all the way going to the village up she keep watching me and observing what I was doing ...she looks bit scared and in confusion...I was blushing all over and my clothes smells her parfum..she hug me so tight and was a beautiful hug for me ..finally we reach in the main gate and her grandpa open the gate made in woods bcs was so late and cold outside ..he took inva luggage and one young boy try to get my back ...I told him no need I can handle it inva was watching and said
HES HAVING IMPORTANT THINGS INSIDE FRAGILE AND MAYBE AK47 ALSO ...
after all smiled at me I feeled shy ...I just follow them..we sit near the fire till the dinner was ready ...I requested a black Turkish coffee and I hide outside to smoke but she catch me . .IM SURPRISED DO YOU SMOKE?? I said YES
ALCOHOL?
I make EHEHEE with my head ..
she scratch her head and go inside ...I catch her hand and I said please we talk after dinner ..I need to talk but alone ...
we got inside ..the table was overflowing from the food ..every where meat and meat...
I asked her why they spend a lot ...we are just two visitors..the old man smiled and said
TWO ..ONE OR ONE HUNDRED VISITORS THE TABLE OF ALBANIAN ITS ALWAYS FULL ITS OUR TRADITION SON...
I smiled and I start to eat ..I was hungry and I enjoyed...after the dinner I ask the old man where can I get coffee..and I prepared two coffee also for Inva I call her and both we got upstairs..I took one cigarette and I ask her what it's her intention to me..
bcs we don't know yet each other but I started to like her like a friend ..like a good woman
she smiled and answered
WHEN I SAW YOU FIRST TIME IN THAT CORN LAND WITH THE DONKEY
AFTER IN THE BURGER SHOP
AND AFTER THIS TRAVEL COMING HERE ..
I REALLY UNDERSTOOD YOU ARE NOT THE SIMPLE BOY...MAMA BOY I MEAN..YOU LOOK SMART STRONG AND CARELESS
YOU ARE SO MEAN TO BE CALLED A MAN..EVEN YOU ARE 15YEARS OLD ..YOUR BRAIN YOU MOVEMENT YOU PATIENCE SHOWS EVERYTHING IN YOU ..
MY INTENTION TO YOU...I JUST LOVE TO HELP YOU IN ANY MODE ..IF YOU HAVE PROBLEMS WITH ANYTHING..IM SEEING IN YOU ONE YOUNG BROTHER I NEVER HAD BEFORE ..IM SEEING YOU LIKE A BROTHER
BUT I HAVE FEW QUESTIONS PLEASE ALSO
..My eyes was wide open ..and I heard everything she said ..I permit her to ask me ..
she continued: I LEARN YOU ARE A SMOKER DRINKING ALCOHOL ...HOLDING A PROFESSIONAL HUNTING KNIFE ..
MY QUESTIONS ITS DO YOU USE DRUGS?? AND WHAT ITS YOUR WORK ARE YOU A KILLER OR TRAINING FOR BEING..
I relax my self..and I took a deep breath
I NEVER USE DRUGS IN MY LIFE
IM NOT A KILLER OR A BAD TRAINED ASSASSIN..THAT KNIFE ITS A OLD GIFT FROM A LATE FRIEND ..AND IM HOLDING ONLY FOR SELF DEFENSE
ABOUT MY WORK....HMMM I NO CAN TELL YOU STRAIGHT AWAY WHAT IM DOING JUST ..IM IN ONE KIND OF SITUATION I NO CAN GO BACK FAST AND I NO CAN ESCAPE...MY LIFE ITS A STRUGGLE AND NEED TO FIND A WAY TO SOLVE..BUT WHEN THE RIGHT TIME COME ..
she look at me ...and ask me how old I'm ..also from where I was from ..I just said my age 15years old ..but no from where ..she ask me about relatives and I changed face ...when she ask me if my parents are still living I just rest silent...but my eyes cheat on me..two tears come out without permission...
she come near to me took my hand and kiss it..after put my head in her knee and start to play with my hair ..till a fall asleep like dead...I was in that situation maybe 40minutes..and when I open my eyes I saw her beautiful smile in my face...I stand up and I said
SORRY SORRY...YOU ARE HOLDING ME AND I FALL ASLEEP..FOR HOW LONG PLEASE .AND I BECOME RED IN MY FACE
She smiled and said not that long...I just enjoyed seeing you sleeping and accepting me to cuddle your hair ...
I feeled it was the moment to open my heart and I ask her to listen at me till I finish ..and after i was in her hand if she will judge me or not ..she shared her head in approve mode and I started
I BORN IN A POOR FAMILY BUT HARD WORKER .....I tell all my story till my father was hurts by those policeman and the moment where life of my family start to be a nightmare for all..I continued
AFTER ALL THOSE SUFFER FROM CITY I BORN ..MY FATHER BECOME A ALCOHOL DRINKER..AND VERY VIOLENT TO MY MOM FIRST AFTER TO MY SIBLINGS..EVERY NIGHT I WAS HIDING AND CRYING FROM THE PAINFUL MOANING I WAS LISTENING FROM OUTSIDE..WINTER AND SUMMER NO MATTER NIGHT OR DAY ...
I stop because she started to cry and looking around ..I hug her and I ask sorry for hurting her.. she just answered
ITS OKAY PLEASE FINOSH YOUR STORY ..
I said no now...it's late almost two am ...we sleep little and we continue another day ..promise..
she hug me tight tight tight ...and then she told me
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME ...IM HERE TO HELP YOU ..LET ME BE YOUR PROTECTOR..
I hug back and I go down to sleep in the resting room ..