"WHAT'S THAT? Are you... leaving?"
"You're going to kick me out too, aren't you?" Yes, Ashey is advanced, if advanced.
She also packed her belongings because she will go to Manila and pay a visit to her student's grave. She just thought of dramatizing Randall and maybe it would work. Randall already knows his house, the next thing is that he will knew that she is a ghost. Can she still hide it? For her, not anymore. There, when Randall came home, he immediately saw his bags and was amazed at them.
"Why should I?..."
"Randall, I know you already know."
"Which one?" Randall pulled something out of his pocket, "Is this it?" Ashey was handed a newspaper. The latter took and read it.
She was featured in the missing section of the newspaper. Government-- SSS specifically published her in the missing section of the newspaper because her benefits will go to charity if she is no longer active in paying that and such. After all, her benefeciary is the only one, the orphanage.
"I'd like to ask you what your story is, Ashey Brown. But when I weighed all the questions, only one was more dominant to me-- why are you alone?" Randall said those words with a hint of sincerity and a pity.
Ashey nodded. She couldn't meet Randall's gaze.
When Ashey discarded her palms, Randall took them and clasped their palms together. He was touched. That action seems to say that the Randall will never leave her alone again.
"If you're not ready to tell me yet, I understand. But I beg you to let me understand why you are alone. Why is someone alone who has proved to me the word love. " Ashey's eyes widened with tears at what Randall said.
Randall is not vocal in saying how he feels about their relationship. As far as he knew, she is happy with what they had in it. She was happy when Randall announced to everyone that they were in a relationship, she was happy with what the man was feeling every day. It was his gestures that made Ashey feel important. That finally, there was someone who valued and could be said to be her boyfriend, which she had never experienced in her first life.
If it's the life that Azraelle says she restricted to herself, yes and her stupidity for not entertaining those things. But still, she also thought that if Randall didn't come, would she fall in love? Will she love others?
Because yes, she now admits that she already loves Randall. No reason. Isn't it and they say, 'when you love someone it's just because, period. There is no need and no matter the reasons why you feel that way.
"Ran--" Randall touched Ashey's chin, then caressed her cheeks.
"Yes, I love you. I don't know why. All I know is, I'm ready to accompany you and understand your secrets, I'm ready to where and whatever the destination of all your secrets, that even you haven't told me that yet and I'm the only one who can find out. I don't care," her boss's emotionally on his declaration to her.
She laughed, along with the continuous shedding of tears.
"Tears of joy." Laughing she even pointed to her tears.
She sobbed while hugging ... her man. Yes, she had this man, more officially and effectively today, "I love you too." She wiped her tears. She looked Randall in the eyes. "I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry for letting you love me too. I shouldn't but I just let it happen."
"Why, Ashey? Why are you saying those words? Am I not enough?" Ashey's chest ached as she reflected resentment at Randall's tone.
But she didn't really know what to say. Because everywhere you look, he is in control of the decisions between them. Everywhere she looked, she became selfish when she let Randall fall in love with her.
"You're just not enough, Ran. You're too much. You're too much and more for me. I'm sorry for loving you because I'll leave you too, not even now but I'm sure it's one of those days. "
"W-hat do you mean .. by that?"
"I'm alone in life because I'm alone. Can you accept that answer?" She bravely met Randall's questioning eyes.
"You're alone in life because you're alone, but didn't I tell you, I'm here for you?"
"Easy for you to say that. You don't know."
"Then tell me! Because when I met you, I didn't know that I would appreciate you like this. Because when I met you, everything went awry. It wasn't in the plan. There was just the urge to make you happy, that smile, to take the sadness out of your eyes. Even I, I also can't understand myself, what am I doing to a woman like you, there are so many of them. Why did I love you, of all people? I can't find any reason. I just don't want to lose you. I just want to be with you. I didn't even ask for sex with you --- "Ashey kissed Randall.
That kind of kiss she just did to make him shut up. Wet, wild, eagerly... Randall also responded that way. They just stopped that kiss when they were both out of breath. As she hugged Randall's lap. They were still catching their breaths, their lower bodies pressed together, Ashey pinched their noses and stroked Randall's faces. She stared into its puffy eyes ...
"Don't be angry, Santillan. I'll tell you, from the beginning if you want."
"You say, while you're hugging me?" Ashey laughed.
Now that she’s hugging Randall and she’s wearing a dress, it’s automatic that Randall’s ‘friend’ below, saluted. She just thought of that prank all of a sudden.
"We haven't done this yet, have we? And I know you've had a lot of women with sex, Santillan. I just want to be different, let's go." Ashey likes to wriggle Randall’s lap, in all fairness. But she prefers her boyfriend’s reaction. Randall gritted his teeth. He seemed to be only indulging himself in lust because she had to respond to it.
"Shit, you're insane, Ashey. What game is this?" Ashey just laughed harder when Randall stopped her from writhing-- holding both of her waists just pressing her to its always, anytime ready frenny-- down there.
"I'm an orphan. That's why I'm alone..."
"Ahhh..."
"The nuns at the orphanage said, my mother took me there when I was only 2 months old .."
"Oh .." Ashey giggled, she felt that even though Randall liked what he was doing undressing here, he was listening to what she was saying.
Yes, he had already unbuttoned Randall's long sleeves polo. Now he was on the button of his pants, while Randall's hands were caressing his back.
"Sad at the orphanage, Randall. I don't have a playmate." Ashey smiled in her mind when exactly when she mentioned the word 'pal' Randall's intensifying 'pal' appeared on her face.
"Ugh .." Randall's hand that had been caressing her back, had moved to her neck. He arranged a seat, so that shenwill had better access to the purpose.
"The kids there are bullies. They call me sane so no one wants to adopt me. I don't have any friends. But when I was six years old, I had a boy who became a playmate and friend. He was a newcomer in the orphanage. "
"What's the .. name of .." Ashey couldn't understand what Randall was saying, nor could he continue what he was saying.
She was already kissing his' friend 'and started licking it,' like on those what she had read ..
"He was my only friend at the orphanage. We had a lot of fun. He only stayed there for about three weeks." Ashey looked back. The palm that she first caressed Randall's 'playmate', "Adi. That's right, that's his name-" Ashey was surprised when Randall suddenly pushed her up --- she stepped up and she didn't have panties , he may have worn his 'playmate' in no time at the sudden impact of his return to Randall's lap.
"Adi?"
"Ah-- huh," Ashey replied disoriented. She rubbed himself against Randall. She seems to be losing her hormones now. So, this is how it feels when you start to fall ...
"You're Emy ?!"
Ashey's eyes widened as she stretched out behind Randall ...