the silhouette start to approach more beside me and I started to hear his heavy breath but the smell of his perfume was also strong ...atleast not a drunk person I told to my self..like I was I didn't stand up and I was holding with my hand my head I was just waiting the person show him self in front of me and he talk loud and sharp voice ...STAND UP AND GO BY MY CIGARETTES AND BREAD AND MILK FOR YOU ..
I was terrorized by his voice I didn't answer first..he repeated again and also ordered me this time my answer was just...I DON'T LIKE
the man grab my hand and shake me like a pillow and offend me like YOU PIECE OF GARBAGE STAND UP...I didn't wait for him to continue I just grab my stone and I punch him in the white forehead with all my power ..few seconds after I saw his blood spread all over his face...suddenly I didn't make any move and I didn't run...he is handling my arms so strong impossible for me to run...I just sit down and I peed in my pants ..he clean his eyes and pull out from his yellow shirt one pistol caliber 38 and then he shout and put in my mouth ...I WILL KILL YOU
YOU PIECE OF SHIT
YOU WILL DIE NOW
I feel the coldest of the metal with my lips and my heart bit become very hard I was just thinking why he didn't kill me but waiting...for what ? in that suspension I push his hand back until the gun was out of my mouth and I laughed at him ...automatically I answered
A MAN WHO ITS MAN AND HANDLING THIS GUN IF SENDING OUT AND DECIDE TO KILL HE WILL MAKE THE EXPLOSION...IF YOU ARE A MAN LETS GO DO IT NOW...IF YOU NOT ARE A MAN JUST PUT IN YOUR BACK THAT AND MAKE THE EXPLOSION.... WHILE I said this he become very soft..two tears show up in his eyes and he hug me tight very tight and he answered...YOU ARE THE MAN ...BE MY BROTHER...I was shock of what happened hoe it's possible what I make ..he put me up in his shoulder and take me in his car ...while we enter he ask me about my house and my parents...my family
this was my first time I lied in my life .I told this man I had no one in this life and no home..I was escaped for orphanage house few months ago and I was living in the streets hunting for food and roofing. after that I don't remember nothing more I lost my feelings in his car and that it's all
when I wake up later I found my self in very white bed and many light in that big room I was sleeping..in the small table beside the bed I saw watermelon and some grapes...I tried to catch up the grapes and tried to stand up little but my body not responded...I was like paralyzed and I failed...like that I fall asleep hugging my white pillow and listening my stomach ache and snoring...I wake up later again from one female voice and when I open my eyes ...I saw 4 girls 2 older than me and 1 like my body hight around me..I become shy and I covered again my head...they told me to relax and maybe I was hungry and I needed something...I only answered NO without discovering my face.after they go but the smallest one was standing in the last of my bed in my legs...I slowly open the cover and I saw her ...she was maybe 7years old that time her name Angela...she start to talk at me asking what I my name where it's my mom? I didn't answer I just start to cry it's was not possible to handle the tears ..I missed my mom I missed my family...after Angela run out and call her mom
after few minutes one lady come in that room and she try to relax me she was beautiful but not like my mom..she's having short hair she was fat but very smooth skin..means she's living a good life without any signs of problems. I started to answer her questions and I only said I never had parents and relatives..I continued my lie and with her ..and after I asked from her where I was in that house and why I no can move up
she smiled and told me to relax she said I was in their house and KIME oldest son and the only man of that house brought me there and that people was taking care of me bcs I was so tired and so unhealthy...I was sick ..I started to remember everything and I ask her for the son I wanna to be sure was the same man you pick up me in his arms or not...late in evening the door of my room opened and inside enter KIME the same person i meet that cold morning the same man who was holding the 38 caliber in my mouth
he approach in my bed and ANGELA my new babysitter stop feeding my the grapes...he smiled and ask me how I feel
I just salute and thank him about what he was doing for me...and I told him I will payback one day even I don't have money now
he smiled again kiss my forehead amd told only relax ...sleep enough and be healthy fast ...the life it's long and hard and you need to be healthy and strong...and he left ..what I learn after I was more than 3weeks in that room sleeping and waking up unconscious with what I was doing .it needed for me one month exactly to stand I my feet and to take shower by myself...It was my 13 birthday and I found my self in the lux and with unknown people. accidentally I told that morning to Angela today it's my birthday..and she spread all over the house
evening I found my self in center of a big table with plenty of food and fruits many kinds of juice and also alcohol around..and a big cake in front of me with the number 13..bcs no one know what name to put in ..I was in shock there had celebrations for me and the people was not my family...I started to cru little when mom of KIME hug me and said you need to be happy life it's too short to cry
I stop and cut a piece of cake even I don't having O'Dea how it's the taste I tried ...the first cake of my life was my 13th birthday gift
after on when everything was done the food and the table when all the people of that house 4 sisters and the mom of KIME go to sleep ..kime stay with me in the terrace and started the question versus my past ..getting to know a d discover something about me. I didn't say that much I only said I'm from orphanage home I just escaped bcs our tutor there abusing with us and that's all
I told him I don't have any relatives and I don't know anything about my origin ..and he asked me what I will do now..If I liked to go at school or any place where to live ...I didn't answer to him bcs my heart still was in my family after that big dinner my heart inside crying while thinking my siblings and my mom did they have food that night..
