Love the sinner, Hate the sin 10

Being his mom
I wasn't thinking properly when I screamed at the boys, I was exhausted and tired but they just kept pissing me off.
" You better pick your phone or you are dead, '' Miley left a voicemail.
" Aishhhh, I whined while dialling Miley's call line.
" Miley honey….How have you been...I smiled nervously.
" You riff-raff, How can you shut me out like that????? Miley yelled.
" Where are you right now???? I asked shutting my room door so I wouldn't be interrupted and I went to the bathroom.
" That's the question that should be directed to you and not me, Tessa Smith. Where on earth are you????
" Miley am not a kid, remember, '' I chuckled.
" Am serious here girl, How can you just rush off and the next thing grandma's bills are settled, When we all know how broke you were... Tessa what are you????
" MG mansion, I finally disclosed.
" Are you crazy???? Do I look like I am kidding???
" Miley I promise I will come over tomorrow, '' I said.
" You better, Miley hung up.
" Shoot...She must be so upset…
Seth's pov.
I found myself sinking into the same memory just like I felt Ten years ago when mom was leaving. I was back in the same place on a rainy day when my mom was about to leave and I stood watching fifteen years old I watch her go but Dad didn't make any move to stop her.
" Mom…..I woke up searching around the room like I wanted to see my mom, I ran to the bathroom and my wardrobe but she wasn't there.
" Seth…... I heard someone knock on the door.
" Mom…..I ran to the door and a female was standing there and I just grabbed her in my hands and hugged her.
" Mom please don't leave, Mom...Mom... Please don't leave...
Tessa's pov.
I wasn't sure why he was calling me his mom but I just rearranged in my head that he must be having an episode.
" Ahhhh Seth what are you doing here alone???? I smiled, patting his head.
" Mom, are you leaving soon???? Seth asked.
" Uhmmmmm, No, No…
" Please don't leave, Seth squeaked.
" I won't leave so please don't cry, '' I smiled.
" Mom, you look pretty today, '' Seth smiled.
" Ahhhh I got dressed because we are having a barbeque party, '' I giggled.
" Don't go if dad is going to be there, '' Seth frowned.
I couldn't believe how cute he was. He must not have always been like this. He's so sweet when he was with his mom he wouldn't even let go of my hand.
" Your dad isn't going to be there, Come on let's go...I grabbed his hand and we headed for the back.
"Mom…
" Hmmm
" Why did you fall your hair today??? You always tie it up, Did Dad hit you???
" Huh no-no, Do you want me to tie it again???? I smiled.
" No, you still look very pretty…
" Huh, isn't that Seth and Doctor Sandra???? Eddy gasped.
" Why are they walking hand in hand and even smiling, Jimmy snickered.
" It's so weird, Adrian wondered.
" Hi guys, I smiled.
" What's going on???? Daniel asked.
" He's having an episode, He thinks I'm his mom, '' I whispered.
" MOM !!!! Seth called out.
" Who are these people????
" I can't watch this. Adrian always felt sad whenever Seth was having an episode especially when he mistakes the first person he sees after having that nightmare as his mother. He was once mistaken for his mother and he felt emotional for Seth the whole day. He might be a lion on the outside but he was just a calm dove who just wanted motherly love on the inside.
" I don't know them, Seth sighed.
" Ahhhh this is Eddy…
" Hello, Eddy waved.
" This is Jimmy, '' I smiled.
" Hey, Jimmy sighed.
" Daniel and Adrian…
" Ahhhh I know Daniel but he looks older, They all look older, Mom are you sure they're my friends, Seth smiled.
This was the first time I was seeing his smile. It was so peaceful and beautiful and I wanted to see him smile more often.
" Ahhhh do they??? I looked at Seth confused.
" He still thinks he's a teenager, Daniel sighed.
" Ahhhh, I looked at Seth and Daniel was right, Seth was still clingy to me and he just couldn't stop smiling.
" Seat...Seat...Eddy smiled.
" Mom, am I allowed to drink all of this alcohol??? Seth smiled at me.
" Yes...Yes... Drink all you want, I smiled.
" You are a bad mom, Daniel chuckled.
" You won't blame me, '' I smiled.
I joined Daniel at the lake view.
" When will he snap out of it ??? I asked, looking at Seth as he played with the boys.
" I bet they don't want him to, Daniel smiled.
