Vulnerable

" I will be back in no time until then take care, okay!" Jeon pulled me towards him pecking me on the lips and hugged me tightly making me sigh in contempt.
" I will be missing you, so come soon." I kissed his chest where my face is buried. Today's events are taking a toll on me and I know that I don't have to think about it and I shouldn't take it to my head but still, everything is messing with my head.
" I love you and take a nap because I will be waking you up when I come home." He bites into my lower lip winking at me playfully, making me blush every shade of red.
"I love you too and come soon." I don't want him to go but at the same time, I don't want him to stay back just because of my hormonal issues. I don't want to be that clingy and selfish girlfriend.
" Okay, bye!" With one last hug, Jeon left the room.
" Bye!" I propped my body on the bed and snuggled myself within the bedsheets. I tried so hard to control everything inside me but now I just want to relieve everything and flush it through the tears.
A lot of memories were swirling in my head making it hard to focus on one thing. I don't want to go to those memories and relive those moments of pain and betrayal. Pain by those unwanted expectations and betrayal from those people I loved with my soul and heart.
Tears started flowing freely from my eyes washing away all the memories of pain and betrayal. I never wanted to see them, not even wanted to catch a glimpse of their shadow but now they were standing in front of me, and even with an ounce of shame and guilt.
Sobs started rocking my body, I clutched the bedsheets close to my body tears wetting my face, and the bedsheets indicating how much I am crying with all those unwanted memories and for the people who are and were so cold-hearted who have the nerve to stand Infront of someone whom they betrayed and broken their trust.
I didn't know when I slipped into the dreamless slumber sobbing but was woken up by someone pulling me towards their warm body surrounded by the familiar arms. I was clutched tight to a warm body and I was surrounded by the familiar smell and warmth making me relax into the embrace. My eyes got closed on their accord and for the second time, I slept without any worry.
I was woken up for the second time with kisses all over my face and the warm body and chocolate smell surrounding me. I groaned with appreciation smuggling more into the warmth. I heard a chuckle coming from the giant teddy bear.
" Why are you chuckling?" I asked, still snuggling into him.
" You are such a baby." He chuckled again at my groan of protest. My head is so much relaxed after the tears I have shed and everything washed away with the tears and I closed their chapter and I never want to see them again or their shadows.
" I want to pee!" I wiggled through him and ran towards the bathroom to relieve myself when I entered the room Jeon had turned on the light and was sitting on the bed with his back against the wall. He has changed into  PJs and from it, I can tell that it was already late in the night.
" Is something wrong? Enya!" Jeon got up from the bed hurriedly walked towards me with concern and worry all over his face making me confused.
" Huh? Nothing….." I got cut off by him placing his hands on my face and examining it closely. Our faces were inches apart from each other making us breathe the same air.
" What happened? Why did you cry? Did anyone say anything? Did I do something wrong?" He started shooting questions one by one, not even listening to my protests.
" Stop! No one said anything and nothing happened. I was just overwhelmed by everything which happened today and everything came back rushing to me at once making it hard to not cry." With these words, he pulled me towards him, crushing his body into mine, hugging me tightly as his life depended on it.
" I am okay baby, I was just overwhelmed by them and it's been so long that it had buried everything within me, and today when I looked at them in front of me everything just came back." I hugged him close to my body wanting him close and his warmth to calm me down.
" I can understand but don't forget that I will always be with you and don't you ever think that you are alone."
" That's why I love you so much and I needed to wash away everything with my tears and now I am feeling so relieved and calm."
" Can I call Siya and Andre tomorrow and arrange a get-together which we planned?" He asked, looking down at me. I am tucked around his arms safely and I raised my head to look into his eyes.
" I would love that Oppa!" I smiled at him sweetly with puppy eyes, he ducked his head down and took my lips while making me sigh in his mouth. His kisses are everything to me, I can stay alive with his kisses and hugs.
" Call me once again then I will show you how much I love you calling me by that name." He warned me playfully deepening the kiss and pulling my body so close to his body but my baby bump is in the way and he is being so cautious at the same wanting to feel my body.
We were once again lost in bliss with our bodies talking to each other so intensely and passionately. Our bodies know each other very well making it easy to find our releases.

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