like that I live in house of kime for 3 long months until I become healthy enough and strong I start also to join early jogging with his mom till one day I asked kime to go out to see the place around..he tool me in his car and we went in shopping mall ..we bought clothes for me and one book ..I remember the first book I had when I was in my family house the title 1001 stories by Islamabad
we went home early for the dinner and while we was in the terrace I ask one cigarette from kime ..he didn't said nothing just saw me and the mode I'm smoking also ask me how long I'm smoking bcs I was only 13 years old. I smiled and I told sometimes I smoke
next day I told him it's time for me to pay and to work for all the benefits I had for the past 3 months I explained to his mom and to him I was not feeling comfortable eating and like a king without doing anything..both of them just smiled and go out..
after one week I ask from Kim to find me work I needed money and I was strong he took seriously my words and asked me what it's my professional experience? I watched him and I told I will do everything have money every hard work ..he smile and ask me
CAN YOU KILL?
I was in doubt but my answer automatically come out
YES ...WHEN AND HOW MUCH THE PRICE
with the smile in his face we go out in his office bussines and he introduced me to his coworkers..all big man all long hair beards and tattoo
I become scared that night in whatever I saw but I didn't give up ..in midnight I ask him about the offer and he just answer tonight we will only drink tomorrow we will work...I hated the alcohol a lot but I wanna to see what it's that drink who destroyed my father my mom my family...my life and I drink with them..cognac
after 2 shot I remember I vomit and they send me in one room to sleep
around 2am I heard voices downstairs and I run out
kime was in hurry to catch someone and he told now we will work ..no more explanation from him I just jump in the car and others followed us at the back
we stopped in one big disco out that city and plenty of lights and 3 bodyguards outside
kime saw me in the face and ask me only one time
DO YOU REALLY NEED THE OFFER WE TALK
I answered YES OFF COURSE WHERE ITS THE VICTIM??
I didn't have any idea what going on but my life got a direction and I really was not understanding nothing at all
kime give me again two shot of that cognac and told me you go inside a lady it's waiting for you...I told him give me your gun ..then the explain come from kime ..no one it's allowed to enter with gun inside that bar..
in the entrance I was stop by the guards bcs I was underage to enter after two trial I almost surrender..when a tall girl wearing like a dancer pick up me and send me inside..I sit in the high chair with her near the bartender and she ask me to drink..after she explained me what I needed to do
in the last of the bar was a big man wearing black and long hair with tattoos in his face ..I only needed to start a fight with him ...that was all my job...I laughed and I become angry o told her I will kill..she smiled back and give me the 3rd glass of cognac..I was tipsy and I go straight forward I asked from that guy his lighter ..and he didn't answer after I punch his leg bcs was impossible to reach him was giant man I asked for second time the lighter he just push me away and offend me..he told me to buy some milk and to drunk
was impossible to answer back so I go near my chair and the bartender help me to sit in the top of the bar ...with my bottle of cognac in the hand I go in the direction of my objective..I go near his face and I told him for the 3rd time give me your lighter ..he spit on me and slap my face so strong my world become black for few seconds one tear show up in my eye ..and that was the time when I react ..I hold strong the bottle upside down and I hit him in center of his forehead with all my power and cruelty. and I run in the bar..when I turn my head back he fall down from his chair and 5people start to hit him without pity...with baseball bat and some pipe.. I didn't stop running I just go out from the bar and I was shaking all over...I run maybe for 30 minutes without seeing back after I stop ...I was trying to remember the place around the offices or even the house of kime..but nothing come out I was BLANK .few seconds I heard the sound of emergency car and the police were at the back following I become scared and I decided to hide that night I sleep in one big garbage trash..till morning