"Isn't that topic finished yet?? Our relationship was nothing to me, it was fake. You're the one that I want, I love."
"For you it was fake, do you consider what Melanie thought about your relationship? She is dying to be with you, she loves you so I think she won't think the relationship was fake. For once, Hunter, use your mind."
"Am I not? I talked to her and she agree so nothing to worry about. She's cheating means she's not loyal to me and she's just using me for a name. I don't want you to leave me. Studying overseas is nothing to compare here."
"Then you should do that before." Now, I reached my limits. I looked at him with more anger than him. "You left me, you're dumb! You left me hanging. I love you, but all you did was throwing cold expressions at me and even throw harsh words. You knew it, right? That your words always went through my heart? Your movement that affects my heart?! You said you want to propose to me, why didn't you do it before you left?" My tears fall as soon as possible, I am angry right now. "I can tolerate LDR than questioning myself where did you go? Do you hate me? Why didn't you tease or say goodbye to me after the ceremony? Thinking if we can see each other again in the future. What if you will have children with Melanie? What if she succeeds in making you hers and makes you marry her?! I can't tolerate it." I shook the tears that were falling from my eyes. My heart is throbbing recalling the past.
"Can we just move on without hurting each other?" He said in low voice. "I know I did wrong back then but... Seriously, Lia, I am hurt and that pain is slowly eating my system and I can't decide properly. Everything went so fast." He went closer to me. "Let's stop this, can we?" He went beside me and held my hands. "Let's not play seesaw again. Let's not calculate each other's mistakes. I can make mistake, you can mistake, we're humans and this is a world, not heaven." He squeezes my hand as I look at him.
I hug him, my hand engulfs his neck as he also did into my waist. I buried my face to his neck and burst into tears. "I'm sorry, it is still not leaving me. I still can't move on at that moment in my life," I whisper.
He pats my back as he keeps on doing that until I calm down. I break the hug. "I'm also sorry," he said. His eyes have red, indicating he's also crying.
I woke up in the morning, feeling heavy. I think because I cried last night? I don't know why I became emotional and began to say things like that. Fortunately, we both say sorry to each other and comforted each other. I did my morning routine and went downstairs to see Hunter making breakfast. I went to him and back hug him. "You're awake already? I just start cooking."
"Why are you always cooking breakfast every morning for me? I might get used to it and look for it in the future." I heard him smile.
"I'm getting ready to be your husband." I laugh.
"Are you kidding me? Isn't wife supposed to do that?"
"Cooking is for man and woman. I won't let my wife cook for our food all the time. I will do everything for my wife as long as I can do it." He turns around and kisses me. I giggles.
"We're still not in a relationship, why are we acting and deciding the future?"
"We will. Soon. So get ready." I scoff.
"Like you can.." He turn the stove off and suddenly turn around pushing me to the island, putting his both arms in either of my sides, looking down at me.
"I can.." He steals a peck from my lips and keeps on doing it. I giggles, he lifts me and makes me sit at the cold island and stand in between my legs. He was about to give me a peck when I follow his lips direction and held his cheeks and pulled him closer to me.
The kiss slowly gets heated. I let a small breath in the middle of the kiss and keeps on pulling him close as if he is going away. "Touch me, Hunter," I said in between the kiss. His hand trailed up and down in my curves, sending a shiver down my spine as I arched my head back. By just his kiss I am melting and making me weak already what more if he touched me.
I make a fist in his hair as his hand slowly going to the rise of my breast and slowly massaging it. He left my lips and start to get down to my neck. The electricity he is passing to my body using his lips making me all weak. He pushed my hair to one side and I tilt my head to give him more access as I let a breath.
His hand going up and down to my back and going to my stomach to my breast and repeat. I pulled him closer and lick my lips and a small breath went out of my lips. "You're making me crazy for you, Lia," he said. He grits his teeth like he is shivering. He even held my arms tight. Looking down at me full of lust and love.
"Make me also." He did not respond and just kiss me.
To be continued.