Days turned into weeks and weeks turned into months, Matt Jones still wasn't back. He had been touring the world on his business summit, and I had a long moment of peace, love and happiness that I never thought existed.
However, my relationship with Kale didn't really go as smooth as expected. There was Halen, and she was both an enemy and a lover.
Her jealousy would kill me, so I decided to choose her over Kale, for the good of everyone.
Halen was the kind of girl with an angelic smile and a dreadful temper. I loved her nagging, I loved her stubbornness, I was in love with all of her, and everything about her. But sometimes in life, There's always a hole waiting for us to fall in, and once we do, we don't get out of it, even if we do eventually, it will always be in our memory panel that we were once in a hole, a dark hole.
~ No matter how much someone loves you, they are still capable of hurting you, very much. ~
The instructors might have finished their sessions with us for the season, the interns office wasn't actually great with it's fun and accommodating atmosphere, Not if you have a lover though.
~ But it was particularly disastrous, a lot of noise, a lot of fun and alot of shit– that makes life worth living. ~
I, and Halen were always together by the way. Tegard Jnr had started talking to her as a friend, he was nice, but vicious. He looked like a very nice and great guy outside, but not inside, and I had been seeing him for what and who he really was.
Something came up and we both went to attend to it. It was some natural life scene on a screen. Halen stood right beside me as we watched the beautiful scenarios unfold, we were holding hands together, which wasn't enough for her. So she dropped her head on my shoulder, and leaned on me, and took my hand to her bum.
"Hmm, you two want to make love in class?" Some bitch exclaimed, laughing, as usual. I was embarrassed. I didn't even know she was looking.
"Yo mind your fucking business" I snarled, and got my hand away from Halen's back. I could see that she wondered why I would do that just because someone had a problem with that.
Tegard Jnr had his way into the office and joined us. His skin must have touched hers, I could tell it was cool and smooth, peaceful, but deceitful. I shouldn't have done that, and I wished I could take it back, but before I could get to a conclusion…
"Hey" he said, looking at Halen.
"Hey" she replied, still looking inside the tablet. I was now leaning on Halen's body.
Tegard Jnr started touching her randomly, and she shook her body as he did. I was puzzled, and looked at her like she was under some drug influence, but that was Halen, what was she trying to accomplish??
"You got a nice chest" she said, as she led her hand around his chest.
"Aww thanks" he said with a smile.
"You're welcome" she said, in a moaning tone.
That was stupid, yes. She started drifting away from me to be near him more. She probably felt that she was in for something, and being with me like that would blow it all away.
I thought she was a fulltime lesbian? However, I didn't act like I cared too much about it, I was just waiting to see what would happen.
I wondered if she was just trying to take revenge on me, but for all I know, she wasn't aware of anything.
They were beginning to have a good time, while I waited for her to come back, watching the show that occupied the time.
I couldn't hold back, she was mine, how could I pretend that I didn't care?
I came close again, eager for a touch, eager to feel her hands around my body.
Was it the atmosphere? They seemed to be a little horny.
And again, she had to adjust further, but this time she did it as if there was something important she had to reach. We were just going around within the circle of a few peeps watching a show.
Tegard Jnr came around again, this time seeking out something.
"What are you looking for?" Halen asked, with a low voice.
"Something , something…"
She looked at him and bit her lips, and the effect of that on my whole self was hectic.
"Haha what?" He asked with a chuckle.
"Something you can give me?" She said with a wink, I was left puzzled again, but I knew, I knew he was in for some treat, or trick. I was completely away from the love of my life, and at that moment, somehow all that mattered was what Tegard Jnr was up to. But you know what to expect from a flirty girl. They are never serious, and it never occurred to me.
"Hmm I don't know" he replied
"But, you have a thing… right?"
"Everyone has a thing, of course," he replied confidently.
"Very good. I want your thing" she said with a sensual trigger, I watched her attractive lips drop, and I quickly imagined Tegard kissing it.
"I'll give you my thing then, how ever you want it" he said, with the effect of full awareness of what he was getting himself into. It looked like they were going to hit something off soon!
I was going crazy, but I couldn't do anything, I didn't want to offend Halen by creating a scene.
"I'll come for it then, get ready to give it to me, front, and back, I want it hard, warm and sweet" she said slowly, with an appealing smile, and walked out of the office.
"What the fuck!" I gasped as I watched Tegard Jnr go after her.
Did I just watch my girlfriend cheat on me in my presence? I gulped, and felt some warm liquid drop and drool down on my cheeks, I used my fingers to wipe my tears away, but I couldn't take it anymore, so I decided to let her be.
But then I couldn't, I wanted to see her, I wanted to touch her or even hear her voice, so I tried approaching her.
My efforts seemed to be in vain, when it was time to go home and I haven't seen Halen again.
I checked around the empty offices, the toilets, the instructors office, and even at my favourite spot. But, she was nowhere to be found.