Love the sinner, Hate the sin 26.
His father.
Seth's pov.
I showered and changed into new clothes but my mind was still not at ease, Since the trip I still felt a little doubt concerning the wallflower,I knew I saw just three but if I am to use Doctor Sandra's therapy is actually nine,I wasn't sure if that was what kept bothering me or it was what she said after, Erasing old memory wasn't an habit of mine I always kept it inside of me because I didn't want to forget how badly life chose to treat a little boy,It doesn't go away it's part of me just the way the personalities are gradually becoming part of me because I couldn't control them.
" It's all his fault,I sighed.
Tessa's pov.
I have been digging for hours and I still haven't found anything relating to Seth background it was only stated that he was N only child but no details about his family was given except the fact that his father is a wealthy business tycoon,It was frustrating and it lead to no ends,I needed more than the internet was a offering.
" Did Adrian say there are at the cinema room ???? Yes Daniel has been an old friend.. He's going to know more than enough,I left my room and Seth was coincidentally leaving his room too.
" Where are you going ???? I asked.
" This is my house,I am supposed to be asking you that question... Seth replied.
" Ahhhhh I was going to watch the movie with the boys,I said.
" Ohhhh!! Whatever... Seth walked out.
" Are you headed there too ???? I asked him.
" Why do you keep following me?????
" I just wanted to know if you are going to the cinema room too ????
" I am going to drag the boys to rehearsal, Watching a movie isn't what we need right now, Seth said.
" Aishhh that's why you are my least favorite,Why so boring….I scoffed.
" What did you just say????
" You heard me,I like everyone in this house except you,I teased.
" What does that have to do with me!!!! I don't need you to like me,The world adores me... Seth said with some great sense of Aura felt.
" Aishhh if only the world could see a little bit of who you are, You will also be their least favorite...I taunted.
" I don't have time for you….
" Of course you don't,I said trying to catch up with him..
" Aishhh…
Seth opened the cinema door and walked to the projector screen and switched it off..
" Heyyyyyyy….Eddy yelled.
" Not cool dude, What was that for???? Adrian complained.
" It was like the scene I was waiting for, Jimmy cried out.
" Is everything okay???? Daniel asked.
" We need to practice,We don't have time for movies…
" Why do you have to be a joy killer, Eddy threw a pillow at Seth.
" We have a new release in three months time,Seth said holding the pillow before it even had to hit him.
" We have more than enough time…..Jimmy complained.
" Yeah at least to watch this whole season, Eddy replied.
" The boys are right even Mrs Tae mo is on vacation, What's wrong with movie night???? I asked Seth.
" It's a waste of time,Seth repeated.
" Doctor Sandra do you want to join us????? Jimmy asked.
" Yes sure,I smiled.
" You can sit here, Adrian said.
" Woahhhhh!!! Adrian you are making it obvious that something is going between you too,Eddy giggled.
" I mean you don't like anyone to seat next to you while watching any movie so why the sudden change of mind,Jimmy stroke his chin.
" Sandra and I are just really close friends, Right????
" We are just friends not really so close,I said and sat next to him.
" Yeahhh but you have us wondering what exactly is going on between you too….
" We can watch the movie,Seth cut in...It felt like he was covering for me but apart from the fact that I know Adrian's secret they really is nothing between us.
" We are watching this really cool movie, It's about a town where some teenagers were been killed by someone wearing a mask of their face…
" Creepy right... Eddy asked reading the look on my face.
" I mean I wanna know who the jerk is,I sat up. After the movie I headed to the garden I wanted a quiet time so I could call my grandma,She was at the elderly people home even if she wasn't so old.
" What are you doing here ???? Seth asked.
" You know I am begging to think that you are following me,I sighed.
" Why should I ????
" I mean why should you???? I don't even like you... Like I said earlier my least favorite…
" Why ??? I mean I am a natural...Seth boasted.
" In your dreams,I chuckled.
" I do take that as an insult,Seth frowned.
" I can tell you a million and one reason why I don't like you,One of which is very noticable is your attitude..Damn !!!! It's so bad,Rude, Arrogant, Bossy, Proud, Narcissistic... Just one person... That's not likable,I scoffed.
" What are you doing???? Seth changed the topic.
" Trying to do a background check on your father... Damn that dude is so hard to find,I sighed.
" Why????
" For work,None or your business….
" Last time I checked I am the patient,Seth chuckled.
" Look who is smiling these days,I teased.
" Let me guess you searched Seth's father….Seth laughed.
" I added your last name but yet I couldn't see any good information,Not even a name or a picture..
" It's because I haven't talked about him before but my dad is really popular... He's a music producer,Seth said.
" Woahhhhhh so like music runs in the family,I smiled.
