While I'm driving I tried texting her to know where she is but again she's not messaging back but she received all text I send to her.
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As soon as arrived to her hotel that she's staying I park my car to the staff trom area and quickly exit my car. I told him to take care my car properly giving him my key. If your curious how do I know where hotel and room she's staying, we'll she's the one who told me and what number her room, what floor but it is my first time visiting her here.
I knocked at her door three times and minutes later I heard someone foot steps and noticed she unlock her door inside but didn't open it for his brother, for me!
"What a rude and stubborn kid, huh?" I mumbled glaring on air. I knew there is definitely going on, and know exactly who/what is it. Why can't she move on already to that stupid crazy witch girl?!
I entered her apartment for the first time and it is kinda... cool, but something got my attention. Her two friends is sitting in Trixy's couch facing me. I think I already saw one of them somewhere but not sure, she's wearing a pajama and white cotton cloth, I think her name is E- Ember, Amber? But the other one I think she's a new friend of her.
"Good evening!" I greeted to them and smile. They did the same and also smile at me, I can already feel the awkwardness in here.
That kid didn't told me she have a guest or some girls night thing!
"Do you like some donuts? I buy some for Trixy but I don't think she can eat it all" I mean it's true she always backing 9ut if she eat more than four, two donuts. It's so funny because she always cry about her tummy like a kid.
I excuse my self to them letting them to try the donuts I just buy and walk my way to the kitchen where the reason I came here is in there.
As I entered I saw her baking some cookies in table and there's even boxes of lasanya pasta in the side of table and more. I didn't know she can cook, that is so impressive~~
"My little sister is now a big girl! ~~~" I tease making aegyo cutely to her.
" Yah! Can you stop making that sound, I might die you know? And why did you visit me now here?" She asked busy mixing the melt chocolate, so~ cute!
"Well you know~ checking if my sister is okay... You know I always do that so it's not new idiot!" I chuckle moving closer to her table facing her between it. She look at me seriously giving me a lying look face, I don't know why but I like when she know that I'm lying, she know me so well more than my self, HAHAHAHA.
"The Ember girl told me what happened to you and to that Heimez, AGAIN" I said with a hard voice, she doesn't know this tricks.
"She did told y-"
"Hah! So it is true!" I cut her, shouting while pointing my finger on her place smirking, I knew it! If killing us never been a crime that Heimez is the very first person I will kill, she only do is to hurt my poor girl!
"Lol, I also knew you will said that, I knew you will cut me off and said that thing. But yeah.... It is her, it's always her. Can you please stop saying her name? I'm really so done to that freaking name of her" After she said all that words one thing just came to my mind and that is...
"You mean your over with her, Why?" I asked but instead of her answering my question, she just stayed quiet still looking what her baking. I was about to asked her again but someone interrupt me.
"It's because that slut girl cheat on Trixy with her ex while their still together, and that's why their over now" I look at my back and saw Trixy new friend behind Ember who's nodding at what she just said, when I look back and glance at Trixy she's still quite looking at the oven now with all silence.
"If I ever saw that girl I will give her a big truck with a lot of snake so she can have a reunion with her family" I said as a joke and giggle, both of her friends laugh agreeing to me, they even wanna help me to organize their reunion, this kids will be my side kick.
"Haha yeah ~ I always thought that first love never die, but it did..."
We heard Trixy bitterness laugh, smiling in a side looking so down on earth again. I decided to walk and talk to her, and as I did I seat beside her, didn't say anything and would like to only listen to everything she want to let out.
"Maybe I force us too much... Maybe I crossed the line too much, wish too much and force them to give me what I want, I force her to love me huh?"
"What kind of nonsense is all of that question? Trixy of course first love sometimes didn't work because if you only focus on love in a very young age destiny will only play your feelings and that means your wasting time. Destiny will give you a lot of problem to test how far you can go and what you did is only focus on your love to that girl. You wait a lot of time, days, years, for her to love you back and what did you get?.... NOTHING!!" I said patting her head, I don't know where that all words come from but I hope it help her to clear her mind.
I saw she quickly smile at me and quickly give me a tight hug after comforting her, it's not really my first time seeing her like this. I know how lonely she is every single day, but still handle to smile at everyone that's why I know and believe she can move on to that girl.
I can still remember she will always tell me a story of that Heimez, how much she love that girl, it's her first time loving someone again in her life after living her own in a past years. She always cry on my shoulder, clothes, arms whenever she always got rejected from Heimez, how she got bully because of her gender. She is so brave, she never give her attention to anyone and only for her love one's.
I looked back to her two friends who is looking and smiling at us, I told them to come to where Trixy and I and also give them a hug, a group friendly hug. I know Trixy will always be safe with them so I'm also thankful that they meet each other.
"You will be okay Trixy, not now but I know soon so be brave. Three of you be brave and just enjoy your life until your still young, enjoy until you can!" My last words words before giving them a very tight hug.