"So why does he need to lie?" I ask Niña and Rohanie while we are walking. School year is almost over and we visited some school.
By boredom I tell them what happened to my friend. I did not mention Zia's name, I just want their opinions with what I saw when I was about to go yesterday.
Rohanie shrug. "Maybe because he doesn't want to hurt her?"
I tsed before shaking my head. "Nah, I don't think so. I think they have a rough break up."
I look at Niña and she look back. "You said that it's look like that her ex looks like he's dating the girl in the mall long time now right? Maybe you are right. Or maybe not. But in my point of view, they just broke up recently. And now your other friend is crying her eyes then after that her ex is already dating another girl." Niña shake her head.
"Girl, trust me. That girl is already in the picture a long time ago."
I nod at her. I think too. "He is a lying cheating man indeed." I grimace. "So basically men will lie when they are already in a relationship but fallen for someone."
The three of us nodd our head. "Yeah, for their own good."
"By the way--" I look at Niña. "Luigi wants to talk to you. He said that he need to tell you something."
I frown. If he need to tell me something..."Why not chat me if he needs to tell me something?"
Niña shrug and all of the sudden my phone beep. It was a massage from Luigi. I open it to read it.
Luigi: I do smoke.
Luigi: I drink.
Luigi: I used W**ds.
I just read it but I didn't reply to him. I'm confuse as I look at Niña.
"Oh? So? What's with this?" I ask her. She shrug. "He chat me first saying his flaws. And I told him to tell you because you will understand him no matter what flaws he have."
When we stop in the terminal. I can't help myself but to look at Niña. I just stare at her as I remember the time when We are together. Luigi, Niña and I.
I know that Luigi approach Niña first, but I can't help myself but to think-- what if Luigi likes Niña? Can I take that? To tell the truth, I hope-- No, I pray to Lord that He doesn't like her. It will hurt me.
"I don't like that Idea..." I whisper. Niña and Ronnie is talking. I bet they didn't hear those words. I don't want them to hear it anyway.
I'm not in the position to judge Luigi. And I will never judge him because of his flaws. I'm actually thankful that he told me those things. I know it's not a secret but it's still a big deal to me...
When I was finally back home, I call my friends. I need to ask them an important question.
"Yow! What's new?" Angel ask follow by Phammy. "If there is a meet up there is a gossip!"
I crunch my face. "Not a gossip but a question." Both of them look at me. Huh, I get their attention now huh?
First I look at Angel and ask. "What kind of feeling do you feel when you fell inlove with Justine?"
Angel raised a brow and dare not to answer. "Duh! Hmp! What kind of question is that? As if you have never been inlove." I roll my eyes at Phammy.
"No! This is new to me! This kind of thing never happened to me when Ecko and I are still together." I frown as I remember what I felt for my first boyfriend. Well, first ex too.
"In the past? My heartbeat pound like a mad heart and I felt a butterfly in my stomach." Oh shet...
"Mine? My Vgina beat for him." My nostril flare as I glare at Phammy. What a dirty mouth she have!
Angel laugh while shaking her head as Phammy continue playing.
"Why All? Are you inlove again?" Angel give me a thick eye while looking at me intently.
I dare not to answer her question instead I smile at her.
When I go home, My mind is clouded of things about Luigi. Every moments that We are together came into my mind like a flashback.
I still remember what Rohanie said few months ago. She told me about being inlove with Luigi.
//FLASHBACK//
"Hmm? How can you say so?" I ask them while we are drinking a cup of coffee and hot chocolate in our favortie coffee machine of Aling Violet.
Niña is about to talk when someone put a hand in my eyes making me see nothing but darkness. I frown as I ready myself to be a cursing machine.
This someone's hand smell like barbecue. Hmm, yummy! I mean the hand Alright?
"Epal talaga 'to!" Niña said sounding so pissed off.
Luigi laugh before leaving us alone. Oh, there house is around the corner while Niña and I are here because of food.
"That, It's one of the reason that I see." Rohanie sarcastically said making me look at her full of confusion.
"Huh? I don't get it." I eat the last blood sausage before throwing the stick in the trash can.
"That's it. The thing that Luigi did. If someone do that to you, you will throw a fist and you will basically going to be a cursing machine. Remember when Luigi jokingly slap your forehead? Instead of being mad like the usual you, you laugh and you didn't do anything about it.
But if it is us who will do that to you--- You will give the pain double than what We did."
I laugh at Rohanie's explanation while Niña is nodding her head.
"Yeah! Then if you are talking to Luigi you are like a barbie girl! Tch! Iw!" Niña's nose wrinkled.
Their words made me realise my situation with him. I treated him so differently. I close my eyes when I felt my head hurts then suddenly I open it when I realized something...
"Shit! I don't see him as a bestfriend!" Shit! Shiz! Cheese!
//END OF FLASHBACKS//