" Eeww! Nooooo, you are not going to wear that to the party, Enya." Siya yelled from the phone. We are currently on a video call and I am showing her the dresses I thought I can wear to the party but she is not liking any of my dresses and it is making me tired.
" I can't do this anymore Siya, I am tired already," I whined, slouching on the chair.
" I know and that's why I have already prepared everything." She said with a mysterious smile making me sit up straight.
" What have you prepared?" I asked curiously wanting to know what has she prepared and if I am not wrong I know what she is talking about.
" You haven't checked your wardrobe, right?" She asked.
"No, why?"
" Great, then go and check your wardrobe and take your phone with you."
I got up, took my phone with me and took steps towards the wardrobe and opened it and there was a bag hanging in there and a box to its side.
" Don't tell me this is what I am thinking it is!" I stated with surprise not believing it.
" It is what it is." She started laughing at my expression, making me roll my eyes at her. I have got a bestfriend who knows when I want something and how I am feeling. I will always say that I am very lucky to have her as my friend.
" I don't know what to say, siya. You always surprise me and shut me up with nothing to say." Tears started gathering in my eyes. I have never felt this important to anyone, I had a sister but she did things to me or for me as Siya does and still does.
" Don't say anything Enya, I know how you feel and I don't need any words from you to tell me what you are feeling." She has tears in her eyes too, making me sob listening to her words.
" You are like a sister to me, you know that right?" I asked her waiting to get her answer and to know she feels the same as me.
" Yes, we are sisters Enya and you can always count on me." This makes me sob more and I hear Siya's concerned voice through the phone asking what has happened and crying is not good for her niece.
" What happened? Enya! Did Jeon say anything? I know you are crying for something else, tell me! What happened?" She asked frantically but my cries didn't want to stop and I started sobbing harder thinking about everything. My past and present and how Ashley and Isabella tried to walk all over me.
" I... it's Just I am afraid." I choked out trying to subdue my cries and I feel bad for Siya that I am ruining her mood too.
" Why?" She asked, waiting patiently for me to answer. I am afraid of so many things but I don't want to put all my fears and burdens on her so I just told her the scene which Ashley and Isabella created.
" I told you about Ashley, right?" A frown marred her face and gears turned in her head.
" Yes, Bride's Cousin!"
" When I and Andre went to have breakfast in the morning, she and Isabella the bride came to our table and tried to break me down," I said, not looking into her eyes.
" Don't tell me you are afraid of them!" Siya gasped looking at me waiting for me to deny or accept.
" I am not afraid of them Siya, I am afraid of my demons which I was able to hold back and lock away but with them wanting to push me down is giving  my demons to claw their way out and I don't want that happening now." I cried into the phone thinking about the time when I was totally controlled by my demons who were tormenting me and locked me up in the negativity which made me do things I am not proud of.
" What they did was awful but you are stronger than that, Enya! And I have seen you fight your demons and win against them so don't be vulnerable. Your baby needs you, Enya."  I know what she is saying is right but I have that little grain of doubt that I will succumb to the negativity and lose myself again. No one has seen me in that phase other than me and Siya and she helped a lot and stayed by my side no matter what.
" I know and I will give my hundred percent to not get their words to my head and I know they are nothing but insecure human beings," I said, wiping my tears.
" Yes, that's my girl. Now get up and get ready and send me the picture in that pretty dress. Okay?" She asked, giving me a big warm smile which made me smile automatically.
" Okay, I will do that."
" Wait! How is it going with Jeon?" She asked with seriousness, coating her voice.
" Everything is good with him and he is just everything I ever wanted and he makes me at peace and he feels home," I confessed with a smile playing on my lips.
" I can see that in Your Smile and I am happy for you Enya." She said grinning.
" Thanks!" I thanked her knowing she will always want happiness for me.
" Okay, go and get ready. I am hanging up now."
" Okay, thanks again for the dress."
" It's not a big deal and Take care, bye! Umah!" She blew me a kiss before hanging up.
" You too, umah!" I returned her kiss and put aside the phone feeling relieved and happy. It feels like everything which is bothering me has been lifted off my shoulders after talking with Siya. She always has this effect on me and she will always take away my worries and fears.
I slowly opened the bag which had the dress. A gasp left my lips seeing the dress which is so pretty. It is a white shimmery dress that will come to my knees. I checked the neck of the dress which is a bit big which will help me to hide my small baby bump, it's not that I am ashamed or something I just don't want to show it to anyone this early.
I opened the box to find white heels in it and a jewelry box beside it which contained two chains and matching earrings. I sprawled them on the bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. It took fifteen minutes to take a relaxing got shower which soothed my muscles and joints. Now I can get ready without being tired.
I dried my body off and put on some lotion on my body which smelt so good and wore my white color colored garments and put on a robe because I don't want to mess up the dress while doing makeup.
I Am not a pro at doing makeup but I can manage today. I was opting for natural makeup so I don't have to put anything much on my face. I applied everything on my face and lastly painted my lips with red lipstick which will give me a sexy and bold look. I just straightened my hair and put on my dress.
The girl who is looking at me through the mirror is glowing and has this stupid smile on her face that she hadn't had in year's snd that alone thought made me grin ear to ear before putting on my heels. I am ready to go downstairs and ready to make this party a success and enjoy myself and with Jeon. With those thoughts, I left my room still adorning that silly smile on my face.