my stomach. I continue to whimper while he stops what he was doing. I frown but got distracted when I feel his lips on mine. I can taste myself on it and it is making me wilder. His hand leaves my princess.
He pulled away from the kiss and position himself properly in the bed. He put my legs on the other side while he move closer to my princess. I see him hold himself while looking at me. I gulp and look at him. "P-please, be gentle, it's my first time." My eyes going up to his eyes and his hood and vice versa.
"As my baby girl wishes," he said. I watch him position himself in my princess. I moan and shiver when I feel the tip of him in my entrance. He slowly pulls himself inside me while I can't help but tear because of the sudden pain. I feel like something inside me tear off. It is very painful!
I look down with a frown and he wasn't still fully inside me, just a half of himself. As he pushes inside me, I couldn't hold my tears and cry. "H-hey, does it hurts?" I nodded. "Do you want me to pull out?" I shook my head as a no. We're here already.
"Just... Don't move yet," I said. He give me kisses that distracted me. He lifted his hand and wipe my tears. He slowly moves as I feel a little pain now. He continue doing it but soon after, he became a little faster and I feel something on my stomach like what I feel a while ago. "H-hunter," I whimpers.
He fastens his pace and that's when I feel something burst out as I shiver. I look at him when he pulled out. He groans. He stands up but I stop him. "You're... You're still not—" I look down at him as I blush.
"Later, I'll do it." My brows furrowed. Is that how couples do it?
"How? Through... Through masturbation?" He pursed his lips into a thin line and slowly nod. "But I am here," I whisper. It's true though, we both are getting married so we both had to take care of each other.
"I thought you wouldn't like to have a kid yet." I chuckled. I stand up and went to him. I am still lost in my mind but there's something in me that wanted to make him feel the pleasure too.
"That's not what I meant." I tip-toed to kiss him and my hand travel to his manhood and he groaned. "You know I can help you with it, right? We can just use protection." I pulled away from the kiss while still holding him.
"I am not fond of protection, Lia." His eyes darken again. "I-if I will cum, not in the condom but inside you." His words make me shiver. I didn't respond and just smile while I am still massaging him.
"Then I will help you get those without making me pregnant." I didn't wait for him to answer and kneeled.
"How's your day? There's some weird sound coming from the kitchen this morning." Jennifer came out of nowhere. It is almost afternoon. I and Hunter fall asleep after that. He even told me he can't sleep properly at night, thinking about me.
And in our lunch, dad never came and eat with us. Hunter courage me to listen to Dad's explanation because he has a lot to reveal himself. I don't know how to face him with Hunter's mom. Do I misunderstood them and overreacted to them? I thought I am okay when he will send me overseas to study business. So why am I getting angry?
We all sat in the dining area. Hunter was sitting beside me while Dad was sitting at the end of the table. Hunter's mom sat in front of me.
Dad took a long, deep breath before looking at Hunter's mom and spoke.
To be continued.