" Ahhh I think so too, Does he remember what happens when he's in his right senses???
" Yes but not all of it, He remembers some parts and he locks himself indoors for the rest of the day, Daniel sighed.
" Why ????
" Let's say he's ashamed of himself and he tends to have low self-esteem after every episode. If we have a concert or presentation we can't do it because he will be so low-spirited, Daniel sighed...
" Low self-esteem… I sighed.
" Being his mom must be tiring, Daniel smiled.
" It's not, He probably would lock himself forever if he finds out I am the one, I sighed...
" I don't think you did better than the rest of us. When it was Adrian he thought was his mom, Adrian kept telling him he wasn't his mom because he didn't realise it earlier and Seth burst into tears. It was sad but It was also funny, Daniel laughed.
" That vampire, How did he do ??? I asked, pointing at jimmy…
" Jimmy was the second best, Jimmy made him dinner and even helped wash his hair. They spent the whole day together and Jimmy listened to Seth play him a song, Daniel smiled.
" Woahhhh how am I the best, Jimmy was so sweet...
" He hasn't cried, see he has been beaming with smiles, That's new even for that personality, '' Daniel said.
" How did you do???? I asked.
" I have never been his mom before, Daniel said.
" I bet you would have done great too, You guys seem to be really close...
" We have been friends since we were kids and I was the first person he told about his disorder, '' Daniel smiled.
" It must have been really tough for him, I sighed.
" It has always been tough for Seth…
" Mom !!!!!!! Seth called out.
" I have to go, '' I smiled.
" Okay... Daniel smiled.
" Mom…..Seth giggled.
" Why did you guys let him drink a lot???? I scolded...
" You said he could drink as he wanted, '' Eddy giggled.
" Ahhhh, You are such a bad mom, '' Adrian said.
" Help me hold him... Huh...
" The last time Seth was drunk he puked on my favourite shirt, Eddy shrank.
" It was my face, '' Jimmy groused as he walked to the lake view.
" Wait for me, Eddy followed him.
" Addy...I smiled.
" Don't call me that, Adrian stood up and helped Seth.
" Mom….Seth hugged me.
I couldn't breathe because he was choking me.
" Help will you, '' I whispered to Adrian.
" Huh yes, Adrian smiled.
We managed to get Seth inside but Adrian left us and went back inside.
" I didn't even eat any barbeque because you, I didn't even drink at all…..
" Mom, are you mad at me???? Seth lamented as he looked at me up and down.
" No No, Just stay here I will bring water, '' I smiled.
" Mom, where are you going????
" Over there, I pointed at the fridge.
" Let me come with you, Seth whimpered.
" Huh, Okay...I smiled.
Seth must have really loved his mom and even though he was just a teenager he wanted to protect her every time.
" Mom…
" Hmmm
" Are you still going to leave???? Seth frowned.
" Ahhhhh, Was I going to leave???? I wanted to know the reason why Seth developed this personality.
" Yes you left a note to my tutor that you wanted to leave after Dad beat you up and broke your nose, Mom please don't leave….
" Daniel didn't tell me about this one or was this the eighteen-year-old Seth that misses his mom but he doesn't seem desperate at all just clingy and protective, I sighed.
" Mom, are you leaving????
" No, No, Let's get you to bed, I wanted to ask about this personality but the only way of doing it was to make him fall asleep.
Seth and I went to his room and he was still holding my hands.
" Will you sleep???? I whined in my mind.
" Mom…. Sleep in my room tonight, An worried dad might hit you again, Seth whined.
" Ohhhh, No, No, I am going to sleep elsewhere…
" Mom….Seth made a sad face.
" Tessa you can't sleep here, Seth will kill you when he finally gets back to his senses, '' I said in my mind.
" Mom !!!! Dad has a baseball bat, Seth cried out.
" Ahhhh Okay, Okay...I frowned as I lay by his side.
" Mom, don't leave without me, okay?'' Seth said and slept off. Before he slept off, he held my hands so tight that I couldn't even let go, so I just gave up and vowed not to fall asleep.
Seth's pov.
Why was my head hurting so early this morning?
" Arghhhh, I grabbed my phone but when I opened my eyes she was laying there, Sleeping peacefully like a baby.
" Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!? Seth screamed and let go of Tessa's hands and pushed her making her fall out of the bed.
" Aishhhhh, Tessa screamed, holding her head.
" What are you doing here???? Seth yelled.