the morning come so late ...that 4 hours remaining from last night was so long...I was smoking and waiting for everything to happen till the morning come.
I started to walk and trying to find out how to get back in the center without money or food I was just rounding around till I saw one fastfood near me ...I run to see what they had in their many but in entrance I saw my empty pocket ...I started to get out when a waiter call me and give me a free sandwich...I was so happy that morning and more than hungry..I promised to him I will come back to pay and I left he just smiled ...was already afternoon when one traffic enforcer teach me how to get in the center of the city ...and u started walking walking walking...I the busy road and cold evening approaching...maybe 3 am I reach near the office of KIME I found one old cartoon box and I covered my self I take a nap while hoping next morning I will find KIME here ...I sleep like dead and the garbage collector wake up me...I run In the door of that building waiting till 7am I saw kime with his car ...he start honking from far when saw me and when he approach he stop the car and keep throwing me in air and hugging me like crazy...only words he's saying was MY BROTHER ..MY BIG MAN
I was so tired but very happy ..someone appreciated my life and I felt loved too
we go up I'm the office and we order coffee..he ask me if I want to drink I Said no I need hot soup and beef ..he smile and call his mom to cook for us and we went back in his house...after a very long hot shower I sat in the table ..I eat with kime only no one in that table ..I become scared..first time like that bit I didn't show my fear..after I eat good and drunk my milk ...I told him if my work was already done? and where it's my payment
he laughed and said..your payment uts with me ...we loved your work was a professional work
he paid me 2k for broking a bottle in that big man ...afterwards I learned he was a person who's having big credit to kime companies and he never give back the money
like that I started to walk into kime steps and his people..we was all in the beach and I need to use the toilet..and I enter after kime left the only available toilet there ..when I enter my eyes catch one small plastic bag with like a sugar inside very white powder ...down in the floor I bend over and I picked up and while trying to open the sharp voice at the back of my ears....leave it down...when I turn back I saw Kime I feel his slap in my face
after he removed he's gun and put in my face he only SAID...IF EVER I LEARN HEARD OR SAW YOU ARE USING DRUGS I WILL FIND YOU WHEREVER YOU ARE..
I WILL KILL UOU AND I WILL BURN YOUR BODU WITH ACID...TO MAKE SURE EVEN THE GOD WILL NOT REGONIZE WHO YOU WAS...
after he turn back and go..
I become shock my need to go in toilet was gone I just stand there for few minutes and only reloading last words of KIME..WAS SO DIFFERENT AND MEANINGFUL FOR ME
maybe he was that kind of guy or he just wanted to do this in reality...my breath stop that moment and I feel so weak and lost..after few minutes I go outside the toilet I grab a drink with my self in the outside bar and I run to enter my room...while I was trying to close the door ..someone push ot hard and almost hit my nose..I send up my head and was KIME he close the door tell me to sit down and start a serious conversation..
he told me about he's late father killed when he was 8years old by some drug dealers and how his mom sacrifice her life to raise them...he told me about everything in his past and the actual thing he's doing in this life...he was I drug lord and his company was so big...he was selling huge amount of drugs and the first quality...I become shock and I started to count inside me everything I saw everything I learn in his house and all the people around kime with their jewelry and their cars...I was convince that was the only explanation about kime lifestyle...and he approved...he ask me to leave now before knowing more things about this way..he also offered me a huge bag with money...I answered back NO I DON'T HAVE ANY PLANS TO GO
AND I WILL NEVER DAMAGE THE PERSON WHO SAVE MY LIFE..IM IN CREDIT WITH YOU AND I WILL PAY UNTIL MY HEART BELIEVES IM DONE..HE SMILED AND ASK ME TO STUDY FOR THIS and not to talk with anyone.. everything silent the steps the moves the conversation and the work...like a ghost BE A GHOST WITHOUT FEELINGS
2 weeks after this event happened...I was everyday going back with kime in every steps and move his making and I learned a lot of places and people...I saw apartments for stocking the money I saw cars never saw in my dreams I saw guns and different accent of our language until I become like a crazy ...one day I had no more money in my small pocket and while I was walking in the mall alone I saw one silver ring beautiful and I wanted to take it...after 2 trial I reach and I run out ...while I was trying to escape the police catch me in front of the offices while kime was going out..kime shout to them to stop and approach them..the police explained what I had done and I had a hard slap from kime and I started to cry from the pain...he take me in the mall and paid the ring for me ..he paid double price...and then in the way back home he scold me back and forth...he said everything possible and everything make me feel a looser and a weak human...when we reach home I beg to him to never said to his mom what I had done..and I told him to give me a job ...anything anything I wanted to pay back and to have my money ...he told me we will talk again...waiting for the new job and blaming my self for the stupid thing I made...while I was relaxing in the house I my room his mom voice call me to get dressed and to wait for kime to pick me up...she told me they found a job for me...I was flying from the happiness