Trixy POV
"I... think i miss place it?" i smile nervously to her hidding my hands at my back.
"I told you you'll be dead if you lost it!!"
"Shhhh we're in a library~~" this penguin really don't have mercy, good thing no students is her cause if there is we will pay the penalty which $30 each.
"I'll find it in my apartment maybe i just place it there"
"Wait you.. have apartment? i thought you live with your family?"
"Seat down first penguin, my.... fa..mily? is not like other family out there. Ummm... you see, since i was around 11 or 12 they start hating me, didn't attend any of my graduation, attend birthdays, winning contest, even didn't support me to what i am and what i like. The memories i have to them is only bad memories and the biggest dark memories i have to them....is still fresh in my mind"
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Trixy and her family is celebrating a party cause her older brother passed the scholarship in his dream school. Trixy also passed in school she always wanted to study last month ago but the different is they didn't celebrate it like this.
"As always son, im so proud of you i knew you will passed to it!" her mom proudly said hugging he's son closer to her. Trixy was just looking at them faking a smile while eating foods they ordered.
"Right, you know Trixy you should do the same as your brother don't be such a baby and grown-up" her dad said leaning to a chair and looking at her, she also saw her mom and her brother also looking at her but with no expression.
"Why... if i did what he did will you support me? If I did what you want will you celebrate my victory? If I did will you celebrate my birthday every year?!! will you always be there for me? WILL YOU?! NO! cause all your attention is always on him, you never give me your attention even once! You always compare me to what he achieve but you NEVER DO THE SAME TO ME!!"
"WHY? BECAUSE HE'S A BOY AND IM NOT!!?" Trixy yelled at her family dropping her tears in their table, forcing her face to smile even she's so broke inside.
"Yes, and we NEVER see you as our daughter, you are disgusting to this family!"
"You're just TROUBLE, ASSHOLE, NOT SMART, UGLY to our FAMILY!!" After what her father say she quickly leave their table didn't said any word, didn't give any expression because she know they won't give a care.
And after that very day Trixy never celebrate any occasion with her family except her big brother, her big brother visit her every Christmas and New year just to celebrate it with her little sister. Her parents never invite her to join Christmas, New year and more different occasions. She always celebrate it alone in street, resto, different country and more sometimes when his brother is busy and it's been almost 5 years since that very day.
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"Oh and that year.... the year you transfer to our school, that day was the first time my heart pound so so so fast.. it's like everybody start disappearing and only us where there floating. Haha at first..... I really thought that feeling or seeing like that in a movie is really fake but when it happened to me I just can't believe it, you know?" I said finishing my story, still thinking that day? It give me a lot of butterfly moving anywhere my body, I can't believe that feeling what they saying is really true and you just need to wait it until you find someone who can make you feel like it.
"Wow~ I never thought my tiger was so brave till now, and you even celebrate holidays alone..."
"Don't worry tiger for now on you will celebrate every occasion with me, and i made up my mind that i won't come to the beach party and just spend my time with you~~~" she said shaking my hands, this is the part of her why i can't stop loving her so much, i knew from the start she have a pure heart and a kind one but but i don't know why she don't wanna show it to everybody.
"What do you mean?"
"What I mean is you stop courting me, i would love to start making happy and good memories with you" after hearing that sentences i can't say anything or even move my body but just stared at her blankly, I can't believe she finally said yes, wait am i dreaming? oh gosh pls don't i don-
"YAHH are you listening?!" I look at her surprised blinking many times while smiling.
"Ye..yeh I am, can we hang out later then? after I'm done cleaning this library? plsssss penguin~" I give her my unresisting cute eye smiling at her. I know she won't resist it cause my power works every time.
"Yep but I'll help you, I don't want my girlfriend to get all this work all alone and get tired" she smirk winking at me, start leaving the table. I'll die in no time with that smooth flirt geez... you're really different from others Heimez, you let me go crazy for you.
I also stand up and continue cleaning the B area, I saw her from a distance unbuttoning her uniform leaving her scratched shirt with her short skirt, looking at her body i can't help but be amaze at it she's like a model. Her body is so shape and... glowing. I quickly shrug it off turned around and controlling my self not to fall for it, I bite my lips keeping my self calm.
"Trix control it... relax~ that's just Heimez and you need to calm done, it's just her body"
"What was that tiger?" i widen my eyes as soon as i heard her voice and i know she's already standing at my back, I nervously look at her smiling scared and there she is smirking at me like she just won a lottery. I was about to say what I just said and made an excuse but too late, she quickly push her lips on me letting me leaned on the wall, God knows how much i miss her lips it's been a long since I taste it like this. I open my mouth letting her tongue enter my mouth and she accepted it exploring all side of it.
I can feel she start unbuttoning my uniform slowly one of her hand and the other is moving on chest.
"Hmm p.. penguin we're in lib-" she interrupt me by pushing me more harder in a wall, pressing her whole body up against me, why is she so good at this...
"Lol, your enjoying it too much" I open my eyes seeing her smiling at me, more like teasing me, I giggled giving her a tight hug.
"Can I asked you for a date now?" I noticed she shyly giggled while slowly nodding infront of me.
"Yey! Where do my penguin want to go, eat, visit?"
"Haha relax Trix, maybe going to your apartment is good... watch movies is also fun" make sense, I nod and told her I'll finish the last book side and let her seat down, she nod and start fixing my things.
After that we said goodbye to the librarian telling that we will go now and because we finished the first book area.
While we're walking i hold her hand to me gently and rubbing it none stop. Again she shyly look away from me hidding her red face, heh so cute when she always did that.
"Your so good when giving pleasure penguin..." I said teasing her, as expected she quickly punch me playly, she's like a bear who's punching a wall cause it's so soft lol.
"Well... I remember your birthday is coming up, what present do you want?"
"Hmmm I think you is enough hihihi" shit that was so smooth!
"Eyysh how would i wrapped my self for you?"
"If you didn't stop I'll undr-"
"YOW LOVE BIRDS!! OVER HERE!" As i turned around i saw 9ur friends waving at us while running to our direction.
"Are two of you goods now?" Ved asked pointing at to of us, I happily nod and told them she even help me fix books in library smirking at them.
"Pshhh! what ever bitch, by the way all of us except two of you talked awhile ago in cafeteria and agreed that we should have a drink like sleepover, are you in?" she asked again, I asked them all first that if they'll go for the beach party cause if yes they can't drink because their head will hurt, we were all gonna be scolded.
"The hell? without two of you? hell no bro"
"Awee you guys really love us!" I was about to give them a group hug but they kick my ass laughing at me, now I take back what compliment I just give them, so rude. T-T
"Then let's celebrate this in your apartment" we all shocked to what Camille says but not me cause i can only feel nervous and death, I can already feel my penguin is glaring at me but my friends didn't help me and just laugh at my damn face.
"Whatever, Ved let's go" she let go of my hands leaving us all here, she never here me out or explain why i did that, Camille is just my friend but why can't she get it?
"Ummm... Why don't we pack our clothes first before we start the party?" Xeris said patting my back telling me it will be okay but seriously this is the worse when someone is hating me like i didn't hurt or killed someone but it feel like I'm the monster here.
"Yeah.. I'll go first now i didn't have a sleep two days straight and we just finished the library punishment" I give them a fake smile as always and also give them the extra key and password of my apartment, I start walking out of that area not saying anything or goodbye to them, my mood just change so I hope they understand.