we stayed long hugging each other and Inva was flowing in her tears ..I grab her shoulder and we both hug each other...my mom looked at me scared and surprised...
DID YOU COME BACK FOR ME? FOREVER OR YOU ARE JUST VISITING THIS TIME
I said I come to see what's going on here and to ask sorry for everything I make in the past ...hoe I hope I can turn the time back and arrange everything I have done ..
my tears no wanted to stop..my mom took my head in her hand kiss me in the forehead and said
NOTHING HAPPENED WITHOUT REASON...AND YOU DIDN'T MAKE ANYTHING FOR HATING YOURSELF ...EVERYTHING ITS FINE AND WE ARE ALL HAPPY SPECIALLY NOW WITH YOU HERE
I told to Inva we no can talk here in middle of the road maybe someone will see us and will be curious...I ask my mom to enter in the car and both we go in the small tourist place very near my house ...atleast we can freely talk there and longer ..when we reach upside inva let us inside the car and start to talk in her mobile..
I asked my mom about my brother and my sister ...how they are doing...she said my sister keep repeating every night my name and crying every night till falling asleep in her tears ...my brother continues going with the animal..the source of income for my family...she said also after I shot to my father he had only minor scratches and he stay at hospital almost 2weeks ...now his fine and working when have work
DID HE CONTINUE DRINKING??
she said also from the day I run away ...my father keep searching for me...and both of them didn't let any corner any city of my country without searching...6 reports in police has make by my parents and no results till today ...she hug me so strong and keep kissing my forehead...I ask again for the second time
DID HE STILL DRINKING AND MAKING TROUBLE IN THE HOUSE
she looked at me and her head goes down automatically..
CAN YOU ANSWER TO MY QUESTION PLEASE
she approved it with her head down but...
DRINKING ONLY LITTLE NOW ONLY LITTLE AND HIS NOT HURTING MORE YOUR BROTHER AND YOUR SISTER .. I said okay I see the lesson I give to him didn't work ...
I SAID OKAY I UNDERSTAND YOU RIGHT...
after my mom keep asking me where I'm living where I'm eating...do I have a home to stay and if I'm going at school..I answer all her questions in one YES
while I was thinking everything and listening my mom questions my mind and my eyes was In Inva movement also ...she was shouting loud in the mobile and one moment she go in her knee ..she was crying..
I released my self from my mother arms and I run out the car ...I catch the hand of Inva and I asked what happened anything wrong ...tell me please
MY FATHER HAD HEART ATTACK SECOND ONE FOR TODAY ...she said ...and she start shaking and crying..I clean her eyes and I said let's go now in your home ..
I go back in my mom and I told her what's going on...she said okay let's go down atleast you can drop me down ...
While we going down my mom ask me if I will stay with my family I answer I will be back tomorrow not today ..outside the car I saw her head down and some tears in her eyes ..she give me a kiss with her hand and she turn walking straight the house ...I jump from the car and I reach her...
PLEASE DONT SAY NOTHING TO MY FATHER AND TO ANYONE ELSE...I WANT ONLY YOU AND ME TO KNOW THIS ..IF NY FATHER KEEP DRINKING MEANS HE DIDN'T CHANGE...MEANS WE NEED TO THINK A WAY FOR THIS ..
I WILL BE BACK VERY SOON PLEASE KEEP IT SECRET OUR MEETING HERE .
I told to my mom thus and while I was hugging I put some money in her jacket...she saw the money and jump ...WHAT ITS THIS ...WHERE YOU FOUND SO MUCH MONEY..KEEP IT AND USE FOR YOUR SELF .
She said ..
I answered please this money it's only for your food and my siblings food not for my father...if ever you give to him even one dollar for drinking I promise you will never see me again...use this money for food only
I WILL BE BACK VERY SOON I hug her for last time for that day and bcs I wanna to hide my tears I run inside the car
In the way to hotel room Inva was still crying little
I make the check out and I collect our things and we start to go in her city ...in the way I message Tani and I ask him to find some money for me ..he answered straight after reading my message