Trixy's POV
My name is Trixy Sullivan, small girl and a college student. My hobbies is to draw, rap, cover songs and eat strawberries! I have friends too. Their name is Ellyry, Ember, Seinna, Eris, Yui, Churie and Xeris. We all studying in a same school and some of my friends is my classmates.
I'm walking in a hallway of my school while holding a big box of chocolate, flower and waiting for Heimez, well Heimez? i have a huge crush on her I don't know why but I've been doing this since years but she never accept my gifts.
"Uhh...Excuse me?" i look at my right side and feel my face is...wait heating?? geez she's so beautiful i can feel my stomach full of butterfly, she's wearing a up shoulder and palda. "Hey Heimez! we...i mean i want to give you th-this!" i hand her im holding but she didn't move her hand and her friends start laughing at me. "How many times do i have to remind you loser? stop giving me some trash? such a freaking freak!" i didn't say or move anything but i know im so hurt that i feel my stomach slowly dying something.
"Get out of my locker!!" she yell and pushing me in the ground and start laughing again, well what's knew? it happened all the time but i just can't stop my self and she's the only one who can make me feel butterfly in my stomach, can make me smile and laugh. I don't know how i fall for her so deep that i can't scape.
"Are you done Heimez?" i look up and saw Xeris standing and facing Heimez, she look at me and help me to get up. "What? helping her? oh come on"as soon as i stoned up i can't help but look down but i can see Xeris look back on Heimez and just staring at her.
"Why can't you just accept the gift and just leave her, huh? is that even hard? ohh yeah HAHAHAHA i forgot your the rude queen! heh! almost forgot about that, sowy~~!" Xeris sarcastic said and didn't bother to hear what Heimez's gonna say next and just help me walk. I just feel embarrass and pity in my self and to her, by the way she is Xeris Foztom, she's 21 years old and one of my best friend who always got my back...i mean every time? i guess.....
"You know bro can you just pleaseee stop giving her like that? i mean you know, chocolates and flowers? she don't deserve someone like you that have everything! your like a diamond while she's like a trash! she's not match in you" she say looking at me and laughing for her life. "YAHH! Xeris come on she's...not a trash okay? she's a goddess" i say while smiling so wide but she just give me a disgust face while walking. "Goddess my ass! oh by the way we have review test today! catch you guys later at cafeteria, okay?" she said while running away, i was about to answer but nehh she know the answer so i just head in my class cause it's almost time.
As i enter my classroom i can see my friends waiting and looking at me? angrily?? what did i do this time to them? As soon as i seat down with them they just stared at me, wth wrong with this bitches! "What? quit staring at me!!" i told them annoyed. "Then quit giving that bitch flowers and chocolate then, Chaeyong where your friends but u can't even listen to us do you know that we know what happened again just a minute ago?" i look at them and i knew they agree to what Churie said. "Really? then if your my friends why can't you just all support me to what i want?" i say back while looking to all of them.
"What are you talking about? huh? we did! WE FREAKING DID!!!! almost 4 FREAKING years!! and what? you lost a LOT of money! and now your slowly loosing your SELF just for her! and you know what's gonna be worse? YOU! you will lost us" Eris yelled that cause everyone's attention, she got up and just seat in her seat which a little bit far on us. Maybe she's right... I've been doing this since almost 4 years...am i too much for her? did i annoyed her that much? what's even missing in me? is there?
I feel waters running in my face, i just hugged Ellei and Seinna is just patting my head, i only feel hurt only hurt. "Pls T-" Churie's about to say something but our professor come in and start our lesson.
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We're all in cafeteria eating quietly i was about to break the silence but i saw Heimez....with Filix, th...there really happy on each other, if i can just wish that im a boy, im the one who's the reason why Mina is laughing I'll do anything, even just one day. But im so glad i meet a beautiful angel even it's not for me.
"Earth to Trixy!!!" i got in my sense when someone shout my name and it's Eris, like heck is that a giant?!? geez HAHAHAHAA. "Sorry what?" i ask them but they just kill me with their sharp eyes again. "I said im sorry for shouting at you i didn't mean it your just so stupid that time! my blood boiled okey? sorry" she said and start eating her food like there's no tomorrow, this chipmunk really? "Yeah i know and yeh sorry for being rude im just not in my self that time an-
"Wharap biches!!!" we all look fast in the back and Xeris, Seinna and Churie running at us yelling. "Bitch!! lower your voice everybody's looking at us" Ellei shyly said and looking at everybody. "Where not naked!! quit staring at us!!!" Xeris yelled that got everybody stop looking at us, we just start laughing and saying bad word to this three dumb head. "Did you heard the news?" Ember randomly ask, news? what news??
"What news?" we all ask while staring at her. "That im such a beautiful angel? duh!!" we give her a disgust face and epic face. 'Pls give me a sign to kill this girl im begging'
"We can all agree that we should head to our class now and left the beautiful angel" Ellei said while still disgust to Ember, HAHAHAHA.
"Such a big teeth!! but no joks i heard we will have 6 or 1 week breaks for this upcoming early test so let's have party to my house!"
"I'm in" i said because i really don't have that much plan for it. "Of course we're all in! it will be fun!" we all agree.
As soon as where all done eating I told them that they go first because i forgot to take my science book in my locker, they all agree and leave. As soon as they leave i quickly grab my bag in my locker and get out of school i saw no one around so i grab the opportunity.
I quickly told the taxi driver to get me to the HOI Hospital he nooded and drive. I just look at my phone and watch TikTok videos, looking what's update on Heimez Instagram and yeh...no new because it's her and Filix always them...together. Everytime i saw them together i can really feel the pain in all different part of my body, heart, chest even my stomach like.... there something killing it slowly.
I just turn off my phone and look at the view of trees passing by. "Kiddo we're here" i look at my side and it stop, i thank him and give him the money. I quickly get out and entered in it i was about to entered to the usual room but i saw someone that im familiar to it, i walk closely to her and she. I think she didn't feel my present so i move more closely to her. "Hi.... Heimez!" i baw and wave at her she turn around and about to smile but she quickly give me a disgust face, she start walking at my derection and just passed me by. I feel my chest start hurting again and i just make a fake smile....
I walk away and hold my chest and just entered my doctor's office, as soon as i entered he's writing something and quickly look at me. "Oh Trixy! pls seat down" he said and i obeyed.