Sylver's POV
"Fuck, Devon, stop your girlfriend!" I looked at Joseph a little worried. He's already panicking.
"I swear to God, Kim Devon, if we go another round on this stupid roller coaster. I'm going to wring your neck myself." Jiro exclaimed, his eyes already teary.
I reached my knees as I try to get support so I won't fall on the ground.
I looked around and saw the boys apart from Jack, struggling to stand up. Jiro and Devon were holding each other's arms for support.
"Oh yeah!" Jack shouted, a smile visible on his face, his arms stretched out wide.
What a weird kid.
I gulped, almost ready to throw the same threats everybody had been giving to Devon but then again, it was not his fault.
But more importantly, I'm getting scared with this girl beside me.
Park Luna. She's scary.
"Yah, you, stay away from me." I told her as she looked at us while grinning. I moved a little, staying true to what I've just said.
I thought this girl was the sweetest thing that had ever happened to Devon, an angel, our savior to get the old Kim Devon back but I never thought a devil was hiding within her in disguise.
She made us all ride that fucking roller coaster until Dev would sing her a song.
She's mental.
Usually, we wouldn't have obliged but she threatened to burn all of our shoes if we don't. Yes, we know we can always buy a new one but after seeing that devious glint in her eyes, we all knew there's no turning back.
She has this weird way of thinking.
What's funny is, somehow, we're kind of hoping that it will work.
Who would have thought that she's a maniac with anything as scary as this?
We've only been an hour inside the amusement park and the boys except for Jack already wants to go home.
I look at Joseph, Jiro and Joshua hyung on the side as they crouch on the ground, afraid that they would vomit any minute.
We have been into the roller coaster three times and this girl keeps on asking more.
I moved a little and the next thing I knew was me grabbing Devon by the collar. "I don't care how you do it but you need to control this girl." I exclaimed, looking a little desperate. need to do this.
"Devon, I never dream to die because of a roller coaster. That's not cool." Noah added.
"But I-ahmm" he stopped midway. Somehow, I felt how uncomfortable he is and I understand where he's coming from.
He's not yet ready.
Luna said she'd only be satisfied in riding the roller coaster until she hears Devon sing which I doubt will happen ever after we stay for a week in this park.
We know he's been practicing in secret even before Luna came into our lives but then again, it's not that easy.
My chest tightens a little after realizing how hard it must be for him so I released my hands on him.
To be honest, Devon's voice didn't totally go away. It's just that he can't seem to sing in front of people like how he used to and that's the reason why he decided to leave Haven Heals Entertainment and TRIGGER.
But of course, TRIGGER wouldn't be complete without him so after all consideration, we decided to take a break. And we're lucky enough that Haven Heals respected our decision.
It was hard.
It was our dream. But I don't think anyone of us will be happy singing in front of our thousands of fans with only six of us. We're all TRIGGER. We're a family.
To be honest, he tried to convince us otherwise but we said it's okay.
For two years, we know he'd been carrying this inside his chest, a burden that was slowly eating him from the inside. He feels like he took our dreams away from us.
He's not aware that we knew everything that he's been doing to get himself healed and we appreciate that.
He once said, "Even before I became V of TRIGGER, I am just Kim Devon. But I never thought being V would bring both happiness and tragedy to my life."
Our heart ached after what he said.
He's hurting a lot and we're glad he's getting better.
V had a best friend, a fellow idol. And she died because of him. At least that's what he thought.
What hurts the most is, the girl can't stand hearing his voice and it came to the point that she said, it's slowly killing her.
But in the end, she killed Devon. She took his dreams, his happiness, his life.
We never knew the whole story but we know she died which made a great impact on Devon's life. He thought it was because of him.
No matter how we tell him that it isn't he can't seem to accept.
He cried a lot.
It pains to see him crying. Devon had always been a happy pill and he made every one of us laugh whenever he is sad. So now that he needs us, we can’t just abandon a brother.
No matter what it takes, we're going to go back with him.
For a year, Devon tried to hide himself from the public and he avoided listening to any music related to TRIGGER. That's why we traveled around. But then, his parents needed to do some traveling so we had to go back for his sister. Now, we ended ups staying near Haven Heals Entertainment. Funny right?
"How about we all try extreme drop?" she said as she jumps up and down, showing how excited she is.
"You can all go. I'll stay with Sarah here." I said.
"No. I'll stay with her. I think I'll going to die."
Luna laughed at what Joseph said.
"Yah, I never knew TRIGGER were scared cats." she chuckled.
"Hey, we're not scared. You're just so weird." Joshua hyung exclaimed.
"And how can you laugh at this time when all of us are almost dying?" Jiro added. "I'm going to tell Grandma about this." and she pouted at what she said.
