Love the sinner, hate the sin 19
She snapped
I couldn't believe he thought his eyes were that charming, It is charming but it was colder than it was charming…
" Doctor Sandra... Sorry... Sandra, Eddy called out.
" Are you guys still up??? I asked walking to the kitchen area...
" You just left us a few minutes ago, Jimmy chuckled.
" Ahhhh I see, I laughed…" what are you guys making????
" We were too lazy to cook so we ordered pizza and some sushi, Adrian said.
" It's taking forever already, Eddy sighed.
" Sandra you seem upset, What's up ???? Daniel asked.
" Is it that obvious???? I scoffed.
" Is it your leg ??? Adrian asked.
" It stings right??? Eddy shrunk.
" You guys are so cute, I smiled messing up Eddy's hair.
" You can only do that to me okay??? Am the youngest after all...Eddy chuckled.
" If only he was as nice as you guys, It could have been Eddy, Or Jimmy or Daniel or even Adrian I could have managed perfectly... But it just as to be him...I sighed.
" Seth really is cold-hearted but he's a sweetheart sometimes, Daniel smiled.
" Name one time he was sweet...I scoffed.
" He knew I have always wanted to be a lead singer of any of our songs and he let me sing the lead part in our last ep, He acted like it wasn't a big deal but it was really sweet of him... Jimmy smiled.
" Ahhhh I remember one time when we had an important shoot but I was down and depressed because it was my grandma's death anniversary, Seth lied to the committee that we missed our flight and we all had a nice pool party outside to cheer me up, It was really cute...Eddy smiled.
" That was one of our greatest memories ever, Daniel smiled.
" I remember when the Housekeeper spread the news of me being gay, I couldn't look my mom in the eye because she kind of believed the news...Seth drove two hours to my mom's house and he convinced her it wasn't true and he even told her all my past female lovers, He announced an emergency press conference and he made the PR team work harder so the rumor would go away, We even went on a vacation even though he didn't like going on breaks, Seth would always bring nice stuff up when he knew I just read a hate comment...He always hides the sweet part of him but He is sweet, Adrian smiled.
" How could I forget what he did when we first got signed, The partners didn't want us to be a band they only offered Seth a contract and promised to sign just two of us more but Seth refused the offer and fought for us to be a team, Daniel smiled.
" So he isn't that bad, We just have to bring out the sweetness in him, I noted.
" Yeah, Seth became colder when he realized he was having PTSD, He drifted apart from us and made himself his own companion, Daniel sighed.
" I have a plan, I ran off.
" The pizza just got here, Eddy shouted to draw my attention...
" Next time, I replied.
I ran to Seth's room and knocked several times but he wasn't there, I came in but he wasn't in his room, I checked the house but he wasn't there.
" Guys have you seen Seth, I can't find him anyway, I said gasping for air because I was running around.
" Have you checked the studio???? Daniel asked.
" Yes everywhere….I replied.
" He's outside I guess, He likes looking at the stars at night, Jimmy said.
" Okay, thanks…. I grabbed a slice of pizza and ran off.
" She's so cute, unlike most professional doctors they look too serious, Eddy chuckled.
" You are just saying that because you are always scared of the needle… Jimmy laughed...
I ran outside and Seth was standing on the rooftop, I could see that he was standing on the rooftop.
" What is he doing there??? Staring like that…..Seth…Seth...Seth….I shouted but he wasn't replying that's when my mind went to his most dangerous personality, Suicidal thoughts...He was going to jump down...I ran with speed to the penthouse.
" Seth...Seth...I called out as I walked closer to him but he wasn't replying...
" Seth ….I grabbed his hands and pulled him down causing the both of us to fall on the floor, I was grateful he didn't do it.
" Seth...Seth...Are you okay ??? Are you alright???? I asked immediately we both stood up…
" What are you doing??? Seth yelled removing his ear pod.
Was that why he couldn't hear me…
" Are you deaf ???? I said what are you doing here??? Seth yelled.
" I was worried that you were sleeping walking or maybe you were having another episode...I stuttered.
" Are you stalking me???
" What were you doing on the rooftop??? It's dangerous I even thought you wanted to jump down, I trembled.
" Do you not understand what alone time means???? Can't you do your job without meddling in my business, Seth said.
" Huh….
" Don't talk to me when you are not asked to ???? Stop walking behind me it's creepy…. stop barging into my room and asking me stupid questions... You already being here stress me out….Seth yelled.
" Seriously….
" Yes… You said you are worried about my stress right???? Then get out of my sight... You being here and being my doctor already stresses me out...Seth yelled.
I knew he wasn't having an episode he was just being the asshole that he is.
" Seriously I can't believe I was worried about you, I scoffed.
" I didn't ask you to be…
" Hey look here….The fact that everybody knows who you are or worships you and says nice things to you doesn't mean you should see other people as trash and talk to them as you please, Do you think you are the only person in this world??? Or better still do your fans know that you have a really cruel personality….
" What did you just say ???? Seth yelled walking closer.
" You sleepwalking or having PTSD isn't just the problem here, You should fix your attitude and try to be a better person first...I yelled and walked out...I saw the boys and I just looked away and walked out.
I dashed inside upset and raging mad... Daniel even called my name twice but I ignored it and immediately I was inside my room, I slammed the door and threw my phone on the bed...I ran my hands through my hair in frustration.
" Arghhhh...I can't take this anymore...I screamed.
" What did you say to her??? She was looking for you everywhere???? Daniel asked.
" None of your business, Seth walked out.
I managed to snap out of what I was feeling after I slept for some time, I woke up and started researching PTSD...
" It's late already, I sighed as I looked at my wall clock it was two hours past midnight.
" I need a refill, I stood up and headed for the kitchen to get water.
The house was quiet and it seemed like everyone has already fallen asleep until I started hearing approaching footsteps, It was getting closer and closer so I switched on the light it was Adrian.
" Huh... Doctor Sandra….
" Where you out with Lisa??? I yawned.
" Yes you haven't fallen asleep, Adrian asked.
" I just woke up, I was looking something up so I came out to get water...I said.
" Ahhhh I see…
" You are such a bad sneaker, Wipe the lipgloss on your cheeks, I chuckled.
" Thanks... Adrian giggled...
" Get some rest, I switched off the light and Adrian continued his sneak walk.
" They're so funny, I chuckled.
I was refilling my water when I heard footsteps again…
" Adrian did you forget something???? I switched on the light and saw Seth.
" Gosh. You startled me...I gasped, Seth didn't reply but he kept walking...
" Where are you going???? I asked but he still didn't reply, He kept walking he even kicked Daniel's guitar that was leaning on the floor but he still didn't move, It was like he didn't feel anything…
" He's sleepwalking, Should I call someone??? He said he didn't want me in his business right??? I thought to myself meanwhile Seth was still walking.
I remembered one of Sandra's videos she advised if a patient was sleepwalking he shouldn't go outside because it might be dangerous because he's still asleep and I shouldn't try to wake up by force or even startle him, He might become aggressive.
" What do I do??? I panicked following him, He walked to the door but I blocked him from going outside so he retreated.
" Seth...Seth… Wake up... Wake up... I followed him, He made a quick turn and I was startled...I fell on the floor and I wasn't the only one who fell...Seth fell too but he fell flat on me.
My heart raced and it did the more when he called my name.
" Doctor Sandra….
" You are awake….I pushed him away.