" If you want to say it that way,Seth frowned.
" My family is known for their farming skills,I teased.
" What !!!! Really...They must be good farmers,Seth said.
" That was a joke...Dude you can't even figure out if something is for comic relief...I was being ironical but yet you still couldn't deduce that it was a joke, Woooowwww That's why you are single…
" What did you just say ????
" What ???? You are single right !!!
" Yes I am and it's not because I am not interested in dating it's just because I don't believe in love, Seth said.
" I have been in love before...I was soooo in love but I guess you are right... Love doesn't exist..I sighed remembering Leo.
" The person must have done you dirty,Seth said.
" He played me because I was vulnerable,I muttered.
" Robert Hutchinson….
" What !!!!
" That's my dad's insta, You can find out more about him there and stalk him all you want but don't involve me,Seth said walking out.
" Seth !!!!!
" What now???
" We have to talk,I said.
" About what????
" Your dad, We are not going to progress before your release if we don't tackle old memories,I need to know more about your dad...I said.
" Where do I start??? The part of him being abusive and unsupportive,Or the part of him being an abusive father and a cheat..Or the fact that he was a manipulator,Seth frowned.
" Seth we have to talk about it, You have to open up to someone and at least feel a little bit better,It must not be me but at least let someone know what's bothering you every time,The world does not evolve around your shoulders,If you want help ask for help...I said and Seth walked to where I was saying his eyes was filled with worries and for some reason I felt so bad for him, Before I could say something I was in his arms…
" Seth….
" Please for a minute,Seth held me closer.
" Seems like you are losing already, Adrian said staring at Seth and Tessa from his room window with Daniel.
" I wasn't in some competition, Daniel frowned.
" Well if you want to win her over you have to be in a competition but I am rooting for you though,She isn't Seth's time and she's my friend I don't want to see her heartbroken.
" Dude cut it out, Daniel walked out.
" It might be early but feelings sure is growing between them, Adrian smirked.
Seth's pov.
Her arms were comforting,It reminded me of whenever my mom held me in her hands, Waters run down my eyes but I held it in once again just like I have always done it.
" Adams Walter,I said.
" What ??? Doctor Sandra looked at me.
" You want to know about my dad right, Goggle him it's Adams Walter...I don't have anything to say about him,I turned to leave.
It wasn't enough information,What Seth told me wasn't enough information for me to know about his father, Even though Seth didn't want to talk about it,It was the best opportunity to get information from him.
" Seth….The only way to get your dad out of your head and erase all of his memory from your head is talking about it, Seth you have to open up… I held his hand.
" Follow me, Seth grabbed my hand and we headed for his room..
" I can not unsee what I just saw, Jimmy chuckled.
" Doctor Sandra and Seth are holding hands… Eddy squealed.
" What do you think Daniel, Is something going on between them ???? Adrian snickered..
" Anybody can hold hands,See !!!! Daniel grabbed Adrian hands.
" I mean Seth and Doctor Sandra are not anybody... Adrian winked.
" You guys have serious issues, Daniel walked out.
I followed Seth to his room and even when he's shut the door I still held his hand,He was scared I could see it in his eyes but I wanted him to know that I was there for me.
" Sorry I…..Seth let go of my hands and for some reason I felt bad,I just wanted to keep holding his hands because we both felt safe.
" He was a drug addict,Hard to the core...He was an alcoholic and a drug addict…He was a superstar but yet he had this huge flaw nobody except his family could see how much of a beast he was,Soon my dad was no longer invited to shows and he was going broke..He used all his money on drugs and since he was an addict he was either upset when he was high or he was low,My mom and I were the ones to take the pain whenever he was like this,Seth fought back his tears and continue. " The only way for him to get money was whenever I won music talent shows,Piano, Guitar,Drums, and even violin I played them all because he taught me how to play it and whenever I made a mistake or forget a lesson I would get so beaten up that I would be so badly injured and when my mom tried to stop him he would beat her too…
" He was abusing you guys,Why didn't you call the police????
" He wasn't clean so if the police comes they would arrest him and my mom didn't want that, For some reason she was still in love with him... Crazy right... Everyday I prayed he would go somewhere and never return,None of my friends could visit except Daniel and it was only once in two weeks…. Doctor Sandra he was the worst...Seth burst in tears..
" I am so sorry,I hugged him.
" He didn't love and care for us but all I wanted to hear from him was an apology or at least an excuse for what he did but he never even apologize to me once and when my mom left he left me with his savings and ran off,He didn't even call once to check up on me or even apologize...If he could he just apologize to me just once….
" He will I promise you that,I held him closer.
" So do you also promise to stand by me when I need you ???? Seth asked looking straight into my eyes.