WHERE??
Have you ever wondered, Where did this stories came from?
Kiella Allison lavine is a strong independent girl who fell inlove for the first time but got cheated in the end. Cause of break up? Lies.
And for the second time around, her heart suddenly starts beating so damn fast! Making her roll her eyes and say... "ugh! Not again!"
But what happen to her second try? Is it going to go well or is she gonna end up broken because of another lies?
To think about it... Why do boys lie???
**********//KIELLA ALLISON LAVINE//***********
*PRESENT*
"Ah~ hahahaha."
I was just looking at the two couples in front of me being too flirty with each other as if there is no other people around them.
Today is Niña's birthday and she invited me and Rohanie to celebrate her birthday. But who would have thought that she will bring her boyfriend with her.
It was also out first meet and greet with her boyfriend. This bitch just drop a bomb in us saying that she finally found the one.
Huh! She looks like she wants to piss me. Because whenever she's doing some sweer gestures towards her boyfriend Niña will look at me with her teasing eyes.
I look at her with my cold eyes and she just answers it with a mocking laugh.
"Oh, why?" She asks with her teasing voice. I just shake my head before looking at Rohanie who keeps on eating as if she's eating alone.
I sigh. I have this circle of friends. My first best friends are lunatics. I was with them when we decided to leave the mental hospital. And I can say that we are doing fine.
And my second circle of friends is... here.
Rohanie and Niña. We are supposed to be five people. But the two boys is out of town making it just the three of us.
This circle of friends, hmm... This is my hopeless circle of friends.
Oh! We are not literally from mental hospital. But we are crazy bunch of girls.
To make the circle of friends short, I don't hang around with people who have hidden intentions.
I can count my friends with my fingers and with my finger toes.
I was quietly eating the chicken wings when a background song start to play making the two girls look at me.
"Giving colors to one's thoughts back to one's past~"
"Don't ever go back you'll just continue to get hurt~" I wince when Rohanie sing along with the music while looking at me.
"We  were destined to meet but not meant to be~" Niña mockingly sing too while looking at me and then she laughs like a mad woman.
Gosh! This girl is hopeless. She laughs like a man in front of her boyfriend. But I think that's one of the reason why she's one of my girl friends.
Because she's real. Not a fake.
"Next time, don't love an INC." Rohanie said while shaking her head.
I pout. Punyemas! #fakefriends. "I already moved on." I proudly said
Niña and Rohanie look at me with amusement dancing in their eyes. Even Niña's boyfriend look suddenly look at me.
I thought they will believe me but then, Niña started laughing.
"Don't you dare K! We know you too much to tell such a lies like that! You don't need to join a contest for the best marupok girl in town because you already have the crown! You are the queen of marurupok!"
I was speechless for a moment then Rohanie raisw my left hand making them stare at my paracord bracelet. It is the only bracelet that I keep on wearing even now.
Rohanie shake her head. "I'm not gonna say anything."
I frown. "I already have it even before! Let's not bring the past back because he already have someone. Hashtag, I just need to move on."
I know that they will just tease me because of this topic that is why I focus myself on eating the chicken wings.
Laughter filled our table. In the corner of my eyes, I saw Niña doing a hashtag sign in her hand before speaking. "Hashtag don't treat him mami so early."
I act as if I didn't hear anything while chewing the chicken inside my mouth.
"Don't choose your bebe over your friends." I immediately get a cup of water when I got choke by my food because of Rohanie's statement.
The laughter became louder. Even Niña's boyfriend laughs with them.
Rohanie shake her head while laughing. "Auto exis!"
Niña nod her head before saying the same words. "Yeah. Auto exis! We need to disown immediately."
We laughs because of what they said. I just nod my head because they know me.
If I will try to cover up for my martyr part, it will be too nonsense because they are my friend. They know me tok well.
I was laughing while nodding my head at the same time. "Yeah, Hastag leason learn!"
Niña put her chicken bone in the air. "Rule number one! Don't choose your bebe over your friends!"
Rohanie and I nodded to what Niña said. "Yup, that will be our rule...DON'T GO WITH SOMEONE WHO WILL NOT END UP WITH US."
Our laughter keep on gettin out of our mouth while saying silly things.
So stupid of me. I bitterly smile while lookibg at Niña. She looks so happy while spending her time with her boyfriend.
This is the their first meet up since they are from a different places.
I was smiling while looking at them. As I was looking at them I can't help but to think that maybe they are made for each other.
I sigh as a flash of memories came across my mind.
It was the time where I'm still with him.
