When I also began to realize that, it wasn't long after that that I was surprised because that person had not been seen from earlier either. Now I feel that there is something strange about all of this and not long after I feel that maybe there really is one important thing that Yolanda should be doing. At that time, Yolanda felt that there was actually something else that was still a burden on her head until now. Yolanda felt that there was something blocking it and making everything chaotic. Nowadays, Yolanda is nowhere to be seen and it looks like that person is indeed skipping school. At the same time I was walking again with Yuko and at that moment I saw someone who felt very strange when I met that person. His gaze that looked like he was in trouble, but apparently at that time I didn't want to interfere with that person's problem at all . It would be very strange if I suddenly meddled in that person's affairs and instead it would cause a lot of debate. While the situation was starting to feel weird, right now I started to see myself which only looked like a messed up person. A few moments later I returned to the art room and at that time I looked at some of the other people's paintings which turned out to be pretty good too. Until the second that I felt a completely different sensation, at that moment I felt that maybe there was something wrong with me and it turned out that it actually made my imagination grow. While I felt some pressure that always bothered me, at that moment I also felt happy because I seemed to have found an idea. There have been a lot of things that have happened lately and there are even things that make me feel worried about this. I don't know what to do anymore for now and instead there are many other things that make me feel that all of this is just in vain. There have been many thoughts that made me unable to think clearly and that actually added to the burden until this moment. I felt that way and now I also don't know how to deal with it. After lingering in this room, I thought about several other things which also made me unable to sleep for the night. When I left this room, I suddenly felt something strange and when I looked again there was nothing. I feel like I've been suspicious of a few things lately and that's what happened. I like playing hide and seek.
"You're still in this room apparently," Yuko said.
"Yes. There are some things I have to do beforehand. I saw some of the other paintings and they also turned out to be quite good at painting. I feel happy when in the end there are other people who turn out to have above average abilities.”
"Yes. I thought so too. Wait, you were just here looking at the paintings?”
"Correct."
"You didn't do anything else?"
"No. What for?"
“Usually you are very passionate about painting. Why didn't you do it today?"
"That's because I just don't want to."
"Just because of that?"
"You are right. just because of that.”
"I honestly don't understand."
“You don't have to understand. It doesn't matter if you don't understand either, it won't be a hindrance. I guess I haven't been well lately. I feel so dizzy."
"Why don't you check yourself to the doctor?"
“Ah, there's no need. Looks like it'll heal on its own."
"Oh, I see."
"Yuko."
"Yes?"
“As for going to the shrine, I guess I'm really looking forward to that.”
"You feel interested?"
"Yes. I haven't gone far in a long time. This looks like it will be a great exit experience. I am so glad."
"You saw the news?"
"No."
“Even though the person who made a scene was the person who became your role model.”
"You mean my grandmother?"
"Yes. don't you admire him?”
“Ah, that…”
I don't know how to say it. On the one hand I feel happy, but on the other hand I feel empty. The moment that it starts to appear inside of me I don't know what to say anymore . I feel something that hasn't come into me in a long time and now I feel it again it really sucks. At the same time I couldn't understand all of this and instead just added other things that I don't even know why it got to where it is today. I wanted so badly to free my head and it turned out that now was not the time to do that and I had to wait for that moment. Yuko is still in this room with me and seems to be paying attention to some of the paintings that are deliberately displayed in this place. After that, we both went back to class. As soon as I entered the classroom, at that moment I saw an unusual sight. People are much calmer than before and now we have to wait for the next class. Before that, I realized something and it turns out that after thinking it over I realized that there were a few things I had missed. I also didn't know where to say that from before and after I checked my cellphone, I found news that it turned out that one of the people had recently disappeared. When I checked again, apparently the person in question was Yolanda. At that time, I was immediately surprised. When I read this news I couldn't believe it and most likely this was just a misunderstanding. After several times I denied the facts, at that moment I was speechless. All of this turns out to be true and they are also looking for Yolanda's whereabouts. Yuko, who also saw the news, immediately got up from her seat with a very surprised face. At the same time , I feel sadness and disbelief at all of this. As if this was just a dream.
" No way?"
"Oh yes Anne, have you heard anything from Yolanda before?" asked one of my friends who suddenly came to me and asked about that person.
"No. I didn't hear anything from Yolanda. Why?"
"I feel this is something odd. There's no way that person disappeared without a cause.”
"You are right. if so i also agree. It's just that there's something that makes me still not believe in all of this."
"You're not the only one who doesn't believe it. I think it's a misunderstanding."
"No. How could there be a misunderstanding at the top of the news," said Yuko, who was trying to convince her.
"Hah? Damn it.”
"Hey, don't swear."
“Ah, sorry. It was just letting go."
When we were calm, suddenly there was shocking news that immediately made everyone in the class feel shocked by the news. Some other people also still don't believe in all this and they seem to say that maybe this is just fake news. They say that because a few months ago someone spread fake news and caused many victims. After that incident, in the end they no longer believed the news and then there were several other people who were now very sure that Yolanda had indeed disappeared. I also thought it was really weird that that person wasn't around and it turned out to be straight into the current news. Yuko then went back to reading the news just to make sure something and not long after that Yuko also found something very surprising. Several community forums said that in fact they also did not believe the news of Yolanda's disappearance and there was one person who thought that maybe this was just a trap and no one would believe this anymore. When I read the messages in the forum, they also try to convince others that there really is nothing to worry about. I immediately felt suspicious about this and right away I couldn't deny it.
"If it's like this, I guess they are also consumed by that person's instigation," I muttered.
“That person is very strange. Why also lead the opinion that this is fake?”
“Ah, that's because a few months ago a lot of people fell for fake news. Maybe that person was also one of the victims of the fake news and is still traumatized to this day.”
"No. If so, I don't know what to do anymore? Should we look for Yolanda's information as well?” she asked .
"I don't know."
"So we can all just stay quiet?"
"Who knows. There's nothing we can do. Indeed, if there is also what we will succeed?
Indirectly, everyone was also very surprised and it made some of the other people feel suspicious about something. At that time there were also people who said there was a high possibility of a kidnapping or something. I too was led into that opinion and when I think back there might have been other things that didn't make sense. At this time I sat back down and not long after that I was feeling anxious. Even after coming home from school I was still feeling anxious about the news and kept thinking about it until I wanted to sleep. It feels like there are so many unpredictable events and that just makes me feel even more afraid.
'What is wrong with me?' muttered to myself.