Luna's POV
"So you really like me huh?" My heart started pounding inside my chest while I try to avert my eyes from his piercing stares.
I hate the fact that he can easily make my heart flutter and I can't do anything about it. It's not that I'm an easy prey because heck, not to brag but I was also wrecking hearts before him.
Oh yeah, this maybe my karma.
I sigh.
His eyes soften after seeing my confuse state. And what makes it a little harder is that, he decided that the best way to comfort me is to pull me closer to him, my body slammed gently on his chest while his arms wrapped around me.
God, why do I have to like someone who's plunged deep into a messed up situation.
"Thank you..." he whispered loud enough for me to hear.
I closed my eyes.
"For what?"
"For coming into my life, and for staying, even after all these dramas." he said, his voice a little pained I had to fight the urge to hug him tighter.
"What are we exactly Dev?" though a little afraid, I decided to have the guts and ask him.
I felt him move farther away from me. He looked at me closely, his eyes softly eyeing mine.
"I'm-ahmm, " I look at his pained expression.
I look at his confused eyes, lost and hurting.
That moment, I've realized how deeply troubled this young man really is.
"It's okay Dev." I lightly tap his shoulders. "I'm not pressuring you into something that you aren't ready. I can wait, like how your brothers are waiting for you. " I smiled at him sincerely.
He looked down after what I said.
"Don't you think I'm a little selfish?" he asked, his eyes watering.
I cupped his face with my hands as my eyes look straight into his, "You aren't, Dev. You know that and I can feel it. Because if you are, you wouldn't be bothered by what's happening right now." I told him, our face too close with each other.
"But I keep on disappointing them. It's been two years but I was never getting better. And now, I'm bound to disappointing you as well"
I was taken aback when I felt a tear dropped on my hands.
I looked at him, his face glued on the ground.
Gone is the man who looks serious, showing everyone that he's strong and he can stand on his own.
Instead, in front of me is a man who's showing how vulnerable he had been and it's hurting him really bad.
My heart ached by just seeing his lump shoulder shake as he silently cries in front of me.
I wish I can take his pain away.
"Do you want an ice cream?" I smiled at him. "I knew you love strawberry but of course, I know you love me more." I smiled at him cheekily.
His eyes sparkled, a chuckle softly escaped his lips while my hands wipes the tears on his stained cheeks.
"Are you sure you're not the one who loves me? " he teased.
"You've been confessing your feelings to me to everyone, I'm starting to think you're getting obsessed with me." he wiggled his eyebrows.
I dropped my hands from his face and smacked him softly on the shoulders.
"You wish!" I told him.
"That's what she said."
And my cheeks turned tomato red.
"How about we go to my room instead? I've got something to show you."
"This isn't your elephant again right? Because I've seen it, dummy."
His eyebrows raised at what I said, his eyes looking amused.
"So, did you like my elephant?" he said, trying to refrain from laughing.
"Oh well, it was cute." I innocently replied but seeing his amused expression hit me in the face like a truck.
My eyes went wide after realizing what he was talking about.
I smack him real hard on the shoulder in embarrassment. "That isn't what I was talking about, you pervert!" I said while blushing.
"I know, I know." he said laughing as he tries to catch my hands to stop from hitting him any further.
"Come here." he grabbed my right hand and lead me t what seems like his room.
I have never been to his room before.
Once inside, my mouth hangs wide open after seeing the posters on his walls along with the stuff toys on the corner of his bed.
"Those are from our fans. I keep it." as if answering the questions in my head.
"You and your boyband shits are indeed real." I unconsciously told to myself.
To be honest, all these stories are a little surreal to me still, imagine meeting some world famous ex-kpop idols and falling in love to one?
He pulled me closer and me to his bed. Again, my cheeks went beet red after he guided me to sit down. Then, he pulled a chair from a corner and situated himself in front of me.
Okay, I'm not thinking of anything. It's just we are alone inside his room and all. Nothing big, Luna. I told myself as I hear the loud banging on my chest.
I watch as his right hand held mine while the other slowly went up as he tuck a strand of my hair that was covering my face.
"I like you."
BADUMP!!!
Fuck, that isn't my heart.
"I really really like you to the point that I am willing to try." I looked at him confused.
"Hmmm?"
"I'm willing to break this fuck-up wall and return with my brothers, and come to you. I know I just said that I like you, and I want to ask," he started, a smile tucked at the corner of my lios when I realized how nervous he looked.
"Fire away..." I told him.
"Are you willing to wait for me until I get better?" he said, his eyes sincere.
Am I?
I mean, I am Park Luna. I have never stay into anything, a place or a relationship longer than I can remember. Am I willing to wait for him? Am I willing to settle into something unsure?
He waited for my response and I can feel the sweat coming out of his hands.
I removed his hands on mine and I swear I had to refrain my chuckle when I saw his face dropped and his shoulders slumped.
"This is my answer."
Without a second thought, I cupped his face with my little hands and smashed my lips into his.
I'm willing to wait if waiting means being with you Kim Devon.
His eyes went wide, shocked at what suddenly happened but soon enough, he started returning my kiss as passionate as he can.
We were all in making out when suddenly, "Dev, can we talk t--"
I immediately pushed Devon away causing him to fall on the ground as I cover my tomato red face.
"Oh shit. Carry on. Forget I ever came in" I looked at the door and saw the person grinning from ear to ear.
"SYLVERIIIIII!!!!" I can't help but shout. But was returned with a loud laugh from outside.
I swear to God I will lock him out on a room one of these days.
And then I heard someone laugh, I turned around and saw Kim Devon sprawled on the floor.
"Stop laughing, you, dimwit." I said in between laughs.
Though embarrassed, I can't deny the fact that I am happy.
My eyes sparkled as I look at him laughing his ass of the ground finding everything that had happened really amusing.
I am happy just being with you, Kim Devon.