I immediately clear my thoughts. I can't let them see that I'm still affected with my previous relationship.
I hear Rohanie sigh. "Haynako L. You are like a drugs. You strikes K's mind to the point that she's still inlove with you!"
Niña laughs. And I rolled my eyes as I give them my bored look. Looks like this hopeless girls like to tease me huh.
They keep on focusing their attention on me!
"She's still high with you until now." Rohanie said making me face palm myself while Niña keep on laughing.
Yeah... they are right. Until now I'm still high with him.
I frown. "Ugh. I need to get him out of my damn mind!"
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"Hey, this is a story I hate
And telling it might make me break
But I'll tell it anyway
This chapter's about
How you said there was nobody else
Then you got up and went to her house
You guys always left me out~"
It was already five thirty in the afternoon when I decided to go home. After eating at the unliwings, we decided to spend our time together since the pandemic start.
Rohanie and I keeps on taking pictures while the couples are flirting with each other.
"I still have the letter you wrote
When you told me that I was the only girl
You'd ever want in your life
I guess my friends were right~"
I smile when I remember seeing the side of Niña that I have never seen before. I just saw those sides of her today because of the man. And I hope that Aj (Niña's boyfriend) won't break her heart.
I don't want them to feel the feeling that I felt before...
A message suddenly pop out of my phone that is why I immediately read it.
The message is from Niña.
From Niña:
Kkkkkkkkkk!
From Niña:
Ily.
From Niña:
HOOOOOY!!
From Niña:
Are yoy alright?
From Niña:
ANSWER ME!
From Niña:
I'M STILL TALKING TO YOU BISH!
I just shake my head. Is this one of the effect of having a boyfriend?
To Niña:
Ngii? Why saying "I love you" today?
To Niña:
Are you into drugs?
This is new to me. Her saying this words and filling my messenger with her message.
From Niña:
Because there are people who loves you.
A smile crept into my face.
From Niña:
L doesn't love you.
From Niña:
That why I will be the one who will say I love you to you.
My smile suddenly drop when I read her message. I just give her a finger fuck emoji.
"I think this girl is under a drug label by the name of love."
From Niña:
HOYYY! ANSWER ME!
I just shake my head before typing...
To Niña:
I already moved on Ninaxx. He can't affect me now:)
Maybe I'm lying to myself. But I gotta believe that I already moved on in order to move on completely.
From Niña:
You said that you'd already moved on but look at the emoji that you user.
Our conversation makes me laugh. I can't believe that moved on words too.
Yeah. That words is not convincing after all.
"Each day goes by and each night, I cry
Somebody saw you with her last night
You gave me your word, "Don't worry 'bout her"
You might love her now, but you loved me first
Said you'd never hurt me, but here we are
Oh, you swore on every star
How could you be so reckless with my heart?~"
I'm still walking when I suddenly got a call from Niña.
"Believe it if you don't want me to disown you." Niña said.
This is making me confuse. Why all of the sudden she's being like this?
I laugh before answering her. "Why?"
I hear her sigh. "So are you okay?" She asks.
I'm confuse because of her questions. Maybe because of our topic earlier?
Ugh! Who said to bring the past back?!
"Physically or emotionally?" I asks while walking. I'm still kilometers away from our house but I always want to walk in this dark road.
"You check in and out
Of my heart like a hotel
And she must be perfect, oh well
I hope you both go to hell~"
"I'm not gonna ask you spiritually, You are a demon remember? Hahahaha joke." Niña laughs like a mad woman. Her laughter makes me laugh too.
I just ended the call. She's like a drunk woman who keeps on messing with me because she's drunk.
I just don't know what to say so I ended up the call. They know me anyways.
"How could you be so reckless?
How could you be so reckless?
How could you be so reckless with someone's heart?~"
I'm too deep... that is why they think they can easily hurt me.
I'm too sensitive... that is why they think a tiny thing can makes me cry.
But they don't know that I'm too cold hearted to believe their shits.
I abruptly stop walking when I unexpectedly saw a person that I keep on ignoring.
When our eyes met, the memories that I keep hiding in the dark suddenly came as if they are some kind of movies in my mind.
All of the memories that I shared with him, they are all coming back in my mind.
There is one memory that got too stuck up inside my head. The day that I tried comforting him for the first time.
("There are no couples braking up for no reason.")
("I love you.")
They said...
Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
I chatted,
You replied,
Few months ago, We acted like we never knew each other.
"Hey, this is a story I hate
But I told it to cope with the pain
I'm so sorry if you can relate~"