I was really surprised at what Lara said. I change my dress and go to my parent's room. When I saw them Papa is touching Mama's belly and he even kiss it.
"Oh Alesana, come here honey." I slowly walked to them and they smiled at me.
"You will have a sibling soon."
"I'm excited!" we celebrate it and they decided that mama should not resume her work in the palace in the meantime.
I was smiling from ear to ear because I will be having a sibling soon! I was reading a book when I remember the letter that Clover gave me and decided to read it.
Dear Lady Alesana Rosent Briele
Thank you for helping Sir Clover. I want to talk to you in person if you are free can you go to my palace on this day? I really want to meet you again so please accept my invitation.
-Selene Evermont.
The princess reaches me out. Should I reply to her letter that I will go? Days pass and they are some nobles that keep on visiting our Estate congratulating my parents and giving gifts.
I continued my training and I'm getting better at archery. I also hesitate if I should go but Lara said maybe we can be friends.
I'm looking forward to meeting the princess and wore a beautiful dress. My heart was beating so fast and when I saw her face I was amazed.
The princess is really beautiful. Her gestures are graceful and the way she smiles will really melt your heart.
"Greeting Your Highness, Princess of Erden. I'm Alesana Rosent Briele."
"You may now raise your head. Thank you for accepting my invitation but according to an etiquette?"
"If we do receive a letter we must right back. I'm sorry, Your Highness."
"Oh no, it's okay maybe you are just too busy. let's go to the garden, shall we?"
"Yes, Princess." I followed her and I was amazed to see her garden full of beautiful flowers and there are also butterflies.
"Pretty isn't it?"
"Ah yes."
"Have a seat."
"Thank you." the maid pour the tea and the Princess was carefully watching me.
"Did you remember me?" She laughs and I shook my head. "Right, that was really long since the last time I saw you. That's bad that this beautiful face can forget by someone."
"I'm sorry, Your Highness."
"I was joking. I'm thankful that because of you Sir Clover had the courage to invite me going to the festival. I was really happy because finally Sir clover now sees me as a Lady and not some kid."
"He really loves you."
"Before winter ends I plan to say yes on Sir Clover."
"That's lovely."
"I know right. How about you do you still liked the Crown Prince?" I shake my head that made her laugh really hard.
"I realize that I don't really like the Crown Prince. I think I was attracted to him because his intelligent and handsome. And I was not really a good match for him."
"Is that so?" I nod and she smirked.
"I don't have plans on getting married."
"Eh? But you know I was happy that finally you now realize that your not good enough to be the Crown Princess." I was a little bit surprised at what she said. "You are not good enough remember that. There are a lot of noble ladies out there that will match to the Prince."
"Princess?"
"The truth is I don't really want to meet you, from the bottom of my heart I hate you. I will never accept you as a friend nor as a Crown Princess." and then she splashes the tea in my dress. "You will not be appointed as the Empress of Erden."
"Oops my bad, that dress is awfully bad. Even in fashion, you sucked. Now leave my palace I can't take seeing you again. How unsightly."
"I will now leave."
"Remember this Alesana you better not tell it to anyone or else I'll kill you. Have a good day Lady Alesana Briele I hope not to see you again." I clenched my fist and sighed.
Delicate? Sweet? Lovingly? Shy type person? Ms. Johannes, are you joking? That princess is the cousin of Satan! How dare she, I didn't do anything wrong but the way she talked to me and treated me. She's a bitch.
I was really looking forward to this, Clover you dimwit that princess is a bitch. It looks like you are bad at choosing the person you will love.
"Do you know that The house of Briele will be having a baby?"
"Then they can now dispose of their daughter."
"Your right if the duchess has a baby boy then that child will inherit all."
"If that's the case then I feel bad for their daughter."
"Tsk, you don't have to that lady bring dishonor to their family they should ignore that lady."
Just Stop. Stop. Stop. Stop!
After that the rumors that we will be having a baby boy spread fast. Everyone was really excited but I ignore it. But this feeling is new to me. I'm hurting and no one knew. They forgot me. I'm jealous, I'm jealous of that unborn child.
I don't like that child. I hate that unborn baby.
I received a letter from Clover that the Princess already said yes. They're now engaged and the whole nation is celebrating.
"Now we will have to wait on the Crown Prince's announcement about his engagement."
"They said that's the daughter of Duke Briele."
"Eh? I feel bad for the Crown Prince."
"Your right, she's not suitable to be the Crown Princess."
"Your wrong she's not suitable being soon to be the empress of Erden."
Haha. They just remember me when they want to insult me. I also don't have plans being the empress of this Empire you useless nobles!
When I need my friends they don't show up. When I started to lock myself again my parents never showed up. Is there any person that I can cry on?
I can't believe it's like I'm in a nightmare. I remember my old body, this is the same. I really can't believe this, if it's just a dream please Mama, Papa I need you to wake me up. I don't want to feel this again being left alone, being neglected. I hate this feeling!
"Sir Leix where are you? I need you right now." I called him over and over but he didn't even come. How pathetic.
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—IAmRoseee