I FEEL the car stop when I open my eyes. I was still looking around and I was barely able to close my eyes because of the intense sunlight around me. I also felt the fresh breeze and saw the waves hitting the beach not far away. Are we here yet?
Later, the car door opened and I saw Zandy outside. "We're here, Miles, come on let's go," he said while slightly frowning probably because of the sunlight.
"Ok," I said and got out of the car. I looked at the wristwatch I was wearing and realized that it was past one in the afternoon. Our trip to get here took a few hours and I didn't realize it because I fell asleep.
The cozy surroundings were immediately revealed to me. My long hair was flying because of the strong wind blowing there. The green sky and the clouds there with different shapes are very beautiful. It feels relaxing. I also saw a few houses around the blue sea with strong waves.
I smiled because I missed this feeling so much. It's been a long time since I last went on vacation, but it wasn't in the sea like this.
"Wow! The place is so beautiful. It makes me feel so relaxed and gives me some peace of mind vibes," I said with a smile while tucking every strand of my hair that was blown by the wind behind my ear.
"You're more beautiful, Miles."
I was stunned by what I heard and slowly turned to Zandy and saw his serious face. Our eyes met for a moment but I immediately avoided him. I feel that my cheeks are getting redder, not because of the sunlight but because of what Zandy said.
"C-crazy! I just found out that you're also a joker," I said and laughed even though I was outnumbered.
"No, I'm not, Miles I'm just telling the truth about what I see," he denied. "Just believe me, Miles, If I said, I meant it," he added.
I looked at him again and stared at his serious face. Is Zandy still normal or did he drink something that has a bad effect on his mind? I'm not used to the way he treats me and I'm just surprised by what he says as if it stops my world and makes my heart beat faster.
I blink and bow slightly. I smiled while not looking directly into his eyes. "Okay, okay," I said. "Let's go? The trip is tiring and I want to take some rest," I changed the conversation.
Zandy shook his head and scratched his forehead. He walked to the car first to get the things we brought. I took the backpack that was on the passenger seat. When I got it, I saw Zandy carrying my suitcase and the backpack he was carrying and the other backpack for me.
"I'll carry your backpack, Zandy," I offered.
"No, it's me, Miles," he refused. "Let's go," Zandy said and started walking. I couldn't help but smile as I saw him walking.
I couldn't help but be in awe of the whole place. It was so beautiful and the air was so fresh. We entered the entrance of the resort where there is an arch that says 'Happy Land Resort'. I smiled because that was true. After all, seeing the place gave off a strange joy.
There are many scattered coconut trees around the resort, cottages, and houses there.
"Seriously, Zandy, we're the only ones here in this place? This place is so beautiful and it's impossible that no one else comes here," I said when I noticed that we were the only ones there.
I could also see the blue sea with waves hitting the beach. The beach is also white sand and it seems to be nice to paddle there. I was suddenly excited about what I could do in this place.
"Don't be surprised, Miles, you know my parents, they can rent this whole place for what they want to happen to us," Zandy answered casually. "Just enjoy this place while we're staying here."
I frowned. I never thought of that. They will do everything for us and they can rent the whole place for us especially since the Saavedra family knows the owner of the resort.
Later, someone greeted us from the resort staff while we were going to the reception area.
"Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Saavedra, welcome to Happy Land Resort. From the name of our resort, we'll make sure that you'll be happier while staying here because life is happy at Happy Land Resort," said the beautiful woman wearing a thin floral Hawaiian-style dress and skirt that was blowing in the wind. There is still a hand gesture while there is a wide smile on the lips.
I smiled because of the strange vibes of that girl. That was very welcoming.
"Ma'am, Sir, I'll take care of your stuff," said the man who was wearing a Hawaiian-style polo and shorts.
Zandy smiled. "Thank you," he replied.
Those two took us to the reception area. Someone immediately served us a cold buko juice that was delicious in the throat because of the hot weather.
"We have talked to Mrs. Saavedra about renting the entire resort and we've already prepared all of your needs while you're staying here," explained the woman. "And by the way, I'm Mila, the manager of the resort, and Ted, the staff." He pointed to the man who brought us our stuff. "We are happy that you chose Happy Land for the important work of a couple. It is a privilege at the resort that you can have your honey-milk moment here," said the young lady with a laugh who could not deny her beauty even though she's a brunette.
Zandy and I looked at what Mila said. I also didn't quite understand the last words he said.
"What do you mean, honey?" frowned when Zandy asked.
Mila laughed. "What I mean is, honeymoon, Sir. Aren't you here for the honeymoon?"
Zandy and I looked at each other again. I frowned. Maybe that's what Aunt Mandy said at the resort that's why we're here.
"Not us-"
"Yeah, you're right, Miss we're here for the honeymoon," Zandy said and turned to me and smiled. I frowned at him and widened my eyes.
The two in front of us were not shocked. "You guys are really good," Ted commented.
"Oh, there's a mistake—"
"Thank you, Ted," Zandy answered immediately.
I can feel my cheeks red again because of the shame I feel because of what Zandy said that you thought everything was true with us.
"But that's all, we know you're tired from the long trip and you want to rest, we'll take you to your accommodation while you're here at the resort," Mila said still kindly. "This way, Ma'am, Sir."
We followed her while Ted carried our and Zandy's things. Scattered around were some resort staff who were busy with what they were doing.
Later we arrived at a villa not far from the sea. I couldn't help but be amazed when we entered that villa. The ambiance of the place is very fresh. It's also spacious and air-conditioned. It's a glass wall where you can see the vast sea. There is also your mini terrace at the top where you can see the expanse of the blue sea.
"This villa is the most rented in our resort because of its refreshing ambiance and we are sure you will like it too. We have a main bed, a small room good for two, and a kitchen where you can cook. There is a bathroom and also, you can get some fresh air upstairs while drinking," explained Mila as she pointed to the inside of the room one by one.
I smiled and looked at Zandy who couldn't hide his excitement and joy. "I love this room, Zandy," I said.
"Then, let's get it." He turned to Mila. "We're fine here, Mila," he said with a smile.
Mila and Ted smiled at us. They nodded. "Good choice, Sir. Thank you again for choosing our resort. Have a nice trip here, enjoy," said Mila and said goodbye. She and Ted left in front of us.
Zandy left us. I looked around the room again and couldn't help but smile again. Because my feelings are very different. Feels good.
Zandy sat on the sofa there and I followed him across from him. "Are you tired from the trip, Miles?" he asked seriously.
I nodded. "Yeah," I admitted.
"Then, take a rest, Miles will take care of your stuff," he said.
Frowned. "No, it's me, Zandy. I'll fix my things first before I rest," I protested and smiled.
"Ok," Zandy said casually.
Silence prevailed between the two of us and once again I felt a strange tension and uncertainty. I couldn't look at him.
"I'm sure, I'll enjoy staying here because I'm with you, Miles."
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AFTER organizing all the things I brought, I rested in the villa room and unconsciously fell asleep probably because of the fatigue from the long trip and the relaxing feeling of that room.
I don't know how long I fell asleep but when I opened my eyes, I saw the dark surroundings and only pole lights and trees gave light around.
I stretched and a smile spontaneously drew on my lips because I felt the lightness of everything. My mind and feeling are relaxed.
"Finally you're awake."
I was startled and immediately dropped my hands when I heard Zandy's baritone voice. He was leaning against the door while looking at me seriously.
"Why are you here? Are you watching me sleep?" I asked him in surprise. I'm also just wearing a shirt and my white and smooth thighs are exposed in shorts.
Zandy smiled and tilted her head slightly. "If I say yes, will you be angry? Is it wrong if your husband wants to watch you while you sleep?"
I was stunned and my mouth dropped slightly. He won't even refuse and he has to answer me with things that make my heart beat faster and give me a unique joy and tickle.
I tried to avert my eyes from him. I bow down. "Crazy!" I said. I picked up the pillow and threw it at him while I didn't realize I was smiling. Zandy caught that while laughing.
"Why are you blushing, Miles?" Zandy continued.
"I-I'm blushing, of course not," I denied and bowed slightly. I took the pillow again and threw it at him again but he caught it again. "Stop playing with me, Zandy because you won't like it when I join your games," I said seriously.
Zandy stopped laughing and his face became serious. "Who says I'm playing, Miles? Didn't I tell you, that when I say, I mean it. I'm not playing with you, Miles and I won't play with you anymore," he said.
I was stunned and could hardly move when Zandy approached me. He got on the bed. "I don't know why, Miles, but I don't want to lose you. Am I selfish if I ask you to stay by my side while I'm not sure about my feelings for you?" he said with a trace of sincerity on his handsome face as his eyes spoke.
"Z-Zandy."
"You made me feel accepted, Miles. You appreciate me, my passion. I'm free when I'm with you and I don't feel like I'm in a cage of what they want me to do," he continued.
I kept staring at his handsome face telling me to believe him and not leave him. Should I believe that? Zandy wasn't sure about his feelings and neither was I. I'm afraid that the point may come when I love him, then he will realize that he doesn't love me.
I blinked and calmed myself because my heart was breaking again because of what Zandy said along with the various emotions I was feeling.
"How long, Zandy? How long will I stay by your side? Until you're not sure of your feelings? What if you're sure and you realize you don't love me, what about me?" I asked with sadness at the possibility of that happening.
He looked away from me and bowed slightly. "I don't know, Miles. I also don't know what can happen but now, I want to spend my time with you and enjoy every moment with you," he continued. I was slightly startled when I felt his palm take my hand. Some kind of energy flowed through my body due to the contact of our skin. "I'm sorry if I sound selfish but that's how I feel," he added.
I bowed slightly. I bit my lower lip. "I don't know what to think right now, Zandy. I enjoy spending my time with you. A lot has changed but I'm afraid to gamble because we're both unsure of our feelings for each other."
"Then, let's just enjoy our time with each other until we realize our feelings for each other," Zandy said. He lightly squeezed my palm. I felt Zandy's hand grab my chin and lift it slightly to look at me. "I'm really happy spending my whole time with you, Miles."
Our eyes met. I saw his smile which brought out his handsomeness even more. I swallowed and was surprised when Zandy hugged me. "Thank you, Miles." I couldn't move and I didn't know how to react but my heart was screaming at a fast beating that conveys the pity I only feel for Zandy.