"Babe, can we do it later? I mean, you don't want to end us bringing seven grown up boys to the hospital do you?" I cringed at what Devon said. Even after all those times I catch them kissing, I'm still not used to seeing them together. Though I admit, their little drama earlier was sweet.
"Ewwww, that was cringe-y, Devon. Stay away from me." Joseph said.
"Whatever, you're just jealous because you don't have a girlfriend." I laugh as Joseph pouted like a kid while Devon instantly hung her arms around Luna’s chest while the other just giggles her cheeks are obviously blushing.
We were all laughing around when Devon suddenly run forward leaving us all clueless.
And then he stopped in front of a little girl, probably the same age as Sarah, crying not to far away from us. We all walked towards their direction.
She's probably lost.
Devon crouched down in front of the little girl and smiled at her.
"Where is your mom?" Luna softly asked but the girl just continued crying.
"Don't cry baby, we're going to find your mom." Joshua hyung said as he tries to brush the locks on her face.
We looked around and try to see if there is someone looking around.
It's already getting dark and a few more people had been around.
"Mom!!!!" the girl cried a little louder. It looks like she's panicking. Sarah seemed scared and started crying as well so Luna quickly picked her up.
What is this mess?
Now, both of the girls where crying.
Luna moved away with Sarah. Jiro and Jack accompanied her just in case.
"Hey sweetie. Do you know what's the name of your mom?" I tried to ask her so we can at least try calling out her name.
I'm not sure what I said is registering on her mind because she continued to cry.
"I think we need to ask for help." Noah said.
I guess we have to contact the persons from the amusement park to ask for help.
"Hi. I'm Kim Devon. I can be your big brother for now." Devon said as he smiled at the girl. We were startled when the kid stopped crying a little and focused her attention to Devon.
"Oppa will carry you so we can find you mom, okay?" he said and again, we're shocked when the girl nodded.
Devon quickly picked her up and carried her, the girl wrapped her arms around him.
"Where's my mom?" she said as she leans her head towards Devon's shoulders.
"Don't worry, we're going to find her, okay?"
"Let's go. I think the service desk was actually that way." Noah pointed so we all started walking. Luna and the rest followed while Sarah is now with Jack.
Devon walked in front of us alongside with Noah.
I looked to my side and saw Luna smiling.
"What are you smiling about?" I asked her.
She didn't look back to my direction but continued staring at the man in front of us.
"He's such a sweetheart, don't you think? And he's good with kids." she said, her eyes shining.
God, this girl had fallen deeply for Devon, I'm not even sure if she's aware.
"Your drooling, do you know?" I teased her and she hit me by the shoulders.
We were already walking for good old five minutes when we heard a familiar voice echoing.
Don’t think of anything, stop whatever it is
Don’t say anything, just close your eyes
Just give me a smile
I still can’t believe what’s happening
All of this seems like a dream, a beautiful dream
Don’t try to disappear
Is it true? Is it you?
You You
You’re so beautiful, you’re my all
Untrue… but I hope it’s true
You You You
Will you stay by my side forever?
Will you promise me you’ll never leave?
If I let go of your hand, you’ll fly away and runaway
I’m scared to death, please don’t run away
Will you stop time, stop every thing
If this moment passes
As though it hadn’t happened
I’m scared, so please don’t leave…
We all stopped from our tracks when we heard his voice. It was so low, he sounded so gentle.
It has been two years since we last heard his voice in person. It was always just on the tape as we secretly listen to our songs.
He was singing our song "Butterfly".
My chest tightened and I felt the butterflies on my stomach.
I looked around and saw the others looking at the ground.
"Ah, what's this?" I looked back and saw Jiro wiping the tears on his cheeks as he tries to look up.
"Ahhh. Ge'ez. Why am I getting emotional?" Noah muttered as he try to fan himself.
I bit my lower lip as all of the emotions that I'm having right bow started to mess up with my system.
I have never been this happy.
Devon must have noticed that we're not following so he stopped from his tracks. He looked at us confused.
"Why did you all stop?" he asked.
Joseph covered his face, his cheeks now full of tears.
I tried to stop myself but then I felt the liquid flowing down my cheeks.
"Mom!" we all looked in front of us as the girl suddenly wiggled her body so Devon brought her down. She then ran to a woman who I assume is her mother.
"Mom. Are you okay?" I heard her asked as they hug each other.
She then looked at Devon and thanked her. Before we knew it, Devon was already standing in front of us as he watches us all getting emotional.
I hugged him real tight which he returned before I released him. My face stained with tears.
Luna was crying beside me.
"Why? Why are you all crying?" he asked.
"Yah, Kim Devon! You finally sing!" Joshua hyung told him.
Is he not aware?
He stared at us confused until it hit him.
You're almost there Devon.
I smiled.
You